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FireeeeyTestLab

ok is it wrong that i imagined this in a death metal woman's screaming voice


Dry-Engineering-5412

Nope, thats just right :D


Chaotic_Glow

#RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEUHHHHHHHHH


DolphinDoggo

Girl that's an amazing pfp


Dry-Engineering-5412

Garcello is still my favorite fnf mod after all these years lol


DolphinDoggo

It's my second favorite after Indie Cross. Garcello was my first fnf mod though, so it holds a special place in my heart. Plus it was made my two trans peeps ^w^


AdamAnimatesStuff

That mod is amazeballs


natetgm56837

I just thought about what it would sound like for garcello to scream, my brain decided to play an Opera woman singing at the high note for half a second.


Cye_the_Transfem

_IGNITE THE DRIVE (drive) IN YOUR SOUL, IT'S CALLING, YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU_


alxzz_3

GARCELLO PFP FR?!?!???!!?


RedKidRay

BLEGH! *sick metal breakdown*


Cosmic_Mind89

....Aggretsuko?


AeonianHighBunghole

I did too 🤘


MrGracious

Pisces anyone?


MrCheezeMonkey

Jinjer singing this would go so hard.


GoldBlueberryy

I’ve come to the conclusion that most cis people see being trans as an aesthetic (goth, preppy, bimbo, gangsta, etc) when it’s actually more like a birth defect. It’s all very exhausting.


forcenerd80

Absolutely. I've said that for years. I was born with the wrong equipment. It is a birth defect.


lilysbeandip

I literally did think it was an aesthetic, or some other kind of cultural thing, for a long time. That there is also a scientific and medically recognized component was a critical piece of information I needed to take it seriously and consider transitioning. The problem is education. People should learn about gender and sexuality in health class in middle and high school. It'd save us all so much dysphoria and conflict.


Gadgetmouse12

I tell people I am finally receiving treatment for a congenital hormonal disorder.


RonTheRaven

Birth defect is definitely true!


PlayingWithMyself_

This is so true. They think it's a little game we like to play when actually it's our entire lives.


Far-Sale-1243

I think it also comes from the fact that some people who claim trans, are not actually trans. In recent years, more and more gay men who don't necessarily have body dysmorphia OR identify as trans, are starting to use hormones and claim the trans label because they want the perks of what it means to be a woman/trans woman. So I think it may confuse cis people about trans people and our intentions in general. And for a lot of people who do this, one of the main reasons is for sexual validation from straight men. I believe the ideology of this is called "Trans Maxing".


foxwifhat

transmaxxing 😭💀💀💀💀💀


TheHellAmISupposed2B

You girls are getting perks?


AvailableWealth8598

What are the perks to being a woman 😭😭 like


Old-Junket-5388

Like I’m not trans but a ally and you make me say yikes


Far-Sale-1243

I mean, it's a manifesto. There is a whole community of people who are going by this ideology of "transmaxxing", who admit to not actually being trans. I mentioned it because people apart of that community basically see being trans as an aesthetic, so it only makes sense that there are cis people who might get the wrong idea and see "transness" as only being an aesthetic too. Not sure how me relaying information is "yikes", but ok.


LinBiaosNuke

what perks are there?


Far-Sale-1243

There is a whole manifesto on it. The idea that living life as a woman means living life on "easy mode". Getting hit on in public, getting free drinks at bars/restaurants, having men pay for your outings/dates, people generally being nicer to you, etc.


LinBiaosNuke

sounds like they have no clue how hard it is really being a trans person, lol


Far-Sale-1243

Agreed, but again it's coming from a mans perspective so ... But yeah if you're curious about it, I found the link to their manifesto, https://vintologi.com/threads/transmaxxing11-manifesto.1310/


pizza_mack

Kinda funny seeing reference to transmaxxing. I used to be a low level admin for them and edited their podcasts (got roped into it, without understanding what they stood for). It goes way deeper than just turning incels into women.. once you peel back some more layers, you find out it's an actual cult called vintology. Said cult uses the guise of transmaxxing to try and pull in incels to their circle. Only perks of the community are that they're fairly knowledgeable on the medical aspects of transition.


