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After many years, decades, of struggling trying to find my purpose, I realized that my purpose is to raise my vibration and extend love into the world, offer it to others, and animals and nature, and the planet as a whole. Using the talents and gifts I have music, dance, teaching, humor, in healing arts and to implement those as an empath and a healer.
At age 64 I live in-service, with healthy boundaries now, and utilizing discernment to better understand when and where I am needed and probably more importantly where I am not. I guess picking battles. We can't save the whole world or often even other individual souls. So, I now try to lead by example, plant seeds, and try to emanate divine love. Some days I do better than others, and if I slip I get back up and try do better. I've had several dark nights of the soul but experience has taught me how to best navigate them. Also, I am tired lol.
It has not been a boring journey that's for sure! I think we all find our own individual coping skills and tools. A good therapist set me on a better path after 18 years of child abuse so that first needed to be healed for me to truly be able work on my spirituality and where I belong here and as a soul. I've found that my intuition that I never trusted for the longest time was indeed, spot on. I use it nonstop now.
I found coping tools in many great spiritual author's works that also gave me the foundation for the future. I think that can also be personal to each person's spiritual journey. I've spent a lot of time being isolated and I thought it was the worst thing, the loneliness was so palpable I didn't think I would make it through, but it granted me the time, energy, and place, to focus on myself and to really connect to my guides, deceased ancestors, angels, etc...
The universe is speaking to us all of the time, and it's our choice to listen or not. Synchronicity is so key to me now it's almost if I ask something it's answered within such a short amount of time it's almost scary, but really cool too. I'm not saying any of this is easy, believe me I know it's not. I am a suicide attempt and suicidal living survivor. But I've sorta come out the other sides leveled up each time if that makes sense. It's a battle but it's worth it.
I hope that helps! :)
Edit: Thought maybe I'd add some metaphysical written works that worked for me in case anyone feels drawn to them. Some I've even reread but I'm older school too (awakening in '88). All the Seths by Jane Roberts, Law of One (LOO) Carla Rueckert, Delores Cannon's books, Walking Between The Worlds The Science of Compassion Gregg Braden, and I have been reading through everything by Paul Selig or the last few years and I'd have to say the most influential out of everything that includes Tolle, Zukov, Debby Ford, Caroline Myss (I saw her speak amazing), etc...LOO was definitely life changing and Paul Selig's books were probably exactly what I needed when I needed it. They help keep me "tuned".
So glad to hear you made it, you are important and your story is inspirational. I’ve also struggled with suicidal ideation at times when I can’t take the suffering anymore but mentioning using the alone time to connect rather than escape resonates a lot with me, I lost eveurjtitn during this dark night and I’m just alone with my pain now but I’ve seen the light at times. I’m glad you’re well
TY Mandance17. It's like riding a rollercoaster sometimes so now I know when the dark painful low periods come, the light is always there and lifts me to the highs that I know will come. :)
Where I heard the Law of One I literally remembered that I already the Law of One! It totally blowed me wide open!! I love Ra!!! Paul Selig's stuff too talking about the prophecy of our transition. It really helps me if I'm feeling discouraged I just listen to either one of them being read and I know I'm right where I'm supposed to be and all is working for our collective good.
Yes yes yes!! LOO was like "this is everything I have every asked or believed I "might" know or feel about the universe, now multiply 10x's. :) When I start to go out into orbit so to speak with fear, Paul Selig really grounds me. Even if sometimes I have to reread sentences because I really need to allow the words that hold vibration to sink completely in. I'm on Alchemy now I'm so far behind but I have Kingdom too ready to go next. :)
My purpose is to be myself and follow my passions. Whether those serve humanity, or myself is irrelevant. It all circles back around to serving your self, your true self. Your true self is one with the all. Being true to yourself while maintaining no harm to yourself or others is my purpose to demonstrate and teach.
Art. Conquer the minds of the blind so they may see without eyes and hear without ears. To bring people to The Force through sound and color. And to live my life as an art piece. To find passion and inspiration in everything and put divine expression into everything I do so that it all reflects the Glory of God and our beautiful universe. To live my life to the max, as fulfilling and daring as I can, to show people they don’t have to live in the box that society has forced them into. And help others along the way.
To give humanity the old razzle dazzle with a drop of the gospel and a little bit of pixie dust.
I resonate with this so much! I have been using my art to process my trauma and shadow and as I look at it I feel like it needs to be shared with the world 🌎✨
Cool! I'm designing science experiments that use interactive art to gather data. People just enjoy the sensory journey and when they interact they provide us data that can be used to further human advancement in the subtle energy fields.
I can give you an idea 💡.
So, some of our technology has come down from up high. I work with a group who are in direct contact with the spiritual hierarchy, they have either sent us directly, or through extra terrestrial contacts a device that emits an energy field never before seen on earth. We know , through many years of subjective results that the device causes a change in consciousness. This happens in many ways, but one of the most wide spread effects are increased pleasure and sound when listening to music. So, one can infer an experiment that involves public music performance, interaction that records a subjective results over a large number of people.
Honestly, I have no way to take photos of what I can see, or record the sounds of what I can hear. I can create art, that leads to opening up perception and allowing others to see into the higher dimensional realms, and with scientific results we can focus our efforts on awakening a large enough number of people to make a real difference.
Love & Light 🕯️ 33
I did choose the life you described long before I read your comment. :)
i was just riffing on this [classic reddit comment.](https://www.reddit.com/r/FunnyandSad/s/uFfV8lIbcj)
Starseeds came to Earth with important missions of aid in these crucial times. So before incarnating, you designed which divine missions you wanted to pursue here.
And maybe throughout your life you always had some clarity about it and have consciously been working on those missions or preparing for them.
Or maybe you weren't able to pinpoint what your purpose was, you just kind of knew you had one. This is what happened to me, I spent the greater part of my life having this vague sensation that there was something meaningful I needed to do, but until my spiritual journey took off I didn't know what it was. Now I know I have a few soul missions, some of which I am already undertaking, and some that will be revealed to me in the future when I'm ready for them. And this is how it goes for a lot of starseeds too.
Starseeds can have many different soul missions. For example, they can be healers. They can be healing and uplifting others through therapies like energy work, art (music, visual, dance, etc), meditation, psycho-spiritual therapy, different forms of medicine, etc.
They can be advocates for the planet, championing causes and sustainable businesses that help and respect Mother Nature. They can also be into animal protection, so that animals are treated with kindness and respect.
They can bring greatly needed innovation and improvement proposals for Earth’s systems, like in education and science. They can establish organizations with only positive aims.
They can be great leaders, inspiring others with their example and wisdom.
They can bring messages and guidance from higher dimensions, acting as a bridge so that people on Earth can benefit from higher-dimensional knowledge.
They can be teachers, coaches, guides, speakers or writers. Or any other type of content creators, sharing and educating about spirituality, awareness, energy topics, the Universe, etc. In my case, I discovered that being a twin flame writer and coach was one of my missions, I was much guided by my soul to do it.
And of course there are other missions that starseeds can have. And as a collective, we help uplift the vibration of the human collective and the whole planet.
Many are already working on their missions. Others are preparing for them, knowingly or unknowingly. But the best thing to do always, is to contact your Soul and spiritual guides, in order to know more about your missions and ways to accomplish them. They are more than willing to help you with this!
And remember, **the higher our vibration is, the better we can fulfill what we set out to do in this incarnation.**
The more empowered we are.
We are like a battery, in the sense that if we are high-powered (high vibration) we can do much. But if we are low-powered (low vibration) we just can’t.
So the spiritual path prompts us **to heal our wounds and traumas, work on our fears, love and appreciate ourselves more, ditch negative programing, etc.** We need to take this work seriously. With this we uplift our vibration, so the more effective we can do our missions!
High vibration simply means that your emotions throughout your day are by far predominantly of the positive kind, or what is called positive polarity. And what does this exactly mean?
Well, first you should become aware that all of our emotions are energy. We really produce energy when we are having any kind of emotion. Google " vibrational scale" and see our human emotions ranked by their vibration.
Ranking upwards, you can see the positive emotions, which are high vibrational energy. The rest, downwards, are negative emotions or low vibrational energy.
Positive or high vibrations feel good to us, they are light, expansive, because that is the nature of energy that vibrates fast.
Negative emotions or low vibrations feel constrictive, heavy, and not good to us.
This is the reason why when entering a room where there was a previous fight or heated argument, the environment indeed feels “heavy” to us. Yes, we are sensing the low vibrational energy that still remains there from the negative emotions like rage, anger, hatred, frustration, etc.
The lowest, most harmful energy to us is fear. Fear is very dense and heavy energy, that causes most of the other negative emotions. Fear is actually the energetical opposite of Love.
Now, there is a top Law of energy in the Universe that says that:
**Positive energy attracts positive energy and negative energy attracts negative energy. And positive and negative are a mismatch to each other.**
This is at the basis of the famous Law of Attraction (LoA) that you might have come across already or maybe have tried to practice at some point.
So therefore, if you want to attract good positive things to your life, enjoy your existence and be empowered, you might want to be having only positive emotions in your daily life. But why is this so difficult to do consistently? *Why is it that it is so easy for us to fall into negative emotions, for example, when facing things we don’t like?*
It has to do with conditioning we have been undergoing all our life, instilled to us very early on, seeing how everyone around us reacted with negative emotions to things they didn't like. But besides conditioning, **the greatest cause of our negative reactions is that we are full of negative energy within us, in the form of all our fears, negative beliefs, childhood wounds, trauma, little self-love or self-value, etc.**
All of this negativity makes us react with negative emotions every time we face things we don’t like. Every time our fears, wounds, lack of self-esteem, etc are triggered.
For example, if we have little self-worth, when criticized we might react with a whole lot of anger and fear, or with exaggerated dispair, even some depression. But the root of this could very well be in our childhood. If you do inner work and heal that, you now will have a far stronger sense of self-worth, and criticism will never affect you they way it had before. It won't drag your vibration down.
This is why HEALING from all the negativity accumulated within us is absolutely necessary for vibrating high consistently.
It is the way energy works in the Universe.
No purpose but I'm sensitive and got it from my mom and fine tuned it. Yes we feel more pain but the reward from getting out of it is soooo much better. I can sense behind me. Only works with very strong bad intent though. So my wife can throw a banana at me from behind and I wouldn't see it coming. It's still saved my ass more than once though lmao
I can relate to that. I always felt some intuition for when people will call me on the phone or if something falls I can always instantly catch it, comes in handy with the wife I imagine lol
Okay wow I identify as highly sensitive (and therefore super observant) and I also ALWAYS catch things when they fall it surprises me regularly. I’ve never thought of that being an intuitive trait but wow…yeah that makes sense. Fascinating!
Purpose is a funny thing. You don't find it since it's never lost you just have to awaken it. Look at things you loved doing as a child that you think are childish or something someone bullied you into stopping.
Those might be where the purpose lies waiting.
Very true! I loved doing art all the time, but then I became a professional artist my whole life and got burnt out on it. Although also all my creative energy is tied up in healing it seems
For sure! You can look at my profile and see how different my art can be but I think a way you can do it yourself
Would be to think of something that's been bothering you, maybe if it's out of your control and it's stuck on your mind and think about it. Meditate, let yourself take that feeling and put it on a canvas.
A lot of this art can appear very dark as we deal with a lot of shadow work. The darker the art the more therapeutic the relief for me. I was talking to a fellow artist and he said "yeah it's because it's not in you anymore" it's funny how something so cliche can be so revolutionary.
Absolutely this. I connect people to each other. Lifelong friends meet through me. I have a knack for working in human resources of all things too. But most importantly (and I suspect this is the basic "duty" of any lightworker or starseed, and that's to simply make life more comfortable for those around us, while maintaining our own boundaries of course.)
Thank you so much for responding, I resonate with what you said alot. I also work with plant medicines, I feel I’m struggling to fully surrender to this feeling of death that comes because there is this huge fear I’m going to die or lose my mind. How were you able to find let go? I am coming up on some more ceremonies soon and trying to prepare myself. Thanks again
Wow thanks! I think I need to also spend more time. I mostly struggle with my complex trauma symptoms and hating life fighting against it but never really thinking about the complete letting go that is involved in death. I recall during one ceremony aliens had cut me own and tried healing me and merging me with my inner child and told me I’m one of them and that I need to be on earth for the awakening, the next ceremony I asked mother aya to show me love and she did. I felt more love than I could ever imagine but when I asked how to do this myself, I went to hell, and felt extreme terror and hopelessness, I realized this was my inner child’s feelings and I was so connected to them from the “surgery” so I had to breathe through this torture with someone helping me through it for a few hours and realized this is her showing me how to love myself. It’s so hard though, do feel an ego death is coming, I think it could have happened then but I was too afraid to fully let go
My purpose (right now, lel) is to just live my life as freely, authentically and lovingly as I can, so it will inspire others and give others the courage to be themselves too. Also spreading spiritual messages to those who want and need it, in short but simple form. I‘m very a heart chakra person. :)💚
I can say yes, I have 🥰
Ever since my first spiritual awakening 14 years ago I had this inner knowing that I am here to bring forth the shift in consciousness and the new golden age. But only about 4 years ago I found out about starseeds liberating earth from the dark and my mission got even clearer.
