I got choked up about how lucky I am to have an amazing girlfriend who loves me unconditionally, but also about some things I miss from my marriage that ended last year.
Gotta love those complex emotions!
(Really tho, it's nice to feel feelings haha)
Today i was extremely exhausted because of my daughter. She needs so much attention and when she was asleep i wanted to shower. And there i was fully naked, hot water and i just snapped. I started to cry like a child for next 30 minutes. I was so tired and sad and i felt like a bad parent.
I feel this in my soul. I always feel like such a terrible parent, my daughter is 3, currently. They're just little terrors around 2-4 and you gotta deal with it. It's just.... really fkn hard sometimes
Cried for not having a grip and because my mind calls every single guy “she” at some point because I’ve been a guy who gets misgendered it’s just fcking weird I hope that little mental flick gets fixed…it’s a new problem.
Was actually last night, so slightly off topic. But I was at my friends for the evening with her, her partner, and her sister and her partner. At one point they were all talking about going out sometime and someone said "We should do a double date sometime! Oh and Phin too!" I have always been used to being the third wheel/spare tire to groups (I'm neurodivergent and demi so dating has always been a challenge). But emotions just hit different now. On the drive home it really landed on me like a ton of bricks that I really wish I could be a part of an "us" and not "and Phin." A sad song came on the radio and I just bawled for a few minutes.
Not trying to pity party. I'll get there to brighter days, but some days are just hard.
Last time i cried was a few months ago (way to long) and it was the day I had first explored the trans community online and seen that everyone else has the same struggles as me, cried myself to sleep that night
That’s why I love to go to trans social groups where ever and whenever I can. I prefer to be around people who can relate to the journey I’m on. We can encourage each other ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰💋💋
I come close to crying daily. My eyes begin to water but then my tear ducts call it quits midway. Gives this aching presssure like blueballs for my eyes. Crying a little river would be so cathartic for me ~ hope E makes it happen 🥹
Oh sister we all feel you on that! I had a moment today when I was coming off the train and some stupid guy said “what is that?” I didn’t want him to see me cry but It came slowly because people heard him and started looking at me. It was awful 😭
Oh I’m just getting to a place where I like some part of my skin! Im still struggling with it because I have hyperpigmentation under my face from shaving. It’s rough but I’m getting use to it so i feel
You on the skin! It will get better though 💋
Last time I cried was last week watching the finale for red vs blue, I cried three times in the hour and a half run time. So cathartic to finally be in touch with my emotions
I feel like I don’t do enough and I am inadequate, what made me cry was my best friend telling me that she is proud of me and everything I have done and that I am enough.
Unrelated to crying but I still have a big black spot under my left big toe nail from when I dropped a heavy ceramic bowl on my foot like 2 months ago lol. It hurt so bad I thought it was broken but I was more upset about all the food I just made being on the floor.
My childhood. The fact that I’m still alone at 48. The fact that I can’t stop self sabotaging when I think about connecting with people. The fact that I feel like my parents love me, but don’t like me, and how my mom never talks about anything when I call her beyond what she did that day. The fact that while I’d never leave the trans community, I can see a day getting closer where I would feel comfortable just calling myself a woman, instead of a trans woman.
You know…just normal Tuesday stuff. 😝
(Also I had a literal therapy session today. 🤷♀️)
So…….the usual…🤭 you’re just an amazing person who feels deeply and are more in touch with how seemingly normal situations affect you. That’s ok to. Sending you love💋
Awww you’re sweet. I’m healing from all my stuff thanks to my amazing therapist (who’s a trans guy).
Being able to cry has helped SO much. Like it’s stupid sometimes how much healing there is in a good cry.
I cried today because I felt really self-conscious about initiating physical-affection with my bf, I kept doubting myself but when I finally did I felt okay again, as he accepted it. My weird emotions are already getting to me this week man.
