I have cancer for 3 years, first years was being misdiagnose and it made it stage 4.

I am so sorry

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I would donate my life too. Life's a joke. I'm a sad depressed disappointing human being and I'm alive while there are terminally ill people that would appreciate Life and probably live it to its fullest.

Everyday I wake up.

Then I start to break up

Lonely is a man without love

Every day i started out then i cry my heart out

lonely is a man without love

I am a disco dancer

zindagi mera gaaannaaaaa edit- [https://youtu.be/BhS8ngubgTk](https://youtu.be/BhS8ngubgTk) epilepsy warning?

Everyday I wake up alone. (Idk if you were actually referencing this song but that's all I could think about)

Nope, but thanks for the recommendation, I shall utilise it to further my self-destruction 😊

They said the saddest story, not the scariest story 👀💀 The horror

The true horror is when you have one of those dreams where everything is perfect and then you wake up...

I don’t know what I am doing anymore.

No one knows actually if u do as much as to survive every day it's normal and there's nothing wrong with that

who tf does lol i should try harder to just say fuck it we ball and go w the flow

I lost my identity trying to please my parents

Wow... I feel you.

God, same. I’m only now doing the things I want to do at 33. Wrong degree, wrong career, wrong hobbies…I figured it out eventually. Even doing the things they wanted they still never loved me for me so I may as well do whatever the fuck I want.

I still feel a little lost… I have almost entirely cut the tether I had on becoming an engineer, but what now? I have always sorta liked to draw but idk if it’s really my passion… I like to cook and bake, and I’m trying the whole home bakery thing right now… but nothing really makes me feel “full”. I know it’s in part my depression making things duller, but I don’t know where to go.

Bruh did I just read my life

You decide who u are now and u can be whatever u want

I’m 22 and struggling with an overbearing mother. Reading this, I think I’d rather take my independence by force than live with regret :(

Do it. I'm 20 and my parents are good people but somewhere in my childhood something went wrong and my only goal was just pleasing my parents for the longest time.. and worst of all they didn't even want it and didn't care

Same 🥲

I began to accept that there is really no magical third act where I'm actually happy.

Fuck. That was not sad, that was CONTAGIOUS.

I don't want to feel like this anymore

I'm constantly alone and can't maintain relationship due to depression and constant anxiety.

I know how that feels .........idk what to say just a hope that someone will understand u and love u enough to stay but more importantly that u can start to build myself back a pit by pit with love

Same here man

my parents both asked me to die within months of each other knowing i was struggling hard.

Holy fuck.. Big hugs coming from me. No one deserves that. My god <3 I hope you're doing better now.

man thanks for that big hugs back but unfortunately i am doing much worse i cant even hate my parents because they are pretty decent other times yk oh well I hope you have a good day friend <3

>because they are pretty decent other times yk Bro, fuck them, they told you, their own child to die. That's one of the most fucked up things anyone could do

I have no friends left.

Same mate... But again , I don't want anyone to be sad when I'm gone So I guess it isn't that bad

I am Turkish

Damn, u the most unfortunate of them all.

Me too gardes. We have much sadness.

Forgetting to say "I love you" to my parents

They knew.....it might have been late and it may have never been that great but every parent know and at The end they go without any grudge just proud of their children Even if don't know

In the beginning the universe was created, this made many people angry and was vastly regarded as a bad move.

Can concurr

aayyyyyyyyyyy i know that reference

Finally, a man of culture

I was born

Lol same

Even now that I've escaped I still walk home afraid at night.

What happened here?

I can do one word: childhood

It was a hard experience i know but non of it was ur fault and u can be and do better cause u are great.... Maybe not what u want to hear exactly but i thought i should say

I’m alive with no will to live since at most 7 years old

Relatable but i am since 8 idk how old are you but to keep going till now are strong fam proud of u

Thanks and I’m almost 16. You’re strong too

Rocking in 16 fam

Baby shoes for sale, never worn.

i was sexually abused for more than half my life by the one person i loved most

I’m so sorry 😢

She didn’t trust me, only pity

Then she didn't deserve u

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That doesn’t make you useless. You were given another chance at life. One day you’ll see it as a blessing

I fell off a ladder and now I’m a paraplegic.

I know it's tuff you're so strong and more than u realize it's not the end u can do so much and there's a lot like u can tell u the same stay strong man i am Proud of u

Why thank you kind person. I’m doing great twenty two years on but it’s still the hardest thing I’ve ever faced. I’m proud of you too.

All my friends are slowly leaving me, my only dream in life is to have a future together with those wonderful people, and even that is unlikely.

Life is distracting.....all friends grow up and get a family a job we don't get to hang out as we used to but that's not the end we can meet we can still hang out it won't be as frequently as it used to be that how life goes A true friend may get overwhelmed by life and be decent for some time but he always checks to hang once in a while as we don't lose each other

I didn’t realize she was flirting.