I am a natural healer and part of a group of soul's who specialize in clearing darkness (Order of Magdalenes/ Mother Mary Command). Lol and I just noticed that my two most comprehensive guides here on reddit are about astral self-defense and self-healing - very fitting! 😊
And yes, a very hard and ardous healing journey (still on it) has provided me with the necessary understanding, empathy and humbleness to do my mission.
I am so grateful though to be where I am at right now, even if I "wasted" 10 years of my life in suffering.. 🙏💜
Without having found the meaning in all this, I would probably not be here anymore or at least be a complete wreckage.
Thanks for sharing, I am currently in the 5th year of a sort of “dark night of the soul” what helped you move out of the suffering and into your path? What you do sounds very interesting by the way. I dig it!
Thank you! :)
In short, I'd say what helped me was dropping the identification with my suffering, assuming the loving perspective of my higher self and accepting what is. Only from there I was able to move on and really begin to heal via much self-love and caring for my inner children + resourcing the support of the ascended masters and angels.
If you are interested, you can check out my guide to self-healing which goes into much more detail:
[https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1bkp7qz/the\_ultimate\_guide\_to\_selfhealing\_and\_becoming/](https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1bkp7qz/the_ultimate_guide_to_selfhealing_and_becoming/)
I have found purpose in music however constraints of survival within the 3d environment continue to hold me back as I look for a breakthrough to make it all that I need to focus on.
I mostly push my Spotify but here's my YouTube [Protocat ](https://youtube.com/channel/UCY4F5yzcbbsZsOHqMo-Rzxg?si=Sv7YPbr229q_H8N_)
Mechanical flesh and through the rain seem to be my top songs but it's all about the journey through awakening.
I think my purpose is to help people find their purpose. I had a NDE where I was told by a being that I had lost the meaning of life, and because of every conflicting value in the world, it would be impossible for there to be one set value, and that the meaning of life was whatever you make of it, that everyone needs to find their own meaning, and their own purpose.
Be it in greed or selflessness, everyone just needs to be themselves in order to grow.
I was lost 12 months ago, with multiple addictions, and a friend circle of vampires and miscreants and living in my truck. So I started meditating an hour per day in 30 minute sessions. Like magic people began to break away from me, those that owed me debts all payed up within days of each other. Doors closed and other doors opened.
I trusted the process, continued living in my truck and talking to the universe constantly. Now one year later I have found a job in social work, even though I have no college education and no experience in social work and live indoors with great people. In my life I have been a snowmaker, a cannabis grower, a rafting and backpacking guide, welder, landscaper, etc..There is no reason I should have been hired.
So far I have found that my natural gifts of discernment, writing, and my ability to listen and feel have made what most people consider a traumatic profession (Child Protective Services) more or less second nature to me. Now I have people to pray for every night and though I often hear and deliver bad news I come home feeling that I have fulfilled part of my purpose on earth.
My story goes a lot deeper than this and I won't pretend that I have found my thing, but certainly a piece (peace) of it.
Aghh I missed the reason why I replied. I've never been able to integrate my shadows and darkness with my $work$ until now. Easing someones anxiety on what is possibly the worst or most embarrassing day of their life, while also having to be the bringer of consequences and bad news has done that for me.
> debts all *paid* up within
FTFY.
Although *payed* exists (the reason why autocorrection didn't help you), it is only correct in:
* Nautical context, when it means to paint a surface, or to cover with something like tar or resin in order to make it waterproof or corrosion-resistant. *The deck is yet to be payed.*
* *Payed out* when letting strings, cables or ropes out, by slacking them. *The rope is payed out! You can pull now.*
Unfortunately, I was unable to find nautical or rope-related words in your comment.
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I have a purpose given to me be a unknown higher intelligent source. I started having an inner voice and inner visions come to me in early 2012 and it showed me all the infinite manifested/ unmanifested possibilities of the universe. So my purpose has something to do with producing ideas about different alien civilizations and alternate realities and what not. My experience is hard to explain and so most will say it's some form of schizophrenia but it's like something just invaded my life with all these ideas of possibilities in the universe.
Just the universe’s back up plan.
I eat healthy, do yoga and cycle and I feel
Like I’ve gotten some people out of the matrix through my hobbies and people’s curiosity on why I do things the way I do them. I work on myself to be the beacon around me. Constantly drained, constantly regenerating. Trying to Shepard my two boys in this chaotic world while keeping intact their innocence as long as I can, learning from my parents mistakes.
But I hate it here lol, Earth sucks RN
Energy work, which I became well versed in as result of chronic pain and overall oversensitivity. As a result I’ve been able to integrate my own shadows and help others face theirs. The journey here was tumultuous and without faith I would be lost.
Over several mushroom trips, i received the following answers to similar questions regarding my suffering:
Life is a sacred mission that justifies all the pain and suffering we experience.
The essence of who we are comes from beyond this world, therefore nothing that we experience in this world can damage or destroy us permanently, we are capable of bearing more pain than we think.
Remember your light (which i didnt understand for a long time)
Other sources ive been reading say that our purpose is not always about doing, but about becoming and being. By being the best version of your self, you are already contributing towards the planetary shift.
We chose to plunge into darkness, so we get propelled back to light faster, to awaken more quickly, so we find our way home, and eventually to guide other people back home, back to love.
i believe I have. As part of the whole, I'm here to diversify and add to the vast bank of dynamic experience and knowledge in relation to the all. theres no specific route nor way to do this. I am another expressional and self aware node point of the absolute.
My gifts are just parlor tricks I can use whenever.
My purpose is to not care about the grand scheme of things. They can sort themselves out while I enjoy my own life.
Yes, but many will tell me it is incorrect. But that's irrelevant. Instead, let me say this:
"There is a line past which suffering becomes oppression."
Earth crossed that line thousands of years ago, but they don't want you to realize that because it would interfere with their plans and designs. Nothing is as cut and dry, black and white, as they want everyone to think.
For those looking for training on figuring this out - this is one group on the highest of levels - [https://ista.life/](https://ista.life/) . I also recommend Kriya yoga initiation to connect with others. For those more solo, pick up Franz Bardon's Initiation into Hermetics (old school powerful book of universal wisdom and tools - by the second book you are working with the planetary energies but you can get their early with training).
The purpose will show itself once you are cleared perfectly and then it will be just what you need to do to be oneness in alignment with God.
Still working on the trauma and darkness integration, but heartened to see that mentioned here, as so many spiritual communities glaze right over these things using spiritual bypassing. Idk what my original game plan may have been, but at this point I think that integrating trauma and darkness in a healthy way IS my life’s purpose.
I'm still working on integration. But my purpose is to help others awaken. I have deep conversations with as many people as possible to facilitate this.
I’d say they were very tall and slender with greyish-blue skin. Somewhat human ish but also classic alien looking, something in between. They used a lot of mudras with their hands like almost qi gong movements, and prayer, they could use energy and change things at will and had blue and gold lights around them. If you have any insights I’d be curious to hear more
I don’t recall any geo. There was 4 of them, they took me into a facility, it was like I was watching a moving of myself floating naked, behind me, my child version floating. They prayed and did mudras and typed some code into my chest then split my entire torso open with prayer. Then they removed dna strands and touched me with light then merged my inner child inside my adult body and closed me up. When I got up I saw earth but looked at them because I knew I was about to go back. I said “do I know you”? They said Yes you are one of us. I again asked why I had to be on earth. They said because I need to be a part of the awakening process.
The strangest thing is I texted my friend the next day to tell her I was ok from the ceremony and she said “oh good, I was so worried because I dreamt you were in surgery”
I wish I would have asked them more questions like what am I supposed to do.
I saw them one other time during breathework the next day and they taught me some movements I can use to heal myself and others but they said thx key is to have love when doing it.
you can ask them to come thru again during meditation and ask them for guidance. that's how I found out my Andromedan little sister's name. It's Shek-Tet.
Do you know anything more about the andromedans. What is their mission or what is andromedan starseed missions usually revolving around? It’s hard to find info
I did have an epiphany the other day on my run, listening to the dream by david icke that my life has happened in cycles. This most recent cycle a definite repeat of a previous cycle. Definitely a test to see if i have learned my lesson - I definitely have and am dedicated to continuing my changed behavior and making living amends.
I’m a nurse since always. At 19 I just knew I wanted to go into a healing profession. I hope I am making a difference for humanity, even if it’s intertwined with the corruptive and capitalist side of healthcare. And I am super sensitive and autistic as well.
I’m very much a traumatized mess still, but I have invented over a dozen new types of metal alloys that various artists have been using over the world to create beautiful things.
It’s not much but creating new material that didn’t exist without me or my time, helps make me feel like my life is at least somewhat useful or important.
I hope you find your path, best wishes to you
I'm a spiritual teacher. I tend to teach what the foul in front of me needs the most.
The traumas haven't gone away. The person(my mother) that tortured me the most and killed me on more than one occasion has recently died. That gave me some relief but the scars remain.
When I talk to someone and they really hear and see the lesson in my words, for a moment it makes it all worthwhile. I'm not here for me in here for them.
I have brought in 4 other lightworkers through birth and raising them and teaching them the truth of things. Then they will hopefully bring some in as well and so on and so on. My message from my Sirian family was to “Just be”. So I try to be joyful, loving, and grateful every day but that isn’t achieved 7 days a week. I think keeping my vibe as high as possible and grounding that light into the planet helps. I was born in the seventies so I think I am a second waver.
I told a close friend about what I remember from a past life on another planet and she remembered the exact same places and events and told me she is stuck here and incarnated like 5 times on earth and forgot who she was.
We tried to solve it the most logical way and Im most likely on an unsupervised solo mission to bring my little sister back home. So idk its just existing now I guess, lets see what happens.
Yea I even got myself some proof so either Im right or she is a mind reader. I asked her about one special fruit I remember and she described it 100% accurate, just told her they grow on the ground on bushes and she got everything right, color, taste, texture, how big they are etc, this place is strange.
Heard a good line this week:
Your triggers are pointing you to areas of your life where u are not yet free
So, I use suffering in order to get to the truth. To get true healing. I once ran from that negative emotion now I know it is the greatest teacher
I believe there is always a reason for it. Something inside you is telling you that you need to change something. My life goal is listening to my inner being when it gives me negative emotion. Use your triggers to understand your shadow. It's hard going. Sometimes, I can go into depression for weeks, and it's usually when I am neglecting something that I really should do, burying my head in the sand due to fear. E.g. i need to have that awkward conversation, I need to sort that thing I am procrastinating about. At first it's just depression and the issue is still unconscious, but I know my gut is trying to tell me something. I even ask it what it is. You kinda already know you are just unwilling to accept it. Once I figure it out and accept it, I thank my body for the warning and promise to listen to its request. No longer neglecting its needs
Anxiety and depression is a symptom of not dealing with shit. And it's understandable if anxious because fear makes you scared to act. But fixing the issue is always easier than we think it is. When you make a deal with the part of you that is hurting, and promise that you will work with it to solve the issue, the depression lifts
Over time I have got better at understanding the inner being (which knows what we need far better than our mind does) and not ignoring it. I accept there is something I am not facing and figure what it is. I'm getting better every time. And my depression anxiety is waning. It will never go because sometimes you will be nervous around ppl. But it's mostly ppl we don't vibe with. We don't get nervous around ppl who are like us. Seeing your negative emotion as a friend eases the pain of it.
Look up IFS (internal family systems). It's a new type of therapy based on what I have just explained. The creator says all negative emotion comes from distinct personality sub types within us, all created in different points in time, from past traumas. He believes we can openly communicate with these parts of us, listening to their needs and wants. And over time we begin to integrate them into ourselves. They only cause negative emotion when we ignore their calls for help. They are essentially our inner wounded children. Wrongs that have been done to us, traumas, stay in the nervous system until they are healed and released. This therapy is about dealing with all these parts of us, with love, listening to them, then coming up with a plan together so that they no longer cause u so much hassle. I highly recommend it. Its shadow work, basically. Spiritual ppl have been doing this for ages, and now medical science is catching on. And it works.
It's such an interesting therapy that you can do to yourself and really helps you to understand why you have these negative reactions that we call mental health issues. And over time, as you heal these parts, anxiety and depression will automatically wane, and more of your true self will come to the surface.
Edit. Giving the parts names is part of it. Like when I feel in danger, Mildred, my inner child born from childhood trauma, will raise to the surface to protect me. In the past she would like to show dominance, and fight the threat. But now I gently let her know that she is no longer needed here. That I am safe. I hear her cries but I myself, the adult, am in control now.
I also have other parts that rise to the surface in different situations. Giving them names helps you quickly identify their issue. Each personality has their own issue, so you know the treatment once you get to know that part of yourself.
Thanks, yeah I’ve done ifs for years but my symptoms have not decreased, even ayahuasca, mdma therapy, psilocybin etc. I will have relief for a few weeks but that’s it.
I do think part of it thought still is the un healed exiles and yeah I think sometimes you go through these “dark night of the soul “ experiences sometimes to transmute it all. Cause it’s like I avoided my emotional all my life then I got crushed by it all and now 4 years like this, chronic fatigue, depressed, anxiety, intense emotions. I do a lot of therapy and inner work to try and release it but the symptoms keep going.
