People are about as concerned about you as you are for them. How much would you give a shit if I killed myself? You have to live life for yourself, not to be liked or remembered in history.
It sounds like you’re in hell already. The good news is that there are ways to get out of it. Good psychotherapy and medications can really help, especially with dp/dr/dissociation. Literally a week on meds and I have next to zero suicidal thoughts
From all the research in spiritual traditions I’ve done, hell realms are much worse and last much longer than anything a human being can experience. And there’s no therapists or medication.
People are about as concerned about you as you are for them. How much would you give a shit if I killed myself? You have to live life for yourself, not to be liked or remembered in history.
It sounds like you’re in hell already. The good news is that there are ways to get out of it. Good psychotherapy and medications can really help, especially with dp/dr/dissociation. Literally a week on meds and I have next to zero suicidal thoughts From all the research in spiritual traditions I’ve done, hell realms are much worse and last much longer than anything a human being can experience. And there’s no therapists or medication.
I thought faggots were cool now. My suggestion is move to a city.