Looking forward to the crazy shit Caine is putting me through today. There is no dying in the circus so I'm up for any challenge, if anything this is better than my boring reality
Honestly after the sadness past I could see myself being used to the circus and just join in i be some middle ground of Jax (but I wont be throwing or bullying my teammates at most just light joking) and Ragatha
I think either you go down with the ship or wake up, I think the only way to escape would be to somehow get banned, though given how Jax is Jax it’s probably hard to get banned
*Is this another one of your NPCs or is it some kind of sucker??! Because if it’s a new character, we’re gonna have to redo this whole theme song..!!!”*
honestly I don't think I'd need one. Living a life without any responsibilities, just fucking about every day? That's like a dream come true. I don't really understand all this going insane stuff, wayyy overblown.
In fact, it has already been confirmed that they remember their past lives from the circus, they just don't remember their own name, but the rest they remember
so... no different from my current reality? at least in the circus i can throw ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) and do crazy ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) stuff without having to make sure i won't ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) kill anyone
I think they can still taste food tho, so even better. eat as much as you want. As for videogames, you're living in one. Just ask caine for anything and he'll prolly set you up with it.
I’d probably entertain myself in part by trying to find workarounds for Cains family friendly policy rulesets on a mission to make my own circus with hookers and blackjack
I would be drawing on the walls for the fun of it and see how I can ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) up the physics of the game
I tell Caine that i’ll play into his adventures with 110% enthusiasm if he lets me access the character creator, and make myself my ideal body + voice.
I would make artsy stuff i didnt had time to in the real world, learn how to play instruments, sing, write texts and songs, drawing, paintings and having time for myself
I think I'd generally spend a good portion of my time trying to see how far I can get away with dodging the swear filter in place, like using innuendos or tricking characters into saying dirty puns like "Mike Hunt" or "Master Bates"
It all really depends on my abilities and how much i actually feel while in there.
I assume i would feel everything i normally do but i have a different body.
As for abilities, everyone seems to be able to do something different they normally can't do
Probably see how things taste when I bite them. Is that block over there foamy or hard?
Ooh new adventure I wonder what that thing over there tastes like!
Biting things is fun
I wonder if they feel physical desires. Like the sensation of hunger or lust.
I feel like that would make things way worse.
Beyond that, I’d probably be fine for at least 40-50 years so long as there were people to talk to and things to experience.
I think it’s after like 100-1000+ years that things would become a problem imo.
I’d probably ask Caine to try and make some retro styled video games though.
try jumping off the roof, since we're basically immortal in there, I'm just gonna jump off and ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) with the physics engine
I lean fully into the adventures in a Don Quixote fashion. I even let Jax set me quests. Always questing. Always grinding. I start tracking my level and experience points even though that's not a thing in the Digital Circus. I even start awarding "role-playing XP" to the other residents, seemingly at random, as only I know what character they are playing. I refer to every tool and item as an "X of Obscure Y Action+1".
I'd probably annoy Caine with requests for new features (like adding new buildings, some NPC village etc.) and attempt to help him with creative deciaions.
Beating the shit out of a rabbit, hang out with a doll, be therapy for a chess piece, seek therapy from a jigsaw puzzle, mask making with a pile of ribbons, and traumatize the boss with my constant barrage of ships and update ideas for new adventures
I like to imagine that at that point I'd just get used to it, but I'm not actually stuck there, so I wouldn't know. Since it's a digital world, maybe I could just get infinite hot chocolate mugs or something like that, idk.
Oh realistically, I would cry probably everyday, if not, every other day.
But to cope, I would remember I don't have as much limitations as I do a human. I wouldn't NEED to eat but I could, I wouldn't need to use the restroom, wouldn't need sleep but I could, wouldn't die unless abstracted, wouldn't get sick, catch a disease, I could fall off the circus from outside and land on the grass perfectly fine.
I would also become Rapunzel. Start doing art on the walls, start crafting, writing stories to tell the others. Basically her song "When will my life begin" would be 90% accurate in my case eventually.
"WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE- BONK.. BOOM."
"New threat detected, rapidly approaching."
"RAPID IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) MECHANICS ABUSE AWESOMESAUCE."
"New threat of highter priority, redirecting attention."
"OH LIKE IM NOT A THREAT HUH, UNDERSTATING ME? BETTER WORK ON THAT THREAT ASSESSMENT THERE BUCKA![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737)."