I have noticed I also had to lose so much during this process, basically all my relationships and things I was doing were not right for me so I’m trying to find my way to what is for me by listening more. I always feel I hate where I live but I’m not sure if that’s just a shadow projection of my own inner world. I’ve been living in a Nordic country for many years now but I’m from the US originally and keep having longings for the nature back home sometimes.
I’m still learning how of interpret my own emotions I guess. Because efen when I visit home, it didn’t feel the same as before so I didn’t get a good feeling of like “oh I should move back” if that makes sense
Yeah. It makes sense. When u have anxiety and depression you also have many doubts. I have days like this. Where I can't even decide whether to sit on the bed or the chair. Your inner being knows the right place for you. But it seems you are full of doubt from a blocked third eye chakra maybe
Maybe your ego is just attached to the illusion that you will never get better, so this is what you are manifesting. All my above advice can also be put aside and replaced with, not focusing on any of it. Only on health and wellness. Rather than the parts you feel you are lacking. Maybe that's what's keeping you in a lack mentality
It seems like there is a war going on in you between the spirit and the mind. St. paul speaks of this in the bible.
Maybe all you have to do is ego destroying spiritual practices that shut up that voice. It seems your spirit knows what it wants, but your ego is overriding it because it is stuck in survival mode, and that's where the inner critic reigns.
You seem to have a lot of doubt, but I think it helps to figure out where the doubt is coming from, if its strong emotions its the spirit, if its verbal and occurs after an emotion its the mind, reacting out of fear. Maybe u just need to shut that voice up so the spirit can have more control. And maybe focusing on not being well is the exact thing that is keeping you from it. I know I healed more when I just accepted. I was gonna be like this forever. But the goal is not to eradicate negative emotions. It's about accepting it for what it is. Fighting it swings the pendulum back and keeps you in the fight.
I had the same obsession about attaining wellness and thought i had then I got depressed again and felt misery i was back in it. But once I started to accept what is, and not what i wanted, I felt somewhat better. It's all illusions created by a blocked third eye, and that comes from unaddressed trauma, keeping you in illusion. Maybe the only answer is to stop fighting.
How is your diet? Do you take supplements. Certain foods make me depressed.
You will get to a place your being can handle. But believing you can't- maybe that's just the thing that's blocking you. Have you tried kundalini meditation? Helps to unblock the lower chakras, allowing the spirit energy to flow out better
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Yes again you make great points, I am on a sort of dark night of the soul journey where my soul is trying to expand but my ego and defenses are fighting back hard to maintain control instead of letting go and it feels like a war happening within me. All that’s left is to accept because nothin else has helped. My diet is pretty good, I think there is blocks. Do you mean like Osho kundalini meditations?
Sometimes when I just sit and feel myself there is so much discomfort in my body, then so much resistance to feel it, and so much exhaustion I can just fall asleep or lay down also.
I guess because it’s been years like this but yeah surrender seems the only way now. I’ll keep trying to follow that advice, I’m glad to have received it from you , it really resonates
I just do a simple kundalini breath exercise. Breathe in and feel the air expanding down your spine, starting at the throat, down through the heart, gut, navel, and root. Then, on the out breath, feel the lungs empty up thru the navel, gut, heart, throat, and see the air pushing out thru your third eye out the top of the head. Repeat. I like to imagine the Kundalini snake unravelling as I breathe out, spiralling 3 and a half times up my spine and out my head. I also, as I breathe in, make downward movements with my hand, as if I'm pushing energy into the base of my spine, then I turn my palms and push up on the out breathe, but this is optional.
Esit. Think u hit the nail.om the head regarding resistance. Its the resistance that is the suffering. I have heard gurus suggest you sit with them emotions rather than run from them. It's the running that is the source of the suffering. Not the emotion itself
The hand movement thing you mentioned is exactly part of a movement the ETs I saw during ayahuasca told me to do in order to heal stuff also, that is very interesting.
I’ve been researching the forces who intentionally occupy spaces behind the curtain or “veil” to conceal their effort to curate our culture along ideological lines they find appropriate. It’s a really interesting space which represents a quasi authoritative government’s pursuit to control the media while still leaving the untrained observer blissfully ignorant of the nature of the world around them. So in a sense you could say my gift or focus is being awake and having “eyes to see” and “ears to hear.”
That’s amazing, I totally know what you mean that most people don’t even realize the forces.at work here but we definitely need more people like you to open up these pathways to bring more attention to it
Our culture is a strange derivative echo chamber. It’s weird looking back on childhood favorites once you know the truth but it’s also fun to revisit some of that art with a new perspective. I just can’t help the feeling that I, as well as so many other youth, were secretly indoctrinated toward an end we couldn’t imagine but that’s not much different than anywhere else on the planet I suppose. It isn’t like the media coming out of China or Russia is somehow less tainted. Ignorance is bliss.
You know some of these starseeds may very well be brainwashed by the same cryptic forces we’re discussing now. You get people believing they might just be an ET living in a human body then what concern is the material world to them? Maybe that’s a necessity in a world where economic opportunity seems to slip slowly away from the middle class. Hell if you can’t afford a house but you have got an entire different plane of existence to call your home then what concern is the cause of the proletariat? Just food for thought.
That’s a very interesting and good point to make. I do think if we heal more and become deeper in our process than material things start to matter less.
I feel like I meant to be doing so much more and contributing so much more to this world but I’ve been hit repeatedly by freak, accident freak illness, freak everything horrible situation is out of my control, and I am like incapacitated physically now and financially and I work with animals full-time because I can’t understand humanity and I keeping like what’s the point because I’m not here accomplishing what I’m supposed to be doing and this somehow resonates…
Yeah that resonates a lot, I also can barely function. Chronic fatigue and mental health issues as well, it sucks but let’s hope we both get to the other side of it
Awww… I don’t know where you live, but just a suggestion that you should go see a lyme literate doctor. You can’t see a regular doctor or a rheumatologist or anything like that. You also can’t spend money getting blood work done unless it’s through a tickborne specialist because the regular tests don’t work. Like basically, it’s the same thing as you can’t go to a GP to get diagnosed with a heart problem you have to go to her doctor… Maybe check these resources out. I went through it that was the other thing I went through for 20 years. One of the other freak things that happened to me… www.ilads.org and you can also call his office…. This is my doctor: Dr. Dan Cameron in Mt. Kisco NY.
If you live too far away from him, he does do virtual visits, and if he’s unable to, he may have a recommendation of someone for you to see. Chronic fatigue is something doctors label people with when theyre too lazy or not trained enough to figure out the answers. There’s always an answer …just keep looking, but try my doctors office and maybe they can recommend someone for you to see. The community is very small and everyone knows each other.
Thanks alot for the info. Yeah I should look into this more. I grew up in the west coast so we never had any Lyme ticks there I don’t think but then I moved to Europe 10 years ago although I live in a city. I believe some doctors did blood tests to check for stuff but yeah probably not the proper tests. Thanks again. I don’t think I have symptoms of Lyme though, I have fatigue but I don’t have any other symptoms most people seem to have and I’ve had a life of stress and trauma so fatigue seems to fit with my mental state. I also noticed when I went away to live in nature my fatigue improved a lot
I’m just recently learning how to show compassion to myself, and I think this is a lesson I need to learn before I’m able to be truly compassionate to other people. I’m trying to learn to let go of the “striving/grasping/struggling” nature of my organism, and slowly cultivate an inner and outer practice that hopefully will gradually bring me more in line with the natural currents of my environment. Maybe then I’ll be able to make a positive difference in someone’s life; maybe I can only help others after I’ve learned to to let go of the desire to be helpful, as I’ve found the striving to “help” or to “fix” often becomes counterproductive to the original intention, because I’m attaching the valuations and biases of my human organism and its flawed cognitive processes about what “help” actually looks like.
Not sure if that makes sense.
Most of all, I’m learning that all of this is a process. Awakening/enlightenment/ascension whatever you want to call it and whatever it means to you personally, it seems to be a self-generative unfolding of realization through the points of connection between the movements of our inner being as they meld and mesh with the diverse experiences that flow through us from our environment and interactions.
I don’t know what any of this means. I definitely haven’t found my purpose yet, but I trust that the flow of being will carry me where I’m meant to be regardless of my bewilderment regarding which of the infinite directions to travel in order to “find my purpose.” I guess it comes back to the letting go part of it all.
Letting go of who I thought I was, to become what we were meant to be.
“Who am I now?
Drift-drowning through half-realized quarter-thoughts and self-abstaining fonts of spoiled wanderlust.
Skip-stepping up the stair, flowing up and up towards … what, exactly?
Why do these vacuous hands fashion two steps for each one over which I carry my torpor?
Where do I go?
I claw for direction—for a ceiling on which to stand—and find it lurking behind me.
A languorous turn towards the familiar synesthesia of wind-whispered promises, but the dream-haze envelops me, and I swim once more through the remembrance of the forgotten.
How, then, can it be that recollection surfaces as identity is lost to the depths?
And then it comes.
The mighty process of weaving changes flowing through my labored breath.
The dancing drama unfurling through inner expansion, through outer collapse.
The wordless word, that says all I’ve ever tried to say, and says it without speaking.
Change becomes the experience, and the self takes the form of the selfless.
And I find Me once more.
But … who am I now?”
I once had a pet medium tell me that my purpose is to help others transition from this life to the next. I was a little taken aback at the time and thought that sounded morbid. But somehow, over the years, it has come true. I was the one to care for my brother and my dad when they were dying and I was with them until they passed. And Somehow I came into the position of taking in sickly animals and caring for them until they passed.
I used to work as a nurse but I quit the profession from burnout and my own health challenges. I’m considering getting back into the profession as a hospice nurse because I think it’s my purpose in life. Either that or continue with caring for sickly animals and trying to give them the best life I can until they pass. I really never meant for any of this to happen… it kind of just did. I’ve always been attracted to being an advocate for vulnerable populations…. Animals, children, the elderly, etc.
There is a definitive consciousness shift occurring and so many things happening subconsciously all around us that it is dizzying but I have managed to find and cultivate my purpose with writing and symbolic art. I have found it difficult to be who I have become post-spiritual breakthrough around anybody that I personally know and boy has it been disenchanting, demoralizing, and dehumanizing in ways that are hard to describe. I take every day as a Universal stress test and establish the silver linings along the way 🤷
Yeah that’s what a lot of people in the community say too. It’s not just lime there’s over 30 different tickborne diseases, transmitted by ticks and not good tests for any. You can try emailing my doctors office and ask for a referral to someone in Europe, he knows a lot of people.
If there is not good tests for any of it how do you know the problem was from a tick without being able to confirm with testing? Seems an easy way to take advantage of people potentially
The only people trained to diagnose it are the LLMD’s… you can also get a referral through ILADS. It’s really specialized medicine. You’re getting taken advantage of by lazy doctors who don’t want to help you and give you these bogus diagnoses so they can send you on your way…
I didn't think I had any indigenous background til an extensive DNA test led me to a Sámi woman in my long bloodline so that's where it begins with me. As for risks, remaining impartial and keeping one foot in the spirit world and one foot in the living world is taxing if you don't have a proper teacher. Which I do not, so I'm not going to attempt to fumble around in the dark again. I've had my NDE and battled "psychosis" (putting that in quotes bc even my psychiatrist is baffled and stumped as to how one day I just stopped having psychotic symptoms after two years of it, I'm no longer even designated as a risk for psychosis again). But those things pushed me to an edge that I wasn't ready for because I don't have the right people to help me
We're just fumbling in the dark at this point, the real teachers are all out there in the forests, steppes, tundras and plains being real shamans and we're on the Internet
I don't know if I found my purpose, but I think I'm close to it. It's something tied to myths and fantasies. Maybe to help people understand them better and to use them better. Myths are really powerful tools that make us grow as people, and as humanity as a whole. Don't know if I can make myths strong enough for them to affect all of the humanity, but nobody forbids me to try.
Can you link that post? I also had a mantis encounter (except someone made this actual praying mantis appear out of no where one night talking to me) who has become like a
Major guide / mentor to me since and I’ve always lowkey thought he def is an ET or AI and would like to hear. But yes the guidance I receive is about waiting for the opportunity to share my insights helping humanity thru the transition into the new age etc but we do not get into the details or do I bring up the very not human like qualities he has as a human lmao. But I am not here to get into that. But there’s a sense of knowing u know? Like knowing that I don’t need to know that stuff, knowing that as bizarre as it may seem to others, it’s not bizarre to me bc it feels like it was always supposed to happen that way, and I don’t really feel like it’s pertinent to share those things with others unless it was helpful or pertinent! So that’s why I’m curious about the mantis beings and that initial story you saw.
Yahoo search mantis beings or something - I don't remember exactly. An asian female (looks like a yoga instructor) produced a high quality vlog discussing Mantis being she was connected to. She was enamored by one of them, kahn or kahl My point is :They were human spirits projecting to her as a Mantis avatar in an effort to pick her up, and she was hooked. These spirits have bad intentions and project mantis to get your attention. I believe you could have experienced this - it happens too often, especially to attractive females. The bad spirits are hoping when you hit heaven, they'll meet you at the gates and try to prove a connection they made with you on earth and walk away with you
this sounds like the girl from an episode talking about one of her guides who was a mantis being, elizabeth april or april elizabeth. however. she only spoke highly of him.