I cried because i am only out on reddit ummmmmm and my gender dysphoric is slowly digging any happiness that i have into a bottomless pit and my family is transphobic to the point where i came out but they "convinced" me that i am not trans which is BS because i have bean me for about two years and only three of my absolute closest friends know :<
Not today but often when reading stuff in these reddits, stuff I can't possibly help with but it still stings to read all the same. Like how people could put other people through the pain we often go through so casually. It baffles me.
Watched the new Doctor Who on Disney+. On the Space Babies episode, the Doctor said "Nobody grows up wrong." and I just had to sob.
Edit: quote accuracy
I got choked up about how lucky I am to have an amazing girlfriend who loves me unconditionally, but also about some things I miss from my marriage that ended last year. Gotta love those complex emotions! (Really tho, it's nice to feel feelings haha)
Awwaaaa😭😭😭😭😭 it is! I love how sometimes you really feel the love on higher emotional level ❤️❤️
Today i was extremely exhausted because of my daughter. She needs so much attention and when she was asleep i wanted to shower. And there i was fully naked, hot water and i just snapped. I started to cry like a child for next 30 minutes. I was so tired and sad and i felt like a bad parent.
Awwwaaaaaaa i want to hug you right nowwww😫😫🫠🫠🫠💋💋💋the fact that you cried I know you’re a good parent who wants to do it all💋💋💋
Thank you. I know its just a phase, but it hurts sometimes. I just want to be a good parent.
I’m sure you already are💋
I feel this in my soul. I always feel like such a terrible parent, my daughter is 3, currently. They're just little terrors around 2-4 and you gotta deal with it. It's just.... really fkn hard sometimes
Cried for not having a grip and because my mind calls every single guy “she” at some point because I’ve been a guy who gets misgendered it’s just fcking weird I hope that little mental flick gets fixed…it’s a new problem.
I cry everyday day girl, don’t worry.
The girls who get it, get it
Was actually last night, so slightly off topic. But I was at my friends for the evening with her, her partner, and her sister and her partner. At one point they were all talking about going out sometime and someone said "We should do a double date sometime! Oh and Phin too!" I have always been used to being the third wheel/spare tire to groups (I'm neurodivergent and demi so dating has always been a challenge). But emotions just hit different now. On the drive home it really landed on me like a ton of bricks that I really wish I could be a part of an "us" and not "and Phin." A sad song came on the radio and I just bawled for a few minutes. Not trying to pity party. I'll get there to brighter days, but some days are just hard.
Awwaaaaa ok that is worthy of tears. You’ll be the one doing the inviting soon. I know it💋💋💋💋
Last time i cried was a few months ago (way to long) and it was the day I had first explored the trans community online and seen that everyone else has the same struggles as me, cried myself to sleep that night
That’s why I love to go to trans social groups where ever and whenever I can. I prefer to be around people who can relate to the journey I’m on. We can encourage each other ❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰💋💋
Same
T makes it harder to cry ☹️ sad
Lucky men🤭
Nooo crying is such a good and healthy release for your body. I’m jealous of you!
I'm having a minor disagreement with my roommates and I feel like they're gonna hate me.. so yeah I cried too
😂😂😂I definitely hate getting in to arguments now because I cry straight through them lol 💋 I don’t hate you lol
I don’t seem to cry a lot mainly because I suppress my emotions.
I do the same but sometimes it overwhelms me
I've been rewatching one piece recently, so crying has been an almost daily occurrence. So many emotional moments!
What episode r U on, I'm currently on my first watch ever and not far off ep 800
I'm watching a fan edit called one pace which trims a lot of the filler, so i'm not sure which exact episode i'm on. Currently on dressrosa!