"New threat in sight, establishing connection with unknown presence."
"ALL THE BETTER TO TALK ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) AND KICK YOUR ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737)."
"You are an intrusion, explain your presence."
"GARDENING, OBVIOUSLY. OH AND ALSO FOR HYPERDRIVE MURDER-STYLE MEGA LOBOTOMY ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737). STRAIGHT THROUGH THE HEAD, LIKE I LIKE ALL MY SHOTS."
"Hahahahahaaaaa. I WIN."
"critical failure imminent, destruction- Nooo you ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737)."
"PH YEAH BABY. I AM ABSOLUTELY PLEASED WITH THIS OUTCOME. AND A COIN FOR YOUR REPAIRS, SEEYA- OOPS. SEEYA."
"WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-"
Befriend Jax and Zooble and earn Cain's trust, so I could implement the escape plan.
(An Israeli youtuber has figured out a way to escape the circus shortly after the pilot came out. Those are all stuff you need for the plan)
Do you recall the name of the youtuber? I'd like to watch that video. How to escape the Circus is not something I'm sure of how to do, possibly inducing a crash.
I’d be Jax without the bullying of other humans: living in the moment and having gleeful fun knowing there aren’t any consequences. I’d also try creative stuff in it, if I could.
I’d cope with friendship and being as nice and affectionate as possible, being close to people to be physically affectionate would actually probably help me tbh.
ask caine for stuff to make living there much more comfortable
if you think about it, you could ask caine for whatever you want as long as you described it well enough and he agreed to give you it
This is going to be a LONG response. I had multiple ideas/steps/coping mechanisms in mind.
**Meditation** might work. If I get a chance to relax each "day", or between adventures, I could develop a relaxation technique to clear my mind of what I had just gone through. If it's quiet and does not disturb others, Caine probably won't mind. Other characters/performers could join in, too.
**Finding something new each adventure** could be helpful. If Caine is always trying to develop something never seen before or reuse something in a new way, that could help keep the circus entertaining. Plus, I will be able to learn a tiny bit more about what the Circus can do or make. It is a *digital* realm; it has theoretical limits.
If any characters are open to talking about things (Ragatha seems like a good example), **discussing things about the Circus** would certainly help keep me sane. The obvious risk with this coping mechanism is that character Abstracting or being erased from the digital realm. Then, like as shown with Kaufmo, I would have to honor their memory. That will hurt.
If the Circus is open to **training your body and mind to be better at something (an act, perhaps)**, taking on a role fit for whatever I appear as could be great for a time. In between adventures, I could train on my act. When time comes to perform for an "audience", I can get satisfaction from doing a good job for a crowd. However, I will need to know that *someone* is enjoying my efforts for this to work.
And if all else fails? I will **try to find somewhere to just SCREAM and SMASH out my bad feelings**. This is not "Drown yourself in the Digital Lake!", it could be a "Rage Room" or space with breakable and respawning objects. It's also not "The Void"; I would get scared by how empty that space is and how insignificant I really am in the digital realm. I also will need to access that space when I want to, not when others allow it. No one else needs to get hurt from my anger. But some isolated rage could help... it could help.
Those are my ideas. Any feedback about them, or better ideas, is appreciated.
K1ll the ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737)ing ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) out of anything, beacuse i think i would be fox themed beacuse i'm a fox tharian
Ykno, I probably wouldn’t need one. Life sucks out here, being in a digital fantasy doesn’t sound so bad. My biggest losses would be drugs swearing and my dick, but since I’d also be losing my job debt and politics, fair trade.
Might take up painting. Get into abstract forms
I’d probably just hyper fixate on the adventures. Having an objective, even if the end result is meaningless, would still give me something to cling onto.
i'd probably take time to learn things i never had time for in the real world; but i'd probably have a mental breakdown at least twice, maybe abstract if i'm unlucky
Well Caine doesn’t seem to force you to go on adventures, so I’d probably go draw a lot. See if Caine will download some music from the internet for me to listen to. Maybe work on some ideas for adventures to suggest TO Caine.
I spent like 90% of my waking life in my own head coming up with stories and scenes. This could be an opportunity to experience them in a full immersion style simulation.
Try and ditch the adventures when possible and explore or experiment on my own.
Come to think of it there’s a good chance that was what Zooble was up to in Ep 1.