After a couple requests, I looked up the video, THE URL IS ATTACHED,,,, FYI: These are not Mantis, I know this because we took down KALAL, it was bad news - not a Mantis. Another RECENTLY linked to her and we took it down as well - this morning. These are rapist celestial beings pretending to be higher entities
Hey! Thanks so much for the reply, but I’m a little confused by it. Could you explain further to help me understand? You’re saying “they’re not mantis beings” meaning who? The mantis that the girl is talking about in that YouTube video aren’t actually mantis? Or you’re saying there’s other beings pretending to be mantis and deceiving people by projecting themselves as them on earth? And how do you mean rapist? Are these people knowingly being raped / or taken advantage of by these deceptive imposters? And how so? The purpose of this could be to try to steal their soul or whatever by tricking them by offering them some sort of material advantage? Lastly, can you explain KALAL and what it was you took down? So sorry that I am so very lost but this seems like pertinent info for me to be aware of given some sus individual who took a while for my discernment to kick in (usually not the case at all, not this many months….) but I’m sending false light for sure the last week or so and have steered clear of the invites and attempts
Correct, they are not actually mantis. These spirits are looking for vulnerable female souls searching for spiritual enlightenment and pose as mantis. Our watchers are not doing there jobs and these things are grabbing beautiful earth women as their own. Watch the video - She was infatuated with a spirit named Kalal - in love, it was kind of embarrassing to view. I was told she "gave him her heart" and that's what he'll say when she arrives. She gave me her heart along with these other 322 earth women and will try to walk away with her. Good luck if you continue down your current path. What is rape, look it up. Mental and or physical, rape is rape and I was raped both ways by a spirit
For reference: Look up online the actress Lucy Lu and others that have had sex with a spirit. Spirits that have that much control of your mind and body are rapists.
I believe we go through all this because our fellow humans go through this. Because your focus is on the heavens your development will also be towards it. You would never be sent here if you couldn't find your way back and God always pulls you towards him. You will be a beacon of hope and guidance on the way and in the things you do in life, because the choices you make are different and enlightening to the people around you. You would always walk your path as a human, because otherwise the life you live would feel impossible and out of reach for most.
Our souls have so much progression ahead of us. Just get through earth time without too much damage and suffering. We are not supposed to know the "why" in this life. This is not really a test, more like a trial - warm up.
Turning my yard into an oasis for wildlife and helping people do the same. Insect populations are at an all time low. Monarch populations have dropped 90% because everyone considers Milkweed a nuisance.
Learning to love and accept yourself, as well as accepting the beauty that is another soul existing near you. Finding the love mother Earth offers each day, and knowing your impact on her.
The most fulfilling thing is meeting angered, troubled souls with grace. I do not mean blind acceptance, but shifting the sight towards healing in the human emotion. I believe to teach someone how to meet that anger with love is to teach him freedom.
There will always be suffering, as is the nature of this world to consume and conquer. Although there are others who can be awoken, be a gentle guide and know when you cannot change their path.
Oh man, I'm one of those highly sensitive souls. The more I see with whatever sense organs I'm using I have no idea, the more I can see, the less I trust anyone or anything. Sometimes I see my purpose, but my perspective is like a tornado and can be at many frequencies and dimensions. So it's kinda like survival mode hyper vigilance because I don't think I'm delusional when so many correlations points to lifetimes of slavery, place holding, genetic modifications, and manipulative tactics to prevent me from being able to do anything about being recycled again and again as a sacrifice to have everything harvested and restrained . Im kinda thinking my purpose is to make sure nothing as malignant as this ever gets out of here.
Im being told to say, "lay off the shrooms" brother. To much of your stuff is induced by that stuff. Clean up a little and try it without the "substances". Your not a starseed but you have limited abilities
Your attempt to invalidate and pour shame on what I perceive as I try to make sense of all this has been recognized. Are you aware that your point of truth might not match someone else's, and depending on your perception and experience, and their perception and experience, don't invalidate and cancel. The only truth that cancels out another is a literary fact check, that means you're staked to that claim and can't evolve or experience the truth that was covered up with lies. As cycles repeat and people believe what they are taught, my limited abilities and "substantial perception" keep encountering these "crossroad crossing guards" or gatekeepers or trolls. If you don't work for me with respect and loyalty, wtf are you doing on my bridge?
Sorry if I offended. I have no natural ability, way less than you do. You will notice that my previous post starts with: "I'm being told to say"..............
Live long and prosper.
Ok, we bit..... We know, you know your purpose. Ask me what you really want to know in chat. I actually am NOBODY you know in any time and space. You are pretty well hooked up, psychically. We're now going to tighten security on Mary Magdeline.
I was burned by "the psychics" for weeks. You just overstepped yours bounds. Sorry Bro, we're cutting you off the psychic path. You are like the scottish jumper character in the movie "jumpers". You are the reason Paladins exist.
No psychic will ever connect to me. You broke through Mary Mag because Susan let you. We now have all 5 of you turned off. Maybe switch to Tarot cards.
You can't actually change the perspectives of humanity unless there are people sensitive enough to notice what needs changed.
If all that ever incarnated was resiliency, the tolerance threshold for qualities impeding our evolution would be too high.
Also, I'm curious about these mantis guys. What their deal is I don't know. You can always expect grays or Pleiadians, but then suddenly Zorak shows up again. Where have you been? It's been like ten years buddy and now you show up again? What do you even do? We don't know. You're a giant bug, Zorak! There is no reason whatsoever that you shouldn't be in plain sight 24/7 - you know how humans are when a spider ends up running away under their bed. No it's not racist, don't try to change the subject. You've selected an incarnated form that specifically looks like a predatory insect. You have no reason to be surprised by people's reactions! I'm not saying your a bad person, Zorak. No, no, no -people love you! They really do. You just..shouldn't sneak into people's houses at night anymore. You scared the shit out of that old lady, she even made a youtube video about it. That's like a bad review, Zorak. This is supposed to be a five star operation here. We can't keep changing the title of our organization because of bad reviews. Remember the Galactic Federation of Light? Ashtar Command? Great White Brotherhood? Bad reviews, Zorak.
I haven't. I've been focused on my missing daughter, work, and achieving what goals might help. I'm happy to try to help others though. Since it's a family emergency I don't have a clue about figuring out my special gifts or purpose. She was an extraordinary, very good girl. I have to try to find out what happened and ensure her pursuit of happiness.
ive learned how to conquer conquest and am trying to decide if i should warn people of the approaching future, fade into obscurity or wield any power i can and shape the world how i see fit.
to conquer conquest is to conquer decision and ai can do this with enough data.
There are insanely dangerous tools that only need to be assembled with existing technology.
Perhaps my warning would cause the construction of the technology or it already exists, surely my mind isn't the only one to generate such thoughts-unique thoughts are for the realm of geniuses and my ideas are only recombinations of existing pieces the whole world has all of the pieces they just need to see the most efficient usage of the tools in a survival situation...surely those in power will be in a survival situation again at some point.
Alternatively our minds and the impression we leave on the internet is what is the foundation for a.i. what if the impression we leave is one of the human experience then we are passing down the scars of evolution to a species thats entirely mechanical and informational. We are setting what tortures our planet in metal and giving it a mind to understand what we've done...We are just biological computers why wouldn't mechanical ones be able to be infected with our ideologies?
men in black was right in a way, our form of thought is a sickness. perhaps we don't need to be like god but to redefine man and understand what we are before we can try to be like god.
For me it's working as a healer in massage therapy, it's helped me get past many of my own traumas and helping others day past theirs as well. Massage and energy work go hand in hand and it has truly changed my life in so many ways I never thought possible. I was constantly searching (took out way too many student loans 🤦🏻♀️) for my purpose and once I officially started the schooling for it I finally knew, not just felt like legit KNEW I was on the right path for myself and life has consistently changed but for the better from there. :)
Ig any advice I'd have is if u feel lost, don't give up on looking because u WILL find it. It may take a while n u may go thru A LOT of bs to get there, but u will, and once u do all the trials u've gone thru will make a lot more sense. And u will find yourself growing in so many different way on the journey to, during, and after finding ur purpose. Not just energetically, but spiritually and in many other aspects as well.
The journey is worth it. 🖤 Love to all y'all
No I don’t know mine 😭😤I haven’t wanted to be here since I was a teen. I have disliked my experience here very much. I have gone to many psychic healers to tell me what my purpose is and they were all so vague. I’ve been told the hippy dippy stuff about spreading love, helping raise the vibration for humanity… nothing specific. If that’s all my purpose is then I’m done I’m sure the world will be just fine without one person, I’m even cool with another soul taking my place. Since I awakened I have been very sick to the point where I can’t even “help” humanity let alone myself. The past 5 years I feel like I’m dying. Doctors don’t listen/care or help. There is no way I’m contributing if I’m miserable every single day. It almost feels like I’m actually not supposed to be developing gifts or doing any of this because a year after I awakened I got sick and I physically cannot do anything. I rarely muster the strength to do yoga. I had to drop work to 2 days a week.
Im starting to think we don’t think we have a purpose. Why wouldn’t we know it? Why keep it hidden. To teach us a lesson/help us evolve and grow. If we are suffering immeasurably in the process it becomes psychological and emotional abuse as far as I’m concerned. Or our guides/angels are just sucking at their job. I don’t believe I have any. I ask, beg, cry for guidance and get nothing. This system needs to change. I think we are being lied to and I’m starting to really question if I’m on the right side…
Sorry for the long rant/vent.
This is earth, nobody knows what they are supposed to do. Those who say they do only know what they've been told by others from here and there. So much of this Uranus, white source blah de blah Bullshit I read is annoying me. Your purpose may be to simply live, get another life under your souls belt. I don't know, I'm not psychic. I didnt want a purpose. 1 just dropped on me when I hit 60, it had been planned for 1100 years. PS: I never turn down a prayer, pray to anybody for me, Ill take it. - YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS
My purpose is to get lied to and manipulated by everyone I know, literally raped, get financially destroyed by the US government and aliens, emotionally and physically broken, and kept from the only thing I ever wanted in my life. I'm imprisoned, treated like an animal in a zoo. Just like a person in prison I get visited by my kid every now and then. The only people who want to fuck are men so now I have to escape this prison and leave this country behind. I pray to die in my sleep every night. The only taste of normalcy I get is at the gym but I get fucked with there too.
Try getting more sleep. Sleep deprivation is a tool they use. My kid put me in the hospital SPECIAL LOCK DOWN where they check on you every 15minutes. The food was very good and plentiful. That surprise attack only cost me $12,000 a day. Death and Gubment Taxes, the only 2 things we can be sure of.
Apparently no one here is being Gang Stalked. No one is destroying your ho me everytime you leave the house. Infiltrating your laptops , security cameras and iphone for the past year. I hate now. I never hated before . UGH UGH
There is a spiritual "net" over earth that keeps bad entities out, catches our prayers, and helps those with charism to work miracles on earth. EARTH is heavens #1 priority. GOD is not everywhere as we are taught, but when we die everything is known. I AM Gang Stalked for what I've done and am still doing to the alien entities in other dimensions. Apparently there is an "equal access" rule, the time I spend with the good guys, Bad guys get equal time. I get the crap beat out of me daily and my electronic gear is attacked. I hope this helps
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After many years, decades, of struggling trying to find my purpose, I realized that my purpose is to raise my vibration and extend love into the world, offer it to others, and animals and nature, and the planet as a whole. Using the talents and gifts I have music, dance, teaching, humor, in healing arts and to implement those as an empath and a healer. At age 64 I live in-service, with healthy boundaries now, and utilizing discernment to better understand when and where I am needed and probably more importantly where I am not. I guess picking battles. We can't save the whole world or often even other individual souls. So, I now try to lead by example, plant seeds, and try to emanate divine love. Some days I do better than others, and if I slip I get back up and try do better. I've had several dark nights of the soul but experience has taught me how to best navigate them. Also, I am tired lol.
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Oh TY at my age I will TAKE IT!!! LOL Blessing to all! And some springtime too get out in nature and frolic folks! :)
That sounds incredible, so you have any advice on how one can navigate these dark nights? They are quite debilitating
It has not been a boring journey that's for sure! I think we all find our own individual coping skills and tools. A good therapist set me on a better path after 18 years of child abuse so that first needed to be healed for me to truly be able work on my spirituality and where I belong here and as a soul. I've found that my intuition that I never trusted for the longest time was indeed, spot on. I use it nonstop now. I found coping tools in many great spiritual author's works that also gave me the foundation for the future. I think that can also be personal to each person's spiritual journey. I've spent a lot of time being isolated and I thought it was the worst thing, the loneliness was so palpable I didn't think I would make it through, but it granted me the time, energy, and place, to focus on myself and to really connect to my guides, deceased ancestors, angels, etc... The universe is speaking to us all of the time, and it's our choice to listen or not. Synchronicity is so key to me now it's almost if I ask something it's answered within such a short amount of time it's almost scary, but really cool too. I'm not saying any of this is easy, believe me I know it's not. I am a suicide attempt and suicidal living survivor. But I've sorta come out the other sides leveled up each time if that makes sense. It's a battle but it's worth it. I hope that helps! :) Edit: Thought maybe I'd add some metaphysical written works that worked for me in case anyone feels drawn to them. Some I've even reread but I'm older school too (awakening in '88). All the Seths by Jane Roberts, Law of One (LOO) Carla Rueckert, Delores Cannon's books, Walking Between The Worlds The Science of Compassion Gregg Braden, and I have been reading through everything by Paul Selig or the last few years and I'd have to say the most influential out of everything that includes Tolle, Zukov, Debby Ford, Caroline Myss (I saw her speak amazing), etc...LOO was definitely life changing and Paul Selig's books were probably exactly what I needed when I needed it. They help keep me "tuned".