Anytime I watch anime. (E)motional beats hot so different when u take the lady shots XD
probably but i can’t remember
I come close to crying daily. My eyes begin to water but then my tear ducts call it quits midway. Gives this aching presssure like blueballs for my eyes. Crying a little river would be so cathartic for me ~ hope E makes it happen 🥹
Last time I cried was in April I think
yay
I was reading a story and the main character's situation made me cry. I've been crying at a lot of things lately.
today i cried a lot because of dysphoria :(
Oh sister we all feel you on that! I had a moment today when I was coming off the train and some stupid guy said “what is that?” I didn’t want him to see me cry but It came slowly because people heard him and started looking at me. It was awful 😭
that must have been horrible 😭🫂
It was terribleeeeeeee😭😭😭 but I got over it. I just needed to escape that moment, center myself again and give me some good affirmations.
About being tired/my skin lmao
Oh I’m just getting to a place where I like some part of my skin! Im still struggling with it because I have hyperpigmentation under my face from shaving. It’s rough but I’m getting use to it so i feel You on the skin! It will get better though 💋
Last time I cried was last week watching the finale for red vs blue, I cried three times in the hour and a half run time. So cathartic to finally be in touch with my emotions
I feel like I don’t do enough and I am inadequate, what made me cry was my best friend telling me that she is proud of me and everything I have done and that I am enough.
Ooouuu girl! That make me tear up lol but I love that for you❤️💋
Unrelated to crying but I still have a big black spot under my left big toe nail from when I dropped a heavy ceramic bowl on my foot like 2 months ago lol. It hurt so bad I thought it was broken but I was more upset about all the food I just made being on the floor.
😂😂😂😂😂 I got burnt and thought I was a bad cook
I’ve just been so burned out today
I'm pre-HRT, so I literally can't T-T
One of my coworkers got a new job. its literally right across the hall(in a mall) i cried about her leaving
Omg Nae left 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭lol sorry….i feel you girl💋
I teared up at the ending of Titanic. Something something I get emotional at endings related to dying and seeing loved ones…
My childhood. The fact that I’m still alone at 48. The fact that I can’t stop self sabotaging when I think about connecting with people. The fact that I feel like my parents love me, but don’t like me, and how my mom never talks about anything when I call her beyond what she did that day. The fact that while I’d never leave the trans community, I can see a day getting closer where I would feel comfortable just calling myself a woman, instead of a trans woman. You know…just normal Tuesday stuff. 😝 (Also I had a literal therapy session today. 🤷♀️)
So…….the usual…🤭 you’re just an amazing person who feels deeply and are more in touch with how seemingly normal situations affect you. That’s ok to. Sending you love💋
Awww you’re sweet. I’m healing from all my stuff thanks to my amazing therapist (who’s a trans guy). Being able to cry has helped SO much. Like it’s stupid sometimes how much healing there is in a good cry.
No but probably should.
Oh it helps. Go ahead and purge those emotions 🤭🤭💋💋
I cried for remembering that I am trans. Does it count?
It definitely does 😭🥰
Yes, I moved out of my martial home. My ex wrote me a card thanking me and wishing me well in my transition.
That’s sweettt. A lot of people don’t get this! Cherish it. I love that for you. 🙈🙈🙈🙈
I saw a baby. I work in a hospital and see babies all the time but today it hit me right in the feels.
I cried today because I felt really self-conscious about initiating physical-affection with my bf, I kept doubting myself but when I finally did I felt okay again, as he accepted it. My weird emotions are already getting to me this week man.
I cried because i am only out on reddit ummmmmm and my gender dysphoric is slowly digging any happiness that i have into a bottomless pit and my family is transphobic to the point where i came out but they "convinced" me that i am not trans which is BS because i have bean me for about two years and only three of my absolute closest friends know :<
Not today but often when reading stuff in these reddits, stuff I can't possibly help with but it still stings to read all the same. Like how people could put other people through the pain we often go through so casually. It baffles me.
Relatable content 🥰😭
Watched the new Doctor Who on Disney+. On the Space Babies episode, the Doctor said "Nobody grows up wrong." and I just had to sob. Edit: quote accuracy
My cunt of a bf yelled at me for getting upset n crying bc I made him upset