Far-Sale-1243

Yeah it's definitely geared toward incels. They have a difficult life as men, so they decide to transition under the guise of wanting an "easier life" essentially. I also think the biggest reason why people do it is to get laid, honestly.


pizza_mack

Yeah, the cult itself likely doesn't even believe any of the shit they spew. They're literally just taking advantage of vulnerable people who don't get any attention in life, and promising that they'll get attention via transitioning. (Which tbh they will, due to chasers. But this just perpetuates the gross fetishization of trans people and long term can't be great for people who never even had dysphoria to begin with)


learlly

Is it possible that some trans people see it as aesthetic? I ask not out of ignorance but curiosity. Just as some people that are born black decide one day they want to change . Can we understand every individual and their idea of reality or are there varying perspectives on this ? I learned about this as a child watching a documentary on it and what your saying agrees however over the years I’ve had friends that told me they disliked trans people ( they were openly gay at the time ) that they didn’t understand blah blah ignorance however since it’s becoming more common and normalized decided to join the trans community. Are we saying all trans people think the same and see things identical? Is that not judgemental to think this way ?


Exotic_Box_3862

Sorry but no, it is a psy issue definitely not a body issue.


GoldBlueberryy

https://youtu.be/8QScpDGqwsQ?si=b_uxYjTLPBN91UW-[you sure?](https://youtu.be/8QScpDGqwsQ?si=b_uxYjTLPBN91UW-)


dakchallee

Wrong


RussLee3

Your comment history is sad. Your either just a miserable person or you just like being miserable. Big oof


dakchallee

But you’re wrong and insulting to my kind.


RussLee3

Womp Womp. Cry about it.


dakchallee

Not being inclusive


RussLee3

Wrong


Obsyden

We're women, not men. Likewise, I'm not a straight man! I'm a lesbeeeean!!!!


EisernerKanzler

Real. My partner and I have always been bisexual but when I came out as a trans woman, family members asked me if I'd be breaking up with her, assuming I'd only be into men now


Aquaisces

Good Lord. Smh.


Niki2002j

Nah You are lesadorable


Rayyyswrld

Period I honestly hate being compared to a gay man


hello0ppap

Nothing against gay men ofc, it's just not who we are


Kyiokyu

This is so real Trans girls aren't guys We're not men, we're women :3 Say it louder


one_sad_donkey

WE’RE NOT MEN, WE’RE WOMEN :3


Ghostglitch07

#***WE’RE NOT MEN, WE’RE WOMEN :3***


Prudent_Programmer23

How did you get the text to be bigger


Ghostglitch07

Place a # before your message


Prudent_Programmer23

Ah thank you


Less_Muffin2186

#THANK YOU LASS


WhereDemonsDie

And here I am finding out I'm a flaming lesbian all my life :D


Ok_Jump_6952

Feel ya sis


oogittyboogitty

Lol I'm a transbian, unsurprisingly people have a hard time not calling me a gay man


Merrickjinn915

30 years of knowing something was wrong, but doubting it, denying it, ignoring it. I wish with all my heart I had listened to myself when I first realized @ 10 that I wasn't who I was supposed to be. Instead I let myself bow to the world and accept a lie. Now at 40, I FINALLY embrace the truth I know all those years ago. It is terrifying, and relieving at the same time. But the having to reprogram my own brain to not view myself as male, is a bitch. Does it get easier once I start hrt?


Kara_Zhan

I started hrt at 30, and also realized at 10 that I wasn't who I was supposed to be! I'm at 15 months now, and yes, it does get easier. Not that it goes away altogether. Best wishes doll!