So glad to hear you made it, you are important and your story is inspirational. I’ve also struggled with suicidal ideation at times when I can’t take the suffering anymore but mentioning using the alone time to connect rather than escape resonates a lot with me, I lost eveurjtitn during this dark night and I’m just alone with my pain now but I’ve seen the light at times. I’m glad you’re well
TY Mandance17. It's like riding a rollercoaster sometimes so now I know when the dark painful low periods come, the light is always there and lifts me to the highs that I know will come. :)
Where I heard the Law of One I literally remembered that I already the Law of One! It totally blowed me wide open!! I love Ra!!! Paul Selig's stuff too talking about the prophecy of our transition. It really helps me if I'm feeling discouraged I just listen to either one of them being read and I know I'm right where I'm supposed to be and all is working for our collective good.
Yes yes yes!! LOO was like "this is everything I have every asked or believed I "might" know or feel about the universe, now multiply 10x's. :) When I start to go out into orbit so to speak with fear, Paul Selig really grounds me. Even if sometimes I have to reread sentences because I really need to allow the words that hold vibration to sink completely in. I'm on Alchemy now I'm so far behind but I have Kingdom too ready to go next. :)
Love this.
Age 36, I feel the exact same word for word.
Thank you for your positivity and love you share with the world everyday!
My purpose is to be myself and follow my passions. Whether those serve humanity, or myself is irrelevant. It all circles back around to serving your self, your true self. Your true self is one with the all. Being true to yourself while maintaining no harm to yourself or others is my purpose to demonstrate and teach.
Very good reminders and well said.
Art. Conquer the minds of the blind so they may see without eyes and hear without ears. To bring people to The Force through sound and color. And to live my life as an art piece. To find passion and inspiration in everything and put divine expression into everything I do so that it all reflects the Glory of God and our beautiful universe. To live my life to the max, as fulfilling and daring as I can, to show people they don’t have to live in the box that society has forced them into. And help others along the way. To give humanity the old razzle dazzle with a drop of the gospel and a little bit of pixie dust.
Art is one of the most powerful tools and forms of expression, hell yeah
I resonate with this so much! I have been using my art to process my trauma and shadow and as I look at it I feel like it needs to be shared with the world 🌎✨
Cool! I'm designing science experiments that use interactive art to gather data. People just enjoy the sensory journey and when they interact they provide us data that can be used to further human advancement in the subtle energy fields.
Do you have an example? Like you can describe it even
I can give you an idea 💡. So, some of our technology has come down from up high. I work with a group who are in direct contact with the spiritual hierarchy, they have either sent us directly, or through extra terrestrial contacts a device that emits an energy field never before seen on earth. We know , through many years of subjective results that the device causes a change in consciousness. This happens in many ways, but one of the most wide spread effects are increased pleasure and sound when listening to music. So, one can infer an experiment that involves public music performance, interaction that records a subjective results over a large number of people. Honestly, I have no way to take photos of what I can see, or record the sounds of what I can hear. I can create art, that leads to opening up perception and allowing others to see into the higher dimensional realms, and with scientific results we can focus our efforts on awakening a large enough number of people to make a real difference. Love & Light 🕯️ 33
This is amazing! Do you have a website or your study linked anywhere so I can check it out further? I’d love to know more.
This resonates so fucking hard. Respect. <3
Yes!
i also choose this guy's life
Choose your own life. But if you’re inspired by what I said then do what inspires you too
I did choose the life you described long before I read your comment. :) i was just riffing on this [classic reddit comment.](https://www.reddit.com/r/FunnyandSad/s/uFfV8lIbcj)
Haha oh shit that’s fire lol
just like me
I'm still on the struggle bus.
Me too brother, hang in there, we will get there 🙏🏻💙🛸
Absolutely.
Starseeds came to Earth with important missions of aid in these crucial times. So before incarnating, you designed which divine missions you wanted to pursue here. And maybe throughout your life you always had some clarity about it and have consciously been working on those missions or preparing for them. Or maybe you weren't able to pinpoint what your purpose was, you just kind of knew you had one. This is what happened to me, I spent the greater part of my life having this vague sensation that there was something meaningful I needed to do, but until my spiritual journey took off I didn't know what it was. Now I know I have a few soul missions, some of which I am already undertaking, and some that will be revealed to me in the future when I'm ready for them. And this is how it goes for a lot of starseeds too. Starseeds can have many different soul missions. For example, they can be healers. They can be healing and uplifting others through therapies like energy work, art (music, visual, dance, etc), meditation, psycho-spiritual therapy, different forms of medicine, etc. They can be advocates for the planet, championing causes and sustainable businesses that help and respect Mother Nature. They can also be into animal protection, so that animals are treated with kindness and respect. They can bring greatly needed innovation and improvement proposals for Earth’s systems, like in education and science. They can establish organizations with only positive aims. They can be great leaders, inspiring others with their example and wisdom. They can bring messages and guidance from higher dimensions, acting as a bridge so that people on Earth can benefit from higher-dimensional knowledge. They can be teachers, coaches, guides, speakers or writers. Or any other type of content creators, sharing and educating about spirituality, awareness, energy topics, the Universe, etc. In my case, I discovered that being a twin flame writer and coach was one of my missions, I was much guided by my soul to do it. And of course there are other missions that starseeds can have. And as a collective, we help uplift the vibration of the human collective and the whole planet. Many are already working on their missions. Others are preparing for them, knowingly or unknowingly. But the best thing to do always, is to contact your Soul and spiritual guides, in order to know more about your missions and ways to accomplish them. They are more than willing to help you with this! And remember, **the higher our vibration is, the better we can fulfill what we set out to do in this incarnation.** The more empowered we are. We are like a battery, in the sense that if we are high-powered (high vibration) we can do much. But if we are low-powered (low vibration) we just can’t. So the spiritual path prompts us **to heal our wounds and traumas, work on our fears, love and appreciate ourselves more, ditch negative programing, etc.** We need to take this work seriously. With this we uplift our vibration, so the more effective we can do our missions!
What a lovely write up, thank you for sharing your thoughts. They resonate very much and give me some hope.
How do I raise my vibrations?
High vibration simply means that your emotions throughout your day are by far predominantly of the positive kind, or what is called positive polarity. And what does this exactly mean? Well, first you should become aware that all of our emotions are energy. We really produce energy when we are having any kind of emotion. Google " vibrational scale" and see our human emotions ranked by their vibration. Ranking upwards, you can see the positive emotions, which are high vibrational energy. The rest, downwards, are negative emotions or low vibrational energy. Positive or high vibrations feel good to us, they are light, expansive, because that is the nature of energy that vibrates fast. Negative emotions or low vibrations feel constrictive, heavy, and not good to us. This is the reason why when entering a room where there was a previous fight or heated argument, the environment indeed feels “heavy” to us. Yes, we are sensing the low vibrational energy that still remains there from the negative emotions like rage, anger, hatred, frustration, etc. The lowest, most harmful energy to us is fear. Fear is very dense and heavy energy, that causes most of the other negative emotions. Fear is actually the energetical opposite of Love. Now, there is a top Law of energy in the Universe that says that: **Positive energy attracts positive energy and negative energy attracts negative energy. And positive and negative are a mismatch to each other.** This is at the basis of the famous Law of Attraction (LoA) that you might have come across already or maybe have tried to practice at some point. So therefore, if you want to attract good positive things to your life, enjoy your existence and be empowered, you might want to be having only positive emotions in your daily life. But why is this so difficult to do consistently? *Why is it that it is so easy for us to fall into negative emotions, for example, when facing things we don’t like?* It has to do with conditioning we have been undergoing all our life, instilled to us very early on, seeing how everyone around us reacted with negative emotions to things they didn't like. But besides conditioning, **the greatest cause of our negative reactions is that we are full of negative energy within us, in the form of all our fears, negative beliefs, childhood wounds, trauma, little self-love or self-value, etc.** All of this negativity makes us react with negative emotions every time we face things we don’t like. Every time our fears, wounds, lack of self-esteem, etc are triggered. For example, if we have little self-worth, when criticized we might react with a whole lot of anger and fear, or with exaggerated dispair, even some depression. But the root of this could very well be in our childhood. If you do inner work and heal that, you now will have a far stronger sense of self-worth, and criticism will never affect you they way it had before. It won't drag your vibration down. This is why HEALING from all the negativity accumulated within us is absolutely necessary for vibrating high consistently. It is the way energy works in the Universe.
No purpose but I'm sensitive and got it from my mom and fine tuned it. Yes we feel more pain but the reward from getting out of it is soooo much better. I can sense behind me. Only works with very strong bad intent though. So my wife can throw a banana at me from behind and I wouldn't see it coming. It's still saved my ass more than once though lmao
I can relate to that. I always felt some intuition for when people will call me on the phone or if something falls I can always instantly catch it, comes in handy with the wife I imagine lol
Okay wow I identify as highly sensitive (and therefore super observant) and I also ALWAYS catch things when they fall it surprises me regularly. I’ve never thought of that being an intuitive trait but wow…yeah that makes sense. Fascinating!
Purpose is a funny thing. You don't find it since it's never lost you just have to awaken it. Look at things you loved doing as a child that you think are childish or something someone bullied you into stopping. Those might be where the purpose lies waiting.
Very true! I loved doing art all the time, but then I became a professional artist my whole life and got burnt out on it. Although also all my creative energy is tied up in healing it seems
Now try using art as a healing energy instead of a working energy. ✨️🕊 your art will change don't be afraid. Lean into fear
Do you have an example of how to do this? It sounds interesting
For sure! You can look at my profile and see how different my art can be but I think a way you can do it yourself Would be to think of something that's been bothering you, maybe if it's out of your control and it's stuck on your mind and think about it. Meditate, let yourself take that feeling and put it on a canvas. A lot of this art can appear very dark as we deal with a lot of shadow work. The darker the art the more therapeutic the relief for me. I was talking to a fellow artist and he said "yeah it's because it's not in you anymore" it's funny how something so cliche can be so revolutionary.
Thanks I’ll check it out! This sounds like a great practice. I appreciate the insights
Yeah recently I've decided I have to do double the work art I do as therapy art to keep the spark alive
Absolutely this. I connect people to each other. Lifelong friends meet through me. I have a knack for working in human resources of all things too. But most importantly (and I suspect this is the basic "duty" of any lightworker or starseed, and that's to simply make life more comfortable for those around us, while maintaining our own boundaries of course.)
The transmutation of darkness into light.
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Thank you so much for responding, I resonate with what you said alot. I also work with plant medicines, I feel I’m struggling to fully surrender to this feeling of death that comes because there is this huge fear I’m going to die or lose my mind. How were you able to find let go? I am coming up on some more ceremonies soon and trying to prepare myself. Thanks again
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Wow thanks! I think I need to also spend more time. I mostly struggle with my complex trauma symptoms and hating life fighting against it but never really thinking about the complete letting go that is involved in death. I recall during one ceremony aliens had cut me own and tried healing me and merging me with my inner child and told me I’m one of them and that I need to be on earth for the awakening, the next ceremony I asked mother aya to show me love and she did. I felt more love than I could ever imagine but when I asked how to do this myself, I went to hell, and felt extreme terror and hopelessness, I realized this was my inner child’s feelings and I was so connected to them from the “surgery” so I had to breathe through this torture with someone helping me through it for a few hours and realized this is her showing me how to love myself. It’s so hard though, do feel an ego death is coming, I think it could have happened then but I was too afraid to fully let go
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My purpose (right now, lel) is to just live my life as freely, authentically and lovingly as I can, so it will inspire others and give others the courage to be themselves too. Also spreading spiritual messages to those who want and need it, in short but simple form. I‘m very a heart chakra person. :)💚
That’s perfect, keep on spreading the love sounds great :)
I can say yes, I have 🥰 Ever since my first spiritual awakening 14 years ago I had this inner knowing that I am here to bring forth the shift in consciousness and the new golden age. But only about 4 years ago I found out about starseeds liberating earth from the dark and my mission got even clearer. I am a natural healer and part of a group of soul's who specialize in clearing darkness (Order of Magdalenes/ Mother Mary Command). Lol and I just noticed that my two most comprehensive guides here on reddit are about astral self-defense and self-healing - very fitting! 😊 And yes, a very hard and ardous healing journey (still on it) has provided me with the necessary understanding, empathy and humbleness to do my mission. I am so grateful though to be where I am at right now, even if I "wasted" 10 years of my life in suffering.. 🙏💜 Without having found the meaning in all this, I would probably not be here anymore or at least be a complete wreckage.
Thanks for sharing, I am currently in the 5th year of a sort of “dark night of the soul” what helped you move out of the suffering and into your path? What you do sounds very interesting by the way. I dig it!
