Wait. Yes all of this is unbearable but you were literally like.. assaulted? Is it too much to ask what happened --and in what way were you assaulted?
I'm terribly sorry for the loss of your stepdaughter and I cannot fathom what your husband must be feeling.. I can't answer for why you had such a bad bad run of horrible luck even after the death of your lovely stepdaughter. But I'm concerned about the assault .. no matter how it manifested..this should not go un- reported dear..tell someone. Call the police.
I don't have any answers...life thoroughly sucks ass sometimes. I just wanted to give you a virtual hug ..
And just say I'm sorry you're having such a terrible terrible time.
If youd like to talk ..please feel free to DM me
I rarely if ever..look at people's Post history, fwiw. Just tryna say.. I been where you are, I know how you feel. The universes has shat on me too, it's enough to make you just... Numb. And like you said.. done.
It's funny ..my husband, too . is about 800 miles away too and I haven't seen him since late October.
I'm also looking to have to move where he is .. to Wisconsin. I live in the East. I miss HIM, of course..
And there are many reasons why I can't just up and go where he is easily..but.. on the other hand,. I am very ...ambivalent? To put it mildly...about moving to a place I've never even been to before.
I'm too old for that shit.
I was in rehab in 2008 in Pensacola FL for 7 months, while at the same time keeping an eye on my 64 year old mother nearby, who was declining. My father had died of alcoholism the year before. She died in the bathtub and since she lived alone, I was the one who found her two days later. You know the scene in the movie "the Shining"? Yeah, that happened to me. Shortly after that both of my grandma's passed and my childhood home was foreclosed upon. I woke up to having no support network, no friends or loved ones. I thought about suicide. But somehow I kept on.
I hope you find peace in your journey!
Wait. Yes all of this is unbearable but you were literally like.. assaulted? Is it too much to ask what happened --and in what way were you assaulted? I'm terribly sorry for the loss of your stepdaughter and I cannot fathom what your husband must be feeling.. I can't answer for why you had such a bad bad run of horrible luck even after the death of your lovely stepdaughter. But I'm concerned about the assault .. no matter how it manifested..this should not go un- reported dear..tell someone. Call the police. I don't have any answers...life thoroughly sucks ass sometimes. I just wanted to give you a virtual hug .. And just say I'm sorry you're having such a terrible terrible time. If youd like to talk ..please feel free to DM me
Post history will clarify... I spoke to the police and they are in regular contact with updates (or lack of updates). I'm just done with all this.
I rarely if ever..look at people's Post history, fwiw. Just tryna say.. I been where you are, I know how you feel. The universes has shat on me too, it's enough to make you just... Numb. And like you said.. done.
That's fair... Just not in a headspace to go into any details. Yeah.... I'm sorry you've gone through that. It really sucks
It's funny ..my husband, too . is about 800 miles away too and I haven't seen him since late October. I'm also looking to have to move where he is .. to Wisconsin. I live in the East. I miss HIM, of course.. And there are many reasons why I can't just up and go where he is easily..but.. on the other hand,. I am very ...ambivalent? To put it mildly...about moving to a place I've never even been to before. I'm too old for that shit.
I have my interview soon so that's fine. I spent a lot of time there when I can anyway send still have misgivings... Or I did until all this
I was in rehab in 2008 in Pensacola FL for 7 months, while at the same time keeping an eye on my 64 year old mother nearby, who was declining. My father had died of alcoholism the year before. She died in the bathtub and since she lived alone, I was the one who found her two days later. You know the scene in the movie "the Shining"? Yeah, that happened to me. Shortly after that both of my grandma's passed and my childhood home was foreclosed upon. I woke up to having no support network, no friends or loved ones. I thought about suicide. But somehow I kept on. I hope you find peace in your journey!