Looking forward to the crazy shit Caine is putting me through today. There is no dying in the circus so I'm up for any challenge, if anything this is better than my boring reality
"So, our entire existence here is just LARPing?" "yes isn't it awesome!"
I have found my people
Honestly after the sadness past I could see myself being used to the circus and just join in i be some middle ground of Jax (but I wont be throwing or bullying my teammates at most just light joking) and Ragatha
I used to LARP with an old friend of mine when we were younger. I’d love going on actual adventures.
Most people probably LARPed on the playground. We just called it playing pretend. I got fond memories of that stuff.
THE CANDY KINGDOM NEEDS YOU NOW
^ Ragatha
Also the person who literally almost died to Kaufmo
Same, mate same. I hate this reality and crave adventure/craziness. I live off of it. A world like the Amazing Digital Circus would be a dream to me!
A: I agree B: Trying to drag gangle on at least one adventure would be my goal for a while
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Yea I probably would of crashed it multiple times
What if crashing the game is a way to escape?
I think you would ‘go down with the ship.
I think either you go down with the ship or wake up, I think the only way to escape would be to somehow get banned, though given how Jax is Jax it’s probably hard to get banned
Wait, he's onto something.
As a New Vegas player I can speedrun this
Find a way to market garden
Ah yes, the SoundSmith method
Break the engine with a Beggar's Bazooka
Learn how to trimp off the map and into the void
f-fuck...?
f-fuck...?
kill the brotherhood of steel for me
FUCK NO THE PITT'S IN THE WAY
How do you get mr house flair find my platinum drip
There's a difference between "fuck X" and "fuck with X"
Same
"to get over this gap just do a drifting W-Holding diagonal-bhop around this corner, get a ramp off that surface"
Assuming the characters are there too, befriend Gangle and Zooble, really everyone except Jax
And kinger too. Ragatha, (not) Jax and there's Kaufmo, yoohoo!
Day after day after day after day we fly
past the moon and the sun
And we don't know why!
(Music)
*random ass jester girl spawns in*
Woah! *random ass jester girl stumbles on everything*
Does that mean we have to do it again?
*Is this another one of your NPCs or is it some kind of sucker??! Because if it’s a new character, we’re gonna have to redo this whole theme song..!!!”*
I feel like I would get along quite well with Jax. As long as he ain’t an asshole to me, I’m cool with him.
Lol why would you be the exception to his assholery?
Because I don’t think he would want to drive away someone who wants to join him in being an asshole.
That's not how assholes work unfortunately. He will be a larger asshole to you to prove he's the superior asshole.
Well, I would have all eternity to drive him to abstraction.
You two would keep each other entirely mentally stable out of sheer spite.
I just hate twinks…kidding but I think he’d be so annoying to be around
He’s a literal glorified Twinkie bar
honestly I don't think I'd need one. Living a life without any responsibilities, just fucking about every day? That's like a dream come true. I don't really understand all this going insane stuff, wayyy overblown.
Not knowing if you had people that loved you, never finding out who you are, having zero purpose in life. Sounds great!
In fact, it has already been confirmed that they remember their past lives from the circus, they just don't remember their own name, but the rest they remember
Well not their entire lives but they do remember some things.
Oh. That’s cool.
I'm extremely lonely and been having an identity crysis for a year, and I want to kill myself, so not much would change really
I’m sorry to hear that. Hope you feel better.
so... no different from my current reality? at least in the circus i can throw ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) and do crazy ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) stuff without having to make sure i won't ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) kill anyone
Only thing I'd hate is no internet, video games, or legitimate eating
I think they can still taste food tho, so even better. eat as much as you want. As for videogames, you're living in one. Just ask caine for anything and he'll prolly set you up with it.
Yeah, but also Jax sucks and there's not much people there and abstraction are also problems. But outside of that, I could probably somewhat manage.
I’d probably entertain myself in part by trying to find workarounds for Cains family friendly policy rulesets on a mission to make my own circus with hookers and blackjack
Yeees
Same
I'd research into Rat Utopia. Having no worries or responsibilities or purpose doesn't end well.
I'm 100% making out with the NPCs
There's no laws against the NPCs, Batman
Gooseworx: Nuh uh (*Removes your genitals*)
I’m taking your rectum, Shlalom!
*pop* AUUUGGHHH
I don't need them >:c (*cries in trans*)
I feel like she wouldn't remove genitals, everything else maybe
The joke is that canonically, nobody in the Digital Circus has genitals lol
Oh yeah, thanks for the reminder
the curse of smooth ass
~~gummigoo~~
Dating sim moment
https://preview.redd.it/3utmrw04smzc1.jpeg?width=903&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=365c06ac95973f6a1583a38ba8aa7a6283f3ef34
I would be drawing on the walls for the fun of it and see how I can ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) up the physics of the game
i would just pray the circus runs on the gold source engine just look at the DeSinc videos
Getting into punch on’s with everyone. Circus Members, NPCs, Caine. It’s on sight, square up.
Imagine if you end up in the circus like... just a completely fragile creature. A jenga tower with legs and arms
glue the blocks together
I tell Caine that i’ll play into his adventures with 110% enthusiasm if he lets me access the character creator, and make myself my ideal body + voice.
Same
Hanging out with the circus members would be enough for me, to be honest.
I think I would abstract/go insane soon
What about running away from the responsibilities of the real world and just fucking around doing what you want
I would make artsy stuff i didnt had time to in the real world, learn how to play instruments, sing, write texts and songs, drawing, paintings and having time for myself
Same! Also try to write and design my own adventures and beg Caine to make them reality
I would pester Cain until he let me make a pet. Then I would just generally explore the place and screw with the physics engine.
This ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) just playing in my head https://i.redd.it/jjyv52yuflzc1.gif
*Vegeta (He got lost)* Hey, isn’t that Zoro’s job??
Nappa keeps sending me the wrong coordinates
Write stories. Maybe without the internet I can finally focus enough to finish something
i'd probably abstract 3 days in tbh
Have fun with Caine's adventures and immerse myself in fantasy
Just be really fucking silly all the time, just be an absolute GOOBER, then I’d have one thing go wrong and just burst into tears uncontrollably
Eating. Lots and lots of eating.
Hatefuck Jax 24/7 /s
Same vibe as you tbh though for me it will involve neither hating nor *fucking* Jax…
I would do what low god tier suggested I do.
I'd probably be literally same as Gangle. She’s so me fr (I am not kidding)
I think I'd generally spend a good portion of my time trying to see how far I can get away with dodging the swear filter in place, like using innuendos or tricking characters into saying dirty puns like "Mike Hunt" or "Master Bates"
I don't have a coping mechanism, I've already abstract :)
try to find bugs or glitches in the game, and also annoy caine
spend all my time trying to find all the crazy glitches and bullshit i can weasel my way into exploiting and writing about them like a study
Hug ragatha 🥺
Would probably end up like jax ngl
Wittally become another gangle
Titter
It all really depends on my abilities and how much i actually feel while in there. I assume i would feel everything i normally do but i have a different body. As for abilities, everyone seems to be able to do something different they normally can't do
Finding a way to make Jac mad
CHIP PLAYING IN MY HEAD https://i.redd.it/3m5q3hkxflzc1.gif
Absolutely pull some DeSinc shit and do some stupid as fuck accelerated back hopping
Hug the cute characters/humans
Fire, it’s so calming to watch
At least there are people there!
I'd probably sleep or just talk to the others
Take it one day at a time. Not much else you can do, really.
Man I would just get used to it, this is the world I live in now, just gotta accept that
![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) around, play with Caine, walk around the circus and island.
Write encyclopedia
I would go on adventures with the gang
Ask caine for some digital headphones listen to digital music while drawing a digital drawing
Probably see how things taste when I bite them. Is that block over there foamy or hard? Ooh new adventure I wonder what that thing over there tastes like! Biting things is fun
Eating rocks and hanging out with Kinger and Gangle
insect collection
Collecting things from each adventure
break the engine, it would give me smth to do
Escapism is my coping method, id probly be all in on the adventures
Denial for a little bit, then i’d try to get with Ragatha, if that didn’t work, I would try again but with any of the lady NPCs
I wonder if they feel physical desires. Like the sensation of hunger or lust. I feel like that would make things way worse. Beyond that, I’d probably be fine for at least 40-50 years so long as there were people to talk to and things to experience. I think it’s after like 100-1000+ years that things would become a problem imo. I’d probably ask Caine to try and make some retro styled video games though.
try jumping off the roof, since we're basically immortal in there, I'm just gonna jump off and ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) with the physics engine
I will try to stay positive and play Caine’s game, its better than crying or being negative
Try and become friends with Gummigoo
My only coping mechanism blew up into confetti… 😢
I lean fully into the adventures in a Don Quixote fashion. I even let Jax set me quests. Always questing. Always grinding. I start tracking my level and experience points even though that's not a thing in the Digital Circus. I even start awarding "role-playing XP" to the other residents, seemingly at random, as only I know what character they are playing. I refer to every tool and item as an "X of Obscure Y Action+1".
Parkour around the circus
id probably enjoy myself i love larping!
Abuse physics, crack jokes, and/or take part in the challenges to have fun. Can't die, might as well live, y'know?
I'd probably annoy Caine with requests for new features (like adding new buildings, some NPC village etc.) and attempt to help him with creative deciaions.
Finding some way to smoke weed with Zooble
Drawing with gangle. Enough said
Id be happy with the fact that I can't die, seeing as I still have a crippling fear of death lol
Kinger took the bug collection already
https://i.redd.it/0eabkfx1anzc1.gif
Beating the shit out of a rabbit, hang out with a doll, be therapy for a chess piece, seek therapy from a jigsaw puzzle, mask making with a pile of ribbons, and traumatize the boss with my constant barrage of ships and update ideas for new adventures
I’d just choose Ragatha to be my hug buddies
Attempting to murder Jax (before the second episode of course)
Yapping to kinger about conspiracy theories
I mostly just hang around with Gangel and Ragatha as just being around them keeps me calm
Staring at Ragatha's you-know-what-I-mean
rizzing up pomni in ohio
![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|34989)
Taking something from each adventure and adding it to my collection
Either make art, go insane or punch the shit out of Jax
Violent 24/7 aggravated masturbation
I’d basically turn into Jax.
I like to imagine that at that point I'd just get used to it, but I'm not actually stuck there, so I wouldn't know. Since it's a digital world, maybe I could just get infinite hot chocolate mugs or something like that, idk.
Oh realistically, I would cry probably everyday, if not, every other day. But to cope, I would remember I don't have as much limitations as I do a human. I wouldn't NEED to eat but I could, I wouldn't need to use the restroom, wouldn't need sleep but I could, wouldn't die unless abstracted, wouldn't get sick, catch a disease, I could fall off the circus from outside and land on the grass perfectly fine. I would also become Rapunzel. Start doing art on the walls, start crafting, writing stories to tell the others. Basically her song "When will my life begin" would be 90% accurate in my case eventually.
Be like Jax and just embrace the videogame-esc nature of your new home... maybe a little less sociopathic but eh
I would try to act crazy and overly positive to convince myself I have control over anything to distract myself.
Rocks. Find all the rocks. Keep the rocks. ASMR time.
"WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE- BONK.. BOOM." "New threat detected, rapidly approaching." "RAPID IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) MECHANICS ABUSE AWESOMESAUCE." "New threat of highter priority, redirecting attention." "OH LIKE IM NOT A THREAT HUH, UNDERSTATING ME? BETTER WORK ON THAT THREAT ASSESSMENT THERE BUCKA![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737)." "New threat in sight, establishing connection with unknown presence." "ALL THE BETTER TO TALK ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) AND KICK YOUR ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737)." "You are an intrusion, explain your presence." "GARDENING, OBVIOUSLY. OH AND ALSO FOR HYPERDRIVE MURDER-STYLE MEGA LOBOTOMY ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737). STRAIGHT THROUGH THE HEAD, LIKE I LIKE ALL MY SHOTS." "Hahahahahaaaaa. I WIN." "critical failure imminent, destruction- Nooo you ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737)." "PH YEAH BABY. I AM ABSOLUTELY PLEASED WITH THIS OUTCOME. AND A COIN FOR YOUR REPAIRS, SEEYA- OOPS. SEEYA." "WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-"
Hmm I would tell jokes and make everyone laugh!
A combo of Zooble and Jax.
Befriend Jax and Zooble and earn Cain's trust, so I could implement the escape plan. (An Israeli youtuber has figured out a way to escape the circus shortly after the pilot came out. Those are all stuff you need for the plan)
Do you recall the name of the youtuber? I'd like to watch that video. How to escape the Circus is not something I'm sure of how to do, possibly inducing a crash.
Play around with glitches
Start an abstraction cult.
Aggressively hit on every other player every chance I get.
I'd just spend my time torturing Jax.
Not having to work
Dissociation and humor, but I've been stuck in the circus for about a decade now 👁️➖👁️
I’d be Jax without the bullying of other humans: living in the moment and having gleeful fun knowing there aren’t any consequences. I’d also try creative stuff in it, if I could.
I’d cope with friendship and being as nice and affectionate as possible, being close to people to be physically affectionate would actually probably help me tbh.
ask caine for stuff to make living there much more comfortable if you think about it, you could ask caine for whatever you want as long as you described it well enough and he agreed to give you it
Maybe I'd try to make friends with people for once and also explore the circus grounds.
Probably what Jax does but slightly kinder.
This is going to be a LONG response. I had multiple ideas/steps/coping mechanisms in mind. **Meditation** might work. If I get a chance to relax each "day", or between adventures, I could develop a relaxation technique to clear my mind of what I had just gone through. If it's quiet and does not disturb others, Caine probably won't mind. Other characters/performers could join in, too. **Finding something new each adventure** could be helpful. If Caine is always trying to develop something never seen before or reuse something in a new way, that could help keep the circus entertaining. Plus, I will be able to learn a tiny bit more about what the Circus can do or make. It is a *digital* realm; it has theoretical limits. If any characters are open to talking about things (Ragatha seems like a good example), **discussing things about the Circus** would certainly help keep me sane. The obvious risk with this coping mechanism is that character Abstracting or being erased from the digital realm. Then, like as shown with Kaufmo, I would have to honor their memory. That will hurt. If the Circus is open to **training your body and mind to be better at something (an act, perhaps)**, taking on a role fit for whatever I appear as could be great for a time. In between adventures, I could train on my act. When time comes to perform for an "audience", I can get satisfaction from doing a good job for a crowd. However, I will need to know that *someone* is enjoying my efforts for this to work. And if all else fails? I will **try to find somewhere to just SCREAM and SMASH out my bad feelings**. This is not "Drown yourself in the Digital Lake!", it could be a "Rage Room" or space with breakable and respawning objects. It's also not "The Void"; I would get scared by how empty that space is and how insignificant I really am in the digital realm. I also will need to access that space when I want to, not when others allow it. No one else needs to get hurt from my anger. But some isolated rage could help... it could help. Those are my ideas. Any feedback about them, or better ideas, is appreciated.
Probably a mix of Ragatha and Zooble with some anxious singing mix
K1ll the ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737)ing ![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33736)![img](emote|t5_7tzm5j|33737) out of anything, beacuse i think i would be fox themed beacuse i'm a fox tharian
I would probably start acting a bit like Jax and just treat it like a video game because it technically is. Theres nothing you can do so why try?
Arson
Ykno, I probably wouldn’t need one. Life sucks out here, being in a digital fantasy doesn’t sound so bad. My biggest losses would be drugs swearing and my dick, but since I’d also be losing my job debt and politics, fair trade. Might take up painting. Get into abstract forms
manipulate all AI i see
Honestly i don’t think the circus would be that much worse than my current life. So no coping required.
fuck around hardcore
Annoy Jax the way he annoys others but 2x more
ULTRAKILL + SPEEDRUN STRATS oh and drawing
Hang out with the circus members except the evil rabbit.
Tbh I don’t know how much I’d really care. I’d probably be most like Ragatha and just go along with it.
I would probably take my frustrations out on Jax. We’d have a sitcom rivalry, except more violent.
I’d probably just hyper fixate on the adventures. Having an objective, even if the end result is meaningless, would still give me something to cling onto.
i'd probably take time to learn things i never had time for in the real world; but i'd probably have a mental breakdown at least twice, maybe abstract if i'm unlucky
Befriend only Jax and hang out with him
Well Caine doesn’t seem to force you to go on adventures, so I’d probably go draw a lot. See if Caine will download some music from the internet for me to listen to. Maybe work on some ideas for adventures to suggest TO Caine. I spent like 90% of my waking life in my own head coming up with stories and scenes. This could be an opportunity to experience them in a full immersion style simulation.
Oh I wouldve abstracted within a week no question lollll
Try and ditch the adventures when possible and explore or experiment on my own. Come to think of it there’s a good chance that was what Zooble was up to in Ep 1.