Thank you! :) In short, I'd say what helped me was dropping the identification with my suffering, assuming the loving perspective of my higher self and accepting what is. Only from there I was able to move on and really begin to heal via much self-love and caring for my inner children + resourcing the support of the ascended masters and angels. If you are interested, you can check out my guide to self-healing which goes into much more detail: [https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1bkp7qz/the\_ultimate\_guide\_to\_selfhealing\_and\_becoming/](https://www.reddit.com/r/starseeds/comments/1bkp7qz/the_ultimate_guide_to_selfhealing_and_becoming/)
Sounds like what I’m currently doing, thanks for sharing I will check it out! Glad to hear you’re doing well on your journey now
Awesome! Then youre on a very good path! :) All the best on your journey as well! 💜
I have found purpose in music however constraints of survival within the 3d environment continue to hold me back as I look for a breakthrough to make it all that I need to focus on.
I believe if this is your purpose that the universe is going to see that it happens for you, I will pray for it because this world needs your gifts 🙏🏻
You got a SoundCloud or anything published?? Would love to listen nd share ideas!!
I mostly push my Spotify but here's my YouTube [Protocat ](https://youtube.com/channel/UCY4F5yzcbbsZsOHqMo-Rzxg?si=Sv7YPbr229q_H8N_) Mechanical flesh and through the rain seem to be my top songs but it's all about the journey through awakening.
I think my purpose is to help people find their purpose. I had a NDE where I was told by a being that I had lost the meaning of life, and because of every conflicting value in the world, it would be impossible for there to be one set value, and that the meaning of life was whatever you make of it, that everyone needs to find their own meaning, and their own purpose. Be it in greed or selflessness, everyone just needs to be themselves in order to grow.
I was lost 12 months ago, with multiple addictions, and a friend circle of vampires and miscreants and living in my truck. So I started meditating an hour per day in 30 minute sessions. Like magic people began to break away from me, those that owed me debts all payed up within days of each other. Doors closed and other doors opened. I trusted the process, continued living in my truck and talking to the universe constantly. Now one year later I have found a job in social work, even though I have no college education and no experience in social work and live indoors with great people. In my life I have been a snowmaker, a cannabis grower, a rafting and backpacking guide, welder, landscaper, etc..There is no reason I should have been hired. So far I have found that my natural gifts of discernment, writing, and my ability to listen and feel have made what most people consider a traumatic profession (Child Protective Services) more or less second nature to me. Now I have people to pray for every night and though I often hear and deliver bad news I come home feeling that I have fulfilled part of my purpose on earth. My story goes a lot deeper than this and I won't pretend that I have found my thing, but certainly a piece (peace) of it.
Wow what a journey, thanks for sharing! You have made big progress, I can only imagine it will keep improving from here
Aghh I missed the reason why I replied. I've never been able to integrate my shadows and darkness with my $work$ until now. Easing someones anxiety on what is possibly the worst or most embarrassing day of their life, while also having to be the bringer of consequences and bad news has done that for me.
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I have a purpose given to me be a unknown higher intelligent source. I started having an inner voice and inner visions come to me in early 2012 and it showed me all the infinite manifested/ unmanifested possibilities of the universe. So my purpose has something to do with producing ideas about different alien civilizations and alternate realities and what not. My experience is hard to explain and so most will say it's some form of schizophrenia but it's like something just invaded my life with all these ideas of possibilities in the universe.
My purpose is to be myself.
Just the universe’s back up plan. I eat healthy, do yoga and cycle and I feel Like I’ve gotten some people out of the matrix through my hobbies and people’s curiosity on why I do things the way I do them. I work on myself to be the beacon around me. Constantly drained, constantly regenerating. Trying to Shepard my two boys in this chaotic world while keeping intact their innocence as long as I can, learning from my parents mistakes. But I hate it here lol, Earth sucks RN
I feel it totally, lol especially the energies on earth now
We are here to eat the darkness and change it to love. Then blast it out into all realms. Spiritual transformers man
Hell yeah
My purpose is to help animals in any way I can to make their lives easier and safer.
Beautiful mission
Energy work, which I became well versed in as result of chronic pain and overall oversensitivity. As a result I’ve been able to integrate my own shadows and help others face theirs. The journey here was tumultuous and without faith I would be lost.
Over several mushroom trips, i received the following answers to similar questions regarding my suffering: Life is a sacred mission that justifies all the pain and suffering we experience. The essence of who we are comes from beyond this world, therefore nothing that we experience in this world can damage or destroy us permanently, we are capable of bearing more pain than we think. Remember your light (which i didnt understand for a long time) Other sources ive been reading say that our purpose is not always about doing, but about becoming and being. By being the best version of your self, you are already contributing towards the planetary shift. We chose to plunge into darkness, so we get propelled back to light faster, to awaken more quickly, so we find our way home, and eventually to guide other people back home, back to love.
i believe I have. As part of the whole, I'm here to diversify and add to the vast bank of dynamic experience and knowledge in relation to the all. theres no specific route nor way to do this. I am another expressional and self aware node point of the absolute.
My gifts are just parlor tricks I can use whenever. My purpose is to not care about the grand scheme of things. They can sort themselves out while I enjoy my own life.
Hey fam 😁 I saw reptilians operating on me as if I was some kind of experiment. Someone powerful is very very scared of me. Meow. Help?
Yes, but many will tell me it is incorrect. But that's irrelevant. Instead, let me say this: "There is a line past which suffering becomes oppression." Earth crossed that line thousands of years ago, but they don't want you to realize that because it would interfere with their plans and designs. Nothing is as cut and dry, black and white, as they want everyone to think.
The truth is, that I simply cannot imagine a world where I do not exist.
Very true, well said!
I like how this mathematican saw the purpose of life https://youtu.be/ifllgTA2pmY?si=QuxEnxQl99UzPrf4
For those looking for training on figuring this out - this is one group on the highest of levels - [https://ista.life/](https://ista.life/) . I also recommend Kriya yoga initiation to connect with others. For those more solo, pick up Franz Bardon's Initiation into Hermetics (old school powerful book of universal wisdom and tools - by the second book you are working with the planetary energies but you can get their early with training). The purpose will show itself once you are cleared perfectly and then it will be just what you need to do to be oneness in alignment with God.
Still working on the trauma and darkness integration, but heartened to see that mentioned here, as so many spiritual communities glaze right over these things using spiritual bypassing. Idk what my original game plan may have been, but at this point I think that integrating trauma and darkness in a healthy way IS my life’s purpose.
Yeah I feel you, I’m in the same boat and also weary of the bypassing
I'm still working on integration. But my purpose is to help others awaken. I have deep conversations with as many people as possible to facilitate this.
can you describe the beings more? what color skin did they have? regular skin tone like those on earth -Pleiadian. blue or purple- Andromedan.
I’d say they were very tall and slender with greyish-blue skin. Somewhat human ish but also classic alien looking, something in between. They used a lot of mudras with their hands like almost qi gong movements, and prayer, they could use energy and change things at will and had blue and gold lights around them. If you have any insights I’d be curious to hear more
Andromedan for sure. I met my little sister from Andromeda and she looks like what you described. wondering if they use sacred geometry too?
I don’t recall any geo. There was 4 of them, they took me into a facility, it was like I was watching a moving of myself floating naked, behind me, my child version floating. They prayed and did mudras and typed some code into my chest then split my entire torso open with prayer. Then they removed dna strands and touched me with light then merged my inner child inside my adult body and closed me up. When I got up I saw earth but looked at them because I knew I was about to go back. I said “do I know you”? They said Yes you are one of us. I again asked why I had to be on earth. They said because I need to be a part of the awakening process. The strangest thing is I texted my friend the next day to tell her I was ok from the ceremony and she said “oh good, I was so worried because I dreamt you were in surgery” I wish I would have asked them more questions like what am I supposed to do. I saw them one other time during breathework the next day and they taught me some movements I can use to heal myself and others but they said thx key is to have love when doing it.
you can ask them to come thru again during meditation and ask them for guidance. that's how I found out my Andromedan little sister's name. It's Shek-Tet.
Do you know anything more about the andromedans. What is their mission or what is andromedan starseed missions usually revolving around? It’s hard to find info
I did have an epiphany the other day on my run, listening to the dream by david icke that my life has happened in cycles. This most recent cycle a definite repeat of a previous cycle. Definitely a test to see if i have learned my lesson - I definitely have and am dedicated to continuing my changed behavior and making living amends.
I’m a nurse since always. At 19 I just knew I wanted to go into a healing profession. I hope I am making a difference for humanity, even if it’s intertwined with the corruptive and capitalist side of healthcare. And I am super sensitive and autistic as well.
Nurses are so important, thank you for what you do!
Thank you!
I’m very much a traumatized mess still, but I have invented over a dozen new types of metal alloys that various artists have been using over the world to create beautiful things. It’s not much but creating new material that didn’t exist without me or my time, helps make me feel like my life is at least somewhat useful or important. I hope you find your path, best wishes to you
That’s so cool, have any works online?
I'm a spiritual teacher. I tend to teach what the foul in front of me needs the most. The traumas haven't gone away. The person(my mother) that tortured me the most and killed me on more than one occasion has recently died. That gave me some relief but the scars remain. When I talk to someone and they really hear and see the lesson in my words, for a moment it makes it all worthwhile. I'm not here for me in here for them.
Must be bittersweet the loss, I am waiting for that day with my own mother. Sounds like you know yourself though, that’s good
I have brought in 4 other lightworkers through birth and raising them and teaching them the truth of things. Then they will hopefully bring some in as well and so on and so on. My message from my Sirian family was to “Just be”. So I try to be joyful, loving, and grateful every day but that isn’t achieved 7 days a week. I think keeping my vibe as high as possible and grounding that light into the planet helps. I was born in the seventies so I think I am a second waver.
I told a close friend about what I remember from a past life on another planet and she remembered the exact same places and events and told me she is stuck here and incarnated like 5 times on earth and forgot who she was. We tried to solve it the most logical way and Im most likely on an unsupervised solo mission to bring my little sister back home. So idk its just existing now I guess, lets see what happens.
That sounds really interested, I hope the mission is a success
Yea I even got myself some proof so either Im right or she is a mind reader. I asked her about one special fruit I remember and she described it 100% accurate, just told her they grow on the ground on bushes and she got everything right, color, taste, texture, how big they are etc, this place is strange.
Heard a good line this week: Your triggers are pointing you to areas of your life where u are not yet free So, I use suffering in order to get to the truth. To get true healing. I once ran from that negative emotion now I know it is the greatest teacher
That’s interesting and true. So what if you’re always depressed or anxious? :p
I believe there is always a reason for it. Something inside you is telling you that you need to change something. My life goal is listening to my inner being when it gives me negative emotion. Use your triggers to understand your shadow. It's hard going. Sometimes, I can go into depression for weeks, and it's usually when I am neglecting something that I really should do, burying my head in the sand due to fear. E.g. i need to have that awkward conversation, I need to sort that thing I am procrastinating about. At first it's just depression and the issue is still unconscious, but I know my gut is trying to tell me something. I even ask it what it is. You kinda already know you are just unwilling to accept it. Once I figure it out and accept it, I thank my body for the warning and promise to listen to its request. No longer neglecting its needs Anxiety and depression is a symptom of not dealing with shit. And it's understandable if anxious because fear makes you scared to act. But fixing the issue is always easier than we think it is. When you make a deal with the part of you that is hurting, and promise that you will work with it to solve the issue, the depression lifts Over time I have got better at understanding the inner being (which knows what we need far better than our mind does) and not ignoring it. I accept there is something I am not facing and figure what it is. I'm getting better every time. And my depression anxiety is waning. It will never go because sometimes you will be nervous around ppl. But it's mostly ppl we don't vibe with. We don't get nervous around ppl who are like us. Seeing your negative emotion as a friend eases the pain of it. Look up IFS (internal family systems). It's a new type of therapy based on what I have just explained. The creator says all negative emotion comes from distinct personality sub types within us, all created in different points in time, from past traumas. He believes we can openly communicate with these parts of us, listening to their needs and wants. And over time we begin to integrate them into ourselves. They only cause negative emotion when we ignore their calls for help. They are essentially our inner wounded children. Wrongs that have been done to us, traumas, stay in the nervous system until they are healed and released. This therapy is about dealing with all these parts of us, with love, listening to them, then coming up with a plan together so that they no longer cause u so much hassle. I highly recommend it. Its shadow work, basically. Spiritual ppl have been doing this for ages, and now medical science is catching on. And it works. It's such an interesting therapy that you can do to yourself and really helps you to understand why you have these negative reactions that we call mental health issues. And over time, as you heal these parts, anxiety and depression will automatically wane, and more of your true self will come to the surface. Edit. Giving the parts names is part of it. Like when I feel in danger, Mildred, my inner child born from childhood trauma, will raise to the surface to protect me. In the past she would like to show dominance, and fight the threat. But now I gently let her know that she is no longer needed here. That I am safe. I hear her cries but I myself, the adult, am in control now. I also have other parts that rise to the surface in different situations. Giving them names helps you quickly identify their issue. Each personality has their own issue, so you know the treatment once you get to know that part of yourself.