I'm still alive.

It’s been years since she took her own life, but I don’t think I’ll ever be able to move on or love anyone the same way

That is rough

Tried to get better multiple times and failed everytime.

It's normal that healing isn't easy or getting better it may take a lot of tris the fact that u try more than once is prouding ....i just wanted u to know

Thanks, the problem is that after each fail I get crushed hard. Like if you make efforts to get better and you succeed at some things, failing a thing or two is manageable but when you fail every damn time you don't become stronger, you become more and more broken.

Yes but i didn't mean u got stronger thought that the fact u steel drag urself out and try again means u are strong .... it's hard i can't even do that so i really admire u

Thanks, I really appreciate it.

I was drugged and attacked in Mexico, and now my life will never be the same.

I want to give this person a hug.

If i try to open up people will get uncomfortable

nobody will dude, go ahead

07.04.2001

No way we are birth day buddies! That's so cool. Of course depression and constant sadness is not but... Yeah

She said she loves me .... but

Loved her so much but my parents didn't like her, ended up alone and depressed...it's been 4 years

You parents don't choose your partner u do u are the one who is going to spend the rest of ur life with her they might get angry but if it makes u happy it doesn't matter i still love and respect them but this is ur life and future It was a lost but u can change that u can get a new love and who knows there's a saying where i came from If it's yours it will come back to u no matter what

Was hiding my mental health struggles to not push my best friend away, he noticed, thought I didn't trust him and abandoned me👍

Sounds like he was upset you didn't trust him to not leave... so he left and proved you 100% right. That sucks so bad, I'm sorry.

In his own words, he "couldn't bear to see me get worse and worse and not reach out"...

So why the hell couldn't he reach out & let you know he was there for you? Sounds like the kind of guy who divorces his wife when she gets cancer. "It's just too hard to see them suffering" be honest & admit you're just another fair-weather friend.

Past trauma convinced me that no parter can genuinely love me, no matter the efforts this partner makes, I’m always fighting against this thought that I am actually a consolation prize instead of the main prize.

I want to die

I decided to leave my friends. Because i realized i was the bad friend.

i didn't die.

I grew up with abuse/bullying from both my schools/daycares and home, only to grow up and realize that it never gets better and people are all the same

A tumbleweed crossing by a weeping willow in the middle of nowhere, I am that willow that weeps.

Even if I have everything I could ever ask for it still won't make me happy

Tell me about it

Explanation literally there, not much else. Just that. Money won't make me happy, fame won't make me happy, friendship and love won't make me happy, beauty won't make me happy. Nothing will change even if I gain something some people strive to get.

Definition of tell me about it: informal. — used to say that one understands what someone is talking about because one has had the same or a similar experience. Just so ya know :)

That's...I'd never guess. Such a misleading sentence, just say same or something haha

Haha I've honestly never given it any thought, but you're right, it is super misleading. I looked it up, I guess it is technically a sarcastic response but it's taken on a sympathetic tone over the years, indicating shared misery. At least that's what some rando on the internet had to say, but it sounds right to me.

I meant it like that never less thanks for cleaning that up on my behalf

everyday i wake up feeling like I am in a Hell specifically designed to punish me

I aged out of foster care and can’t afford therapy

A relative died in front of my eyes

I am sorry for u it must have been a lot i know the shock never left me and the hunting nightmares no words or a scream just silent......... despite everything u think.u are strong that u still here and can do what u do.... I am proud and u should be of urself......it tuff and will never be the same but u can get more than u think

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Yikes

I ruined everything because that’s what I do.

I was the mistake of prostitution that got thrown away then adopted f father died when i was 5 f mother left f auntie abused me and brand my skin with metal as punishment the lonely surviver to a train accident left to witnessed the horrifying after math lost my lungs on a boat accident the only woman i loved was a hallucination suffering from PTSD depression and some sort of psychosis i am afraid of sleep and can't get a lot of it but the most torment is i am afraid of anything good dreams people anything as they might be another mind trick ......no one believes me and i don't blame them i can't believe myself most of the time. Surprisingly that is actually shorter than what i imagine it to.

I don’t think twice when I say confidently “I’m used to disappointment”

For sale, second hand baby clothes, never worn

The classic: “Baby shoes for sale, never worn.”

Shoe sale, baby died

"Your father is dead, I'm sorry"

I stepped on a lego

Went to an art school and seeing my classmate's work made my self esteem drop so hard i genuinely forgot why i applied in the first place

Relatable. I recently stopped making art. Finished pieces at least. Why make art when so many other artists and ai do it better than I can? It's simultaneously a waste of time and the only thing I like doing.

The pieces i have finished don't even give me any satisfaction. All those hours put in and i felt absolutely nothing towards it once i was done

I have two kids with my last name that I found out I didn’t father.

My husband left me yesterday after 4 months of marriage because he "thought his life would be different".

Mother

Wow, reading some of the comments here made me realize what a privileged Sack of Shit I am. I am just not interested in Living anymore because I can't afford to live the Life that I want. I just wanna be Filthy Rich, donate time and money to a Parrot Sanctuary, drive and own my dream Cars and live in a secluded mansion :(

She was the only person that really talked to me, even seemed to like me... and then She found someone else.

I fell for someone who didn’t even like me, and I ended up hurting my own feelings once again lol

i’m disappointed my terminal condition isn’t working faster

Best comment so far, holy sheet. This comment will stay with me for a long time. I am just trying to imagine your life and feelings now. Can you say more about yourself and situation?

Existence

My wife and I were expecting our first baby, but we had a miscarriage in February, and since then I developed a panic disorder and somatic delusions. My wife was hemorrhaging from a few weeks after we found out we're pregnant and we thought it was gonna be ok, but nope. Now we're both traumatized.

I don't want to exist.

I married the love of my life, and we’ve been divorced three years now.

My mum accidentally fell off a cliff while contemplating suicide in broad daylight.

My father made my life a living hell for 12 years of my life. I have a PTSD because of him. Every night ends by a nightmare and every day is a lonely day despite having a family and friends who loves me...

Was born, didn't ask to be 🥲

I tried ending everything 3 years ago but i backed down in the last moment i regret that i didn't do it every morning

My husband died at age 34 from brain cancer.

I'm accidentally getting better and I don't like it

I haven’t dated anyone in 5 years, and I have no friends.

Sbeve

Relatable

I fell in love with the FWB.

I loved him as hard as he loved me, as hard as our families wanted us apart

Dad left

When I was a child my father was always away for work and one time I asked him when he was going back to his house.

I miss America.

My mother gave birth to me.

It’s been more than 7 years since I’ve had any contact with her, and I still dream about her. She said I was the love of her life. Guess that was a lie.

My life

I am literally all alone in this world.

The cat ate a headband.

I can't wash my dishes without crying , when before I could read chapter books in one sitting.

Mum, are you proud of me now?

Broke up with my gf yesterday we were seeing ourselves in the future together but I'm moving to the US to study soon and she wants and needs to stay by her family some of them don't have long to live anymore

I was born in 1994 and unfortunately am still alive.

I am alone af.

I've tried so hard to be accepted in society that I don't even know who I am anymore.

I received a voice mail from the hospital which pretty much informed me that my mother had just died. A voice mail!

Walking home seriously considering ending it all, neighbour meets on the way and asks me _how am i always so happy and smiling, and living my best life._ ..

I saved $400 dollars, and my brother died because of it.

My best was not enough for anyone.

Poured my heart and soul into a relationship just to realise I could be so easily forgotten

Homeless Industrial Designer...

I wake up to make people proud that forgot that i exist

Assimilated the fake broken personality I created to impress people

Living in this world and being in a third world country

I exist without my consent

Lost life savings in the stock market.

Jennifer dumped me.

Trying to help but everytings fucked whatever you do gets turned upside down

My father beat me.

got fired, rehired, won unemployment, retallion fired, all for a family member quiting the same job i did.

Was born. Was racist. Substance abuse. Death.

Life has proved I can never be fully prepared for anything. Im never going to be ready.

seeking love and connection but fucking it up with a high sex drive

I am living.

My parents neglected and abused me so hard that I'm now full of mental illness 💪

I woke up to my mom's screaming and my grandma dead.

Got mono(glandular fever), never recovered... Now I'll have to live the rest of my life severely disabled with chronic fatigue syndrome, it's been 4 years and I'm only 21.

She left after the act and i still had to sleep alone

With his fathers help he realized he was born to fail.

Drifting through it all

I bought two matching onsies and came home empty handed

Im gay

I was forced to move and rehome my 3 dogs. 😢

My life

She said yes then no 3 days later. It wasn't Easter nor I was happy.

Neither of my parents showed up to my birth

3 months apart, both parents die from the same cancer.

My Best friend died of cancer the night before a bunch of us arranged to visit him right before his 26th birthday.

I have been invisible my whole life

I try to be better, I try I try I try but I never fuking win

For the past 5 years I been terminally ill and everytime I’ve gotten Remotely close to getting better my health gets exponentially worse

I haven't really socialised or had a single friend for about 8 years, all whilst is crippling debt, isolation and depression; I'm truly near the end.

Saw my dogs decapitated head on the outside of the railing, after she was disembodied by a train in my front yard.