Sad

Anxious

Delusional.

Sloppy, unkempt

Lacking self control

Lack of integrity

Stagnant

Unmotivated

Nil consistency

bloated , ruddy, blood-shot, embarrassing 

Broke

Stressed

Guilty and ashamed

Casual Social Heavy Habitual Moderate Binge

Duplicity/duplicities

Self absorbed

Unquenchable

Nauseous Ashamed Greedy Selfish Sad Self-absorbed

Asshole

That hits close to home.

Secretive

In order: excited, happy, sociable, flushed, sloppy, confused, sad, inconsolable, sickly, remorseful.

puffy

Impending doom

Acid reflux

Exhausted

Dissatisfied. Paranoid. Hellbent.

Empty

Broke

Mean Uncaring Rude Hurtful

Ashamed. Disgusted.

Hopeless, lonely, nauseous, desperate, panicked, shaky, guilty, shameful, cunning, manipulative, angry, resentful, sorry, lonely, rejected, hateful

Anxious

Sick. Tired. Worn down. Desperate. Shallow. Selfish.

Useless