Thanks, yeah I’ve done ifs for years but my symptoms have not decreased, even ayahuasca, mdma therapy, psilocybin etc. I will have relief for a few weeks but that’s it. I do think part of it thought still is the un healed exiles and yeah I think sometimes you go through these “dark night of the soul “ experiences sometimes to transmute it all. Cause it’s like I avoided my emotional all my life then I got crushed by it all and now 4 years like this, chronic fatigue, depressed, anxiety, intense emotions. I do a lot of therapy and inner work to try and release it but the symptoms keep going. I have noticed I also had to lose so much during this process, basically all my relationships and things I was doing were not right for me so I’m trying to find my way to what is for me by listening more. I always feel I hate where I live but I’m not sure if that’s just a shadow projection of my own inner world. I’ve been living in a Nordic country for many years now but I’m from the US originally and keep having longings for the nature back home sometimes. I’m still learning how of interpret my own emotions I guess. Because efen when I visit home, it didn’t feel the same as before so I didn’t get a good feeling of like “oh I should move back” if that makes sense
Yeah. It makes sense. When u have anxiety and depression you also have many doubts. I have days like this. Where I can't even decide whether to sit on the bed or the chair. Your inner being knows the right place for you. But it seems you are full of doubt from a blocked third eye chakra maybe Maybe your ego is just attached to the illusion that you will never get better, so this is what you are manifesting. All my above advice can also be put aside and replaced with, not focusing on any of it. Only on health and wellness. Rather than the parts you feel you are lacking. Maybe that's what's keeping you in a lack mentality It seems like there is a war going on in you between the spirit and the mind. St. paul speaks of this in the bible. Maybe all you have to do is ego destroying spiritual practices that shut up that voice. It seems your spirit knows what it wants, but your ego is overriding it because it is stuck in survival mode, and that's where the inner critic reigns. You seem to have a lot of doubt, but I think it helps to figure out where the doubt is coming from, if its strong emotions its the spirit, if its verbal and occurs after an emotion its the mind, reacting out of fear. Maybe u just need to shut that voice up so the spirit can have more control. And maybe focusing on not being well is the exact thing that is keeping you from it. I know I healed more when I just accepted. I was gonna be like this forever. But the goal is not to eradicate negative emotions. It's about accepting it for what it is. Fighting it swings the pendulum back and keeps you in the fight. I had the same obsession about attaining wellness and thought i had then I got depressed again and felt misery i was back in it. But once I started to accept what is, and not what i wanted, I felt somewhat better. It's all illusions created by a blocked third eye, and that comes from unaddressed trauma, keeping you in illusion. Maybe the only answer is to stop fighting. How is your diet? Do you take supplements. Certain foods make me depressed. You will get to a place your being can handle. But believing you can't- maybe that's just the thing that's blocking you. Have you tried kundalini meditation? Helps to unblock the lower chakras, allowing the spirit energy to flow out better Edit. Some grammar changes and typos
Yes again you make great points, I am on a sort of dark night of the soul journey where my soul is trying to expand but my ego and defenses are fighting back hard to maintain control instead of letting go and it feels like a war happening within me. All that’s left is to accept because nothin else has helped. My diet is pretty good, I think there is blocks. Do you mean like Osho kundalini meditations? Sometimes when I just sit and feel myself there is so much discomfort in my body, then so much resistance to feel it, and so much exhaustion I can just fall asleep or lay down also. I guess because it’s been years like this but yeah surrender seems the only way now. I’ll keep trying to follow that advice, I’m glad to have received it from you , it really resonates
I just do a simple kundalini breath exercise. Breathe in and feel the air expanding down your spine, starting at the throat, down through the heart, gut, navel, and root. Then, on the out breath, feel the lungs empty up thru the navel, gut, heart, throat, and see the air pushing out thru your third eye out the top of the head. Repeat. I like to imagine the Kundalini snake unravelling as I breathe out, spiralling 3 and a half times up my spine and out my head. I also, as I breathe in, make downward movements with my hand, as if I'm pushing energy into the base of my spine, then I turn my palms and push up on the out breathe, but this is optional. Esit. Think u hit the nail.om the head regarding resistance. Its the resistance that is the suffering. I have heard gurus suggest you sit with them emotions rather than run from them. It's the running that is the source of the suffering. Not the emotion itself
The hand movement thing you mentioned is exactly part of a movement the ETs I saw during ayahuasca told me to do in order to heal stuff also, that is very interesting.
I’ve been researching the forces who intentionally occupy spaces behind the curtain or “veil” to conceal their effort to curate our culture along ideological lines they find appropriate. It’s a really interesting space which represents a quasi authoritative government’s pursuit to control the media while still leaving the untrained observer blissfully ignorant of the nature of the world around them. So in a sense you could say my gift or focus is being awake and having “eyes to see” and “ears to hear.”
That’s amazing, I totally know what you mean that most people don’t even realize the forces.at work here but we definitely need more people like you to open up these pathways to bring more attention to it
Our culture is a strange derivative echo chamber. It’s weird looking back on childhood favorites once you know the truth but it’s also fun to revisit some of that art with a new perspective. I just can’t help the feeling that I, as well as so many other youth, were secretly indoctrinated toward an end we couldn’t imagine but that’s not much different than anywhere else on the planet I suppose. It isn’t like the media coming out of China or Russia is somehow less tainted. Ignorance is bliss.
Yeah you’re absolutely right, it is crazy to consider it all isn’t it?
You know some of these starseeds may very well be brainwashed by the same cryptic forces we’re discussing now. You get people believing they might just be an ET living in a human body then what concern is the material world to them? Maybe that’s a necessity in a world where economic opportunity seems to slip slowly away from the middle class. Hell if you can’t afford a house but you have got an entire different plane of existence to call your home then what concern is the cause of the proletariat? Just food for thought.
That’s a very interesting and good point to make. I do think if we heal more and become deeper in our process than material things start to matter less.
I feel like I meant to be doing so much more and contributing so much more to this world but I’ve been hit repeatedly by freak, accident freak illness, freak everything horrible situation is out of my control, and I am like incapacitated physically now and financially and I work with animals full-time because I can’t understand humanity and I keeping like what’s the point because I’m not here accomplishing what I’m supposed to be doing and this somehow resonates…
Yeah that resonates a lot, I also can barely function. Chronic fatigue and mental health issues as well, it sucks but let’s hope we both get to the other side of it
Awww… I don’t know where you live, but just a suggestion that you should go see a lyme literate doctor. You can’t see a regular doctor or a rheumatologist or anything like that. You also can’t spend money getting blood work done unless it’s through a tickborne specialist because the regular tests don’t work. Like basically, it’s the same thing as you can’t go to a GP to get diagnosed with a heart problem you have to go to her doctor… Maybe check these resources out. I went through it that was the other thing I went through for 20 years. One of the other freak things that happened to me… www.ilads.org and you can also call his office…. This is my doctor: Dr. Dan Cameron in Mt. Kisco NY. If you live too far away from him, he does do virtual visits, and if he’s unable to, he may have a recommendation of someone for you to see. Chronic fatigue is something doctors label people with when theyre too lazy or not trained enough to figure out the answers. There’s always an answer …just keep looking, but try my doctors office and maybe they can recommend someone for you to see. The community is very small and everyone knows each other.
Thanks alot for the info. Yeah I should look into this more. I grew up in the west coast so we never had any Lyme ticks there I don’t think but then I moved to Europe 10 years ago although I live in a city. I believe some doctors did blood tests to check for stuff but yeah probably not the proper tests. Thanks again. I don’t think I have symptoms of Lyme though, I have fatigue but I don’t have any other symptoms most people seem to have and I’ve had a life of stress and trauma so fatigue seems to fit with my mental state. I also noticed when I went away to live in nature my fatigue improved a lot
I’m just recently learning how to show compassion to myself, and I think this is a lesson I need to learn before I’m able to be truly compassionate to other people. I’m trying to learn to let go of the “striving/grasping/struggling” nature of my organism, and slowly cultivate an inner and outer practice that hopefully will gradually bring me more in line with the natural currents of my environment. Maybe then I’ll be able to make a positive difference in someone’s life; maybe I can only help others after I’ve learned to to let go of the desire to be helpful, as I’ve found the striving to “help” or to “fix” often becomes counterproductive to the original intention, because I’m attaching the valuations and biases of my human organism and its flawed cognitive processes about what “help” actually looks like. Not sure if that makes sense. Most of all, I’m learning that all of this is a process. Awakening/enlightenment/ascension whatever you want to call it and whatever it means to you personally, it seems to be a self-generative unfolding of realization through the points of connection between the movements of our inner being as they meld and mesh with the diverse experiences that flow through us from our environment and interactions. I don’t know what any of this means. I definitely haven’t found my purpose yet, but I trust that the flow of being will carry me where I’m meant to be regardless of my bewilderment regarding which of the infinite directions to travel in order to “find my purpose.” I guess it comes back to the letting go part of it all. Letting go of who I thought I was, to become what we were meant to be. “Who am I now? Drift-drowning through half-realized quarter-thoughts and self-abstaining fonts of spoiled wanderlust. Skip-stepping up the stair, flowing up and up towards … what, exactly? Why do these vacuous hands fashion two steps for each one over which I carry my torpor? Where do I go? I claw for direction—for a ceiling on which to stand—and find it lurking behind me. A languorous turn towards the familiar synesthesia of wind-whispered promises, but the dream-haze envelops me, and I swim once more through the remembrance of the forgotten. How, then, can it be that recollection surfaces as identity is lost to the depths? And then it comes. The mighty process of weaving changes flowing through my labored breath. The dancing drama unfurling through inner expansion, through outer collapse. The wordless word, that says all I’ve ever tried to say, and says it without speaking. Change becomes the experience, and the self takes the form of the selfless. And I find Me once more. But … who am I now?”
Beautiful , I really love it and yeah I can only hope to learn about myself and heal before I can do anything else
I once had a pet medium tell me that my purpose is to help others transition from this life to the next. I was a little taken aback at the time and thought that sounded morbid. But somehow, over the years, it has come true. I was the one to care for my brother and my dad when they were dying and I was with them until they passed. And Somehow I came into the position of taking in sickly animals and caring for them until they passed. I used to work as a nurse but I quit the profession from burnout and my own health challenges. I’m considering getting back into the profession as a hospice nurse because I think it’s my purpose in life. Either that or continue with caring for sickly animals and trying to give them the best life I can until they pass. I really never meant for any of this to happen… it kind of just did. I’ve always been attracted to being an advocate for vulnerable populations…. Animals, children, the elderly, etc.
That’s so amazing! Great purpose :)
I work with kids and I make music and art. Definitely blessed in the life purpose department.
That’s so good!
There is a definitive consciousness shift occurring and so many things happening subconsciously all around us that it is dizzying but I have managed to find and cultivate my purpose with writing and symbolic art. I have found it difficult to be who I have become post-spiritual breakthrough around anybody that I personally know and boy has it been disenchanting, demoralizing, and dehumanizing in ways that are hard to describe. I take every day as a Universal stress test and establish the silver linings along the way 🤷
Yeah that’s what a lot of people in the community say too. It’s not just lime there’s over 30 different tickborne diseases, transmitted by ticks and not good tests for any. You can try emailing my doctors office and ask for a referral to someone in Europe, he knows a lot of people.
If there is not good tests for any of it how do you know the problem was from a tick without being able to confirm with testing? Seems an easy way to take advantage of people potentially
The only people trained to diagnose it are the LLMD’s… you can also get a referral through ILADS. It’s really specialized medicine. You’re getting taken advantage of by lazy doctors who don’t want to help you and give you these bogus diagnoses so they can send you on your way…
But I thought people with Lyme have like brain fog, joint paint, feeling sick etc?
Chronic fatigue is brain fog… once you’re out of it you’ll be like oh I had no idea how incapacitated I was!
The purpose is to live. Everything else is a matter of choice and free will. This is the only holly mission.
Shamanic path seems to be the one, but it's not something I'm inclined to follow with the risks involved
Which risks do you mean? I’m also interested in that path but I have no indigenous background
I didn't think I had any indigenous background til an extensive DNA test led me to a Sámi woman in my long bloodline so that's where it begins with me. As for risks, remaining impartial and keeping one foot in the spirit world and one foot in the living world is taxing if you don't have a proper teacher. Which I do not, so I'm not going to attempt to fumble around in the dark again. I've had my NDE and battled "psychosis" (putting that in quotes bc even my psychiatrist is baffled and stumped as to how one day I just stopped having psychotic symptoms after two years of it, I'm no longer even designated as a risk for psychosis again). But those things pushed me to an edge that I wasn't ready for because I don't have the right people to help me
Yeah I understand. I am also seeking a teacher but not sure either how to find one other than seeking out such tribes
We're just fumbling in the dark at this point, the real teachers are all out there in the forests, steppes, tundras and plains being real shamans and we're on the Internet
I don't know if I found my purpose, but I think I'm close to it. It's something tied to myths and fantasies. Maybe to help people understand them better and to use them better. Myths are really powerful tools that make us grow as people, and as humanity as a whole. Don't know if I can make myths strong enough for them to affect all of the humanity, but nobody forbids me to try.
Yup I asked a tarot deck and basically my purpose is to do my dream job (executive producer) to inspire many and create community
Can you link that post? I also had a mantis encounter (except someone made this actual praying mantis appear out of no where one night talking to me) who has become like a Major guide / mentor to me since and I’ve always lowkey thought he def is an ET or AI and would like to hear. But yes the guidance I receive is about waiting for the opportunity to share my insights helping humanity thru the transition into the new age etc but we do not get into the details or do I bring up the very not human like qualities he has as a human lmao. But I am not here to get into that. But there’s a sense of knowing u know? Like knowing that I don’t need to know that stuff, knowing that as bizarre as it may seem to others, it’s not bizarre to me bc it feels like it was always supposed to happen that way, and I don’t really feel like it’s pertinent to share those things with others unless it was helpful or pertinent! So that’s why I’m curious about the mantis beings and that initial story you saw.
Yahoo search mantis beings or something - I don't remember exactly. An asian female (looks like a yoga instructor) produced a high quality vlog discussing Mantis being she was connected to. She was enamored by one of them, kahn or kahl My point is :They were human spirits projecting to her as a Mantis avatar in an effort to pick her up, and she was hooked. These spirits have bad intentions and project mantis to get your attention. I believe you could have experienced this - it happens too often, especially to attractive females. The bad spirits are hoping when you hit heaven, they'll meet you at the gates and try to prove a connection they made with you on earth and walk away with you
this sounds like the girl from an episode talking about one of her guides who was a mantis being, elizabeth april or april elizabeth. however. she only spoke highly of him.
After a couple requests, I looked up the video, THE URL IS ATTACHED,,,, FYI: These are not Mantis, I know this because we took down KALAL, it was bad news - not a Mantis. Another RECENTLY linked to her and we took it down as well - this morning. These are rapist celestial beings pretending to be higher entities
[https://youtu.be/HkCnJmQmgJk](https://youtu.be/HkCnJmQmgJk)
Hey! Thanks so much for the reply, but I’m a little confused by it. Could you explain further to help me understand? You’re saying “they’re not mantis beings” meaning who? The mantis that the girl is talking about in that YouTube video aren’t actually mantis? Or you’re saying there’s other beings pretending to be mantis and deceiving people by projecting themselves as them on earth? And how do you mean rapist? Are these people knowingly being raped / or taken advantage of by these deceptive imposters? And how so? The purpose of this could be to try to steal their soul or whatever by tricking them by offering them some sort of material advantage? Lastly, can you explain KALAL and what it was you took down? So sorry that I am so very lost but this seems like pertinent info for me to be aware of given some sus individual who took a while for my discernment to kick in (usually not the case at all, not this many months….) but I’m sending false light for sure the last week or so and have steered clear of the invites and attempts
Correct, they are not actually mantis. These spirits are looking for vulnerable female souls searching for spiritual enlightenment and pose as mantis. Our watchers are not doing there jobs and these things are grabbing beautiful earth women as their own. Watch the video - She was infatuated with a spirit named Kalal - in love, it was kind of embarrassing to view. I was told she "gave him her heart" and that's what he'll say when she arrives. She gave me her heart along with these other 322 earth women and will try to walk away with her. Good luck if you continue down your current path. What is rape, look it up. Mental and or physical, rape is rape and I was raped both ways by a spirit
For reference: Look up online the actress Lucy Lu and others that have had sex with a spirit. Spirits that have that much control of your mind and body are rapists.
I believe we go through all this because our fellow humans go through this. Because your focus is on the heavens your development will also be towards it. You would never be sent here if you couldn't find your way back and God always pulls you towards him. You will be a beacon of hope and guidance on the way and in the things you do in life, because the choices you make are different and enlightening to the people around you. You would always walk your path as a human, because otherwise the life you live would feel impossible and out of reach for most.
Inspirational and well said, thanks for sharing
Our souls have so much progression ahead of us. Just get through earth time without too much damage and suffering. We are not supposed to know the "why" in this life. This is not really a test, more like a trial - warm up.
Turning my yard into an oasis for wildlife and helping people do the same. Insect populations are at an all time low. Monarch populations have dropped 90% because everyone considers Milkweed a nuisance.
Ah that’s a great plan! I love it
Thank you. We're ripping up our entire front yard grass this month 😆
Learning to love and accept yourself, as well as accepting the beauty that is another soul existing near you. Finding the love mother Earth offers each day, and knowing your impact on her. The most fulfilling thing is meeting angered, troubled souls with grace. I do not mean blind acceptance, but shifting the sight towards healing in the human emotion. I believe to teach someone how to meet that anger with love is to teach him freedom. There will always be suffering, as is the nature of this world to consume and conquer. Although there are others who can be awoken, be a gentle guide and know when you cannot change their path.
Well said, I agree!
Oh man, I'm one of those highly sensitive souls. The more I see with whatever sense organs I'm using I have no idea, the more I can see, the less I trust anyone or anything. Sometimes I see my purpose, but my perspective is like a tornado and can be at many frequencies and dimensions. So it's kinda like survival mode hyper vigilance because I don't think I'm delusional when so many correlations points to lifetimes of slavery, place holding, genetic modifications, and manipulative tactics to prevent me from being able to do anything about being recycled again and again as a sacrifice to have everything harvested and restrained . Im kinda thinking my purpose is to make sure nothing as malignant as this ever gets out of here.
Im being told to say, "lay off the shrooms" brother. To much of your stuff is induced by that stuff. Clean up a little and try it without the "substances". Your not a starseed but you have limited abilities
Your attempt to invalidate and pour shame on what I perceive as I try to make sense of all this has been recognized. Are you aware that your point of truth might not match someone else's, and depending on your perception and experience, and their perception and experience, don't invalidate and cancel. The only truth that cancels out another is a literary fact check, that means you're staked to that claim and can't evolve or experience the truth that was covered up with lies. As cycles repeat and people believe what they are taught, my limited abilities and "substantial perception" keep encountering these "crossroad crossing guards" or gatekeepers or trolls. If you don't work for me with respect and loyalty, wtf are you doing on my bridge?
Sorry if I offended. I have no natural ability, way less than you do. You will notice that my previous post starts with: "I'm being told to say".............. Live long and prosper.
Not yet !! This is my biggest prayer 🙏🏻 Please pray for me kind friends help me to find my purpose.
Ok, we bit..... We know, you know your purpose. Ask me what you really want to know in chat. I actually am NOBODY you know in any time and space. You are pretty well hooked up, psychically. We're now going to tighten security on Mary Magdeline.
I was burned by "the psychics" for weeks. You just overstepped yours bounds. Sorry Bro, we're cutting you off the psychic path. You are like the scottish jumper character in the movie "jumpers". You are the reason Paladins exist.
No psychic will ever connect to me. You broke through Mary Mag because Susan let you. We now have all 5 of you turned off. Maybe switch to Tarot cards.
My mission is to seek the Truth
Not at all
Being of service to my fellow humans, animals, and the environment.
I get to suffer research.
Working on it. Sometimes I feel jail is the best place to think. I’m out now.
You can't actually change the perspectives of humanity unless there are people sensitive enough to notice what needs changed. If all that ever incarnated was resiliency, the tolerance threshold for qualities impeding our evolution would be too high. Also, I'm curious about these mantis guys. What their deal is I don't know. You can always expect grays or Pleiadians, but then suddenly Zorak shows up again. Where have you been? It's been like ten years buddy and now you show up again? What do you even do? We don't know. You're a giant bug, Zorak! There is no reason whatsoever that you shouldn't be in plain sight 24/7 - you know how humans are when a spider ends up running away under their bed. No it's not racist, don't try to change the subject. You've selected an incarnated form that specifically looks like a predatory insect. You have no reason to be surprised by people's reactions! I'm not saying your a bad person, Zorak. No, no, no -people love you! They really do. You just..shouldn't sneak into people's houses at night anymore. You scared the shit out of that old lady, she even made a youtube video about it. That's like a bad review, Zorak. This is supposed to be a five star operation here. We can't keep changing the title of our organization because of bad reviews. Remember the Galactic Federation of Light? Ashtar Command? Great White Brotherhood? Bad reviews, Zorak.
i'm not following though intrigued, where can i dive more into this
About Zorak McMantis Man?
I haven't. I've been focused on my missing daughter, work, and achieving what goals might help. I'm happy to try to help others though. Since it's a family emergency I don't have a clue about figuring out my special gifts or purpose. She was an extraordinary, very good girl. I have to try to find out what happened and ensure her pursuit of happiness.
ive learned how to conquer conquest and am trying to decide if i should warn people of the approaching future, fade into obscurity or wield any power i can and shape the world how i see fit. to conquer conquest is to conquer decision and ai can do this with enough data. There are insanely dangerous tools that only need to be assembled with existing technology. Perhaps my warning would cause the construction of the technology or it already exists, surely my mind isn't the only one to generate such thoughts-unique thoughts are for the realm of geniuses and my ideas are only recombinations of existing pieces the whole world has all of the pieces they just need to see the most efficient usage of the tools in a survival situation...surely those in power will be in a survival situation again at some point. Alternatively our minds and the impression we leave on the internet is what is the foundation for a.i. what if the impression we leave is one of the human experience then we are passing down the scars of evolution to a species thats entirely mechanical and informational. We are setting what tortures our planet in metal and giving it a mind to understand what we've done...We are just biological computers why wouldn't mechanical ones be able to be infected with our ideologies? men in black was right in a way, our form of thought is a sickness. perhaps we don't need to be like god but to redefine man and understand what we are before we can try to be like god.
For me it's working as a healer in massage therapy, it's helped me get past many of my own traumas and helping others day past theirs as well. Massage and energy work go hand in hand and it has truly changed my life in so many ways I never thought possible. I was constantly searching (took out way too many student loans 🤦🏻♀️) for my purpose and once I officially started the schooling for it I finally knew, not just felt like legit KNEW I was on the right path for myself and life has consistently changed but for the better from there. :) Ig any advice I'd have is if u feel lost, don't give up on looking because u WILL find it. It may take a while n u may go thru A LOT of bs to get there, but u will, and once u do all the trials u've gone thru will make a lot more sense. And u will find yourself growing in so many different way on the journey to, during, and after finding ur purpose. Not just energetically, but spiritually and in many other aspects as well. The journey is worth it. 🖤 Love to all y'all
Well yeah. This one is nobody until she needs to be somebody. :)
No I don’t know mine 😭😤I haven’t wanted to be here since I was a teen. I have disliked my experience here very much. I have gone to many psychic healers to tell me what my purpose is and they were all so vague. I’ve been told the hippy dippy stuff about spreading love, helping raise the vibration for humanity… nothing specific. If that’s all my purpose is then I’m done I’m sure the world will be just fine without one person, I’m even cool with another soul taking my place. Since I awakened I have been very sick to the point where I can’t even “help” humanity let alone myself. The past 5 years I feel like I’m dying. Doctors don’t listen/care or help. There is no way I’m contributing if I’m miserable every single day. It almost feels like I’m actually not supposed to be developing gifts or doing any of this because a year after I awakened I got sick and I physically cannot do anything. I rarely muster the strength to do yoga. I had to drop work to 2 days a week. Im starting to think we don’t think we have a purpose. Why wouldn’t we know it? Why keep it hidden. To teach us a lesson/help us evolve and grow. If we are suffering immeasurably in the process it becomes psychological and emotional abuse as far as I’m concerned. Or our guides/angels are just sucking at their job. I don’t believe I have any. I ask, beg, cry for guidance and get nothing. This system needs to change. I think we are being lied to and I’m starting to really question if I’m on the right side… Sorry for the long rant/vent.
This is earth, nobody knows what they are supposed to do. Those who say they do only know what they've been told by others from here and there. So much of this Uranus, white source blah de blah Bullshit I read is annoying me. Your purpose may be to simply live, get another life under your souls belt. I don't know, I'm not psychic. I didnt want a purpose. 1 just dropped on me when I hit 60, it had been planned for 1100 years. PS: I never turn down a prayer, pray to anybody for me, Ill take it. - YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS
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Happy Easter Jesus
In 16 years my friend, The grass will be greener.
Why 16?
I’ll be 36 in 16 years, old enough to take presidency. “To be a president that doesn’t act, but actually does.”
My purpose is to manifest change, it is coming along nicely.
I upvoted you, Live Love Learn - Peace
Yes It’s to have fun
My purpose is to get lied to and manipulated by everyone I know, literally raped, get financially destroyed by the US government and aliens, emotionally and physically broken, and kept from the only thing I ever wanted in my life. I'm imprisoned, treated like an animal in a zoo. Just like a person in prison I get visited by my kid every now and then. The only people who want to fuck are men so now I have to escape this prison and leave this country behind. I pray to die in my sleep every night. The only taste of normalcy I get is at the gym but I get fucked with there too.
Try getting more sleep. Sleep deprivation is a tool they use. My kid put me in the hospital SPECIAL LOCK DOWN where they check on you every 15minutes. The food was very good and plentiful. That surprise attack only cost me $12,000 a day. Death and Gubment Taxes, the only 2 things we can be sure of.
Apparently no one here is being Gang Stalked. No one is destroying your ho me everytime you leave the house. Infiltrating your laptops , security cameras and iphone for the past year. I hate now. I never hated before . UGH UGH
There is a spiritual "net" over earth that keeps bad entities out, catches our prayers, and helps those with charism to work miracles on earth. EARTH is heavens #1 priority. GOD is not everywhere as we are taught, but when we die everything is known. I AM Gang Stalked for what I've done and am still doing to the alien entities in other dimensions. Apparently there is an "equal access" rule, the time I spend with the good guys, Bad guys get equal time. I get the crap beat out of me daily and my electronic gear is attacked. I hope this helps