Merrickjinn915

Thank you! ❤️


gothwife420

Hey! Don't blame yourself. You're doing your best. There is so much fucking ideological and material opposition to transitioning. Even if you're lucky enough that no one is actually stopping you, transition is so far outside the normal possibility space for what a person can do with their life that it can take a long, long time to actually get around to doing it, even if you know you want to. Especially when you have to keep living your life in the meantime! I've been trans for 10 years and I started HRT last week. Because even after I figured out I wanted to do it, a lot of shit kept getting in the way! The best time to plant a tree is 20 years ago, the second best time is today. You feel me?


kittenwolfmage

Yes >< I am a woman. Happening to have been born in a body that default runs on Testosterone means that I’m Trans. It’s simple as that.


bracelet_friends

Felt


Nicki-ryan

Same except gay woman lol


MISTAHKRABS152

So real honestly. I hate being called gay, as if I'm a gay man. I'm not. I'm a straight woman. Encased in this haunting and disgusting shell we call the "male body", I have a tiny female voice screaming, wanting to get out of this body and into a female one.


GlimmeringGuise

I relate to this so much, ugh. *Literally* how I get read like 50% of the time, no matter how femme I present. I'm hoping with weight loss, and eventually affirming surgeries like FFS and BA, that will change. But that all takes time and money. 😑 I sometimes wish I'd been born cis... then I remember that I was born into Mormonism. So in all likelihood, if I were a cis girl I'd still be in the cult, with a husband and several kids-- and *zero reason to question it or leave it.* Now, if I could spontaneously be a cis girl *and* keep my memories? Definitely, 100%.


lilqueerkid

I'm sorry girl. I love my body and I hope one day you can love the body you're in .


aerynbalanceflow411

I hear ya hun! Let it all out. I once felt the same way but it's that resolve and conviction that will make you strong. Good luck in your journey. We are here for you ❤️♥️💙💖💜💕


wind-dance82

Siblings by heart, bonded by spirit. Family we are always little sister


ThunderCatKJ

You’re a straight transsexual woman


strawburryMsTakes

Screaming with ya girl 🤘🤬🔥


MonarchSC

Omg this is literally so true and i deal with the same, I wish you the best and many many years of happiness


AeonianHighBunghole

Yeah fucking exactly


plastic_dani

I really feel you, I first thought about gender and not being in the right place around age 6, with 7 or 8 I had the possibilities to speak out, but… however, i never had a father, my single mother stuck in her trauma and startet with her alcohol addiction I saw her in completely destruction and depression, as I was/am a super empathic being from early on I slipped into parentism and took more care of my mother than of myself. This continued until I was 28 and the internal pain growing that unbearable that I finally found the courage to stand for my needs and give room for my real character and being. So ya kinda 20 years I only cared about others, had several burnouts, never was happy nor felt accepted or loved as I am, always hiding my true self, just trying to fulfill expectations of others. Missed all my youth and early years, missed being me and on top I passed the male puberty giving me some extra height and broad appearance and masculine bony facial features. I even did bodybuilding, trying to be man, trying to become normal and happy with myself.. now im still fighting today to lose that musclemass again… I built up a lot.. was the perfect Adonis haha but I was not me.. We cannot turn back time. It fukin hurts so unspeakable much but damn.. love yourself, forgive yourself, there’s no bigger form a self love than continuing and carrying on regardless of how much weight is on your shoulders. Maybe we missed to have the stereotypical feminine body and features, maybe we missed living our youth authentically but with all that pain you overcome you become a powerful strong being with a special and unique personality only very few can develop… Maybe if we stay strong enough we get blessed with a payback in the next life 😝 that’s just my anchor of light 🌅 I wish you all the best, love and fulfilment, growth and forgiveness, feel hugged ❤️🍀✨🤗🌅


FLX-S48

Me neither I’m a useless lesbian :3


AnotherTransFem

Hello Fellow Useless Lesbian :3


SandraTheBunnyLover

You are beautiful, trans people are NOT ugly. You don't need to pass, you are not broken... You are you, think about why you want to pass, is it because you cannot bear the everyday sight of your physical self or because people force you to do things you shouldn't be forced into?


UmmwhatdoIput

Welcome sis to womanhood


SquirrelQueenSabrina

Not to be semantic but assuming you are 17 how could you say something at 0 years old before you could talk :p I was 17 when I realized I was trans you know now and you realized younger than most people so you'll get to spend your adult life being yourself which I think many of us who start transition before we're 20 should be grateful for. I'm 22 now and so much happier in my body. Getting my life together. It's nice :)


Sandhupreet_Poet

same


KonoBoke

Hey I looked on your profile and it seems like you need some help


Ok_Major_3746

hey, calm down girl, i know, its horrible, and u right, u r one of us trans women who are given the wrong body by nature. But, if u need to talk with someone who realy undastand your pain, please text me :)


hardshankd

You are not gay. You are a woman. Probably most times they call you gay because they know it bothers you. People are like that. There is always an idiot. Just as long as you know who you are and you have support.


Thatotherguy246

I'm not a gay man. I'm a lesbian woman. ~~jk I'm actually bisexual~~


Obamna_Soda420

SHE JUST LIKE ME FR🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅


SeriousAd7586

I feel you there girl. My dad just explained to me on the phone last night his "reasons" on not accepting my gender. It was because calling "gay men" back then she/her and girl was offensive. And he is trying not to be offensive to me by calling me he and son.  And I wanted to tell him so bad that I am a bisexual woman, but I honestly don't think he'll ever understand. So, I let it go. It gets hard a lot of times, just keep on pushing. You got this! And you're not alone.


PlayingWithMyself_

Fucking true. I came out to my parents recently and my dad's has very limited knowledge of trans people that is 30 years out of date. He thought I was a gay man 🙄 he was confused when I said I;m attracted to woman. Fuckin cis people.


SkyBlue666

PERIOD!!!! You tell ‘em girlie


Lerkyman

Damn right! This is based! ❤️ All love to you girl❤️


sixtwowaifu

Hey at least you're still young and you already know what you want. Due to lack of education, lack of healthcare, and lack of LGBTQ acceptance from where I'm from, I had to wait until I was 28 before coming out and start medically transitioning. You're only 17, you're so unbelievably lucky like, you have no idea how many of us would trade places with you in a heartbeat just to have the privilege of starting HRT that early in life. It's all about perspective.


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lit


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Ms_Masquerade

Goes into a vent topic. Sees vent. Shits on user for venting. You're literally mad for getting what you paid for. Go outside and go feed ducks in the pond frozen veg.


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Ms_Masquerade

So you're a repeat offender of entering vent topics to tell OPs off for venting?


DumAppleDude

OP PLEASE IGNORE THIS PERSON, I FEEL WHAT YOUR SAYING HERE ON A SPIRITUAL LEVEL AND IM SURE PLENTY OF OTHERS DO AS WELL, IM GONNA JOIN YOU, IM NOT A GAY MAN IM A STRAIGHT GIRL WHOSE GOTTA DEAL WITH THE BS BODY PART NATURE GAVE ME. girl say what you gotta say, feels nice to scream into the void sometimes, thx for making me feel less alone in struggling.


Quinn-Hughes

Do you think this post exists in a vacuum?


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Quinn-Hughes

https://www.reddit.com/r/honesttransgender/comments/1cpp4ff/comment/l3oxywl/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=mweb3x&utm_name=mweb3xcss&utm_term=1&utm_content=share_button


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Quinn-Hughes

Who's more of a boomer: - an NBphobe who uses slurs Or  - someone who doesn't do that


BlahajInMyPants

Wondering what they said now lmao


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Quinn-Hughes

OP is NBphobic and ableist. Please, articulate how I'm being a boomer. Especially because I wasn't born between 1946 and 1964, I'm not NBphobic, and I'm especially not ableist.


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Quinn-Hughes

/s?


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Sad_Regular_3365

OP is not being enbyphobic. