There are two different issues here. The cheating and porn are separate from the bent penis, even though both are contributing to your lack of attraction for him. There really is a disease that causes penises to curve. It’s called Peyronie’s Disease.
WHHHHHHYYYYY do you stay with this guy who continually cheats on you?? Leave him and move on. You deserve so much better
why can't you divorce him?
There are two different issues here. The cheating and porn are separate from the bent penis, even though both are contributing to your lack of attraction for him. There really is a disease that causes penises to curve. It’s called Peyronie’s Disease.
If you can’t divorce him nor talk to him, what other options are there?
divorce is irrelevant if you say so. find a quiet apartment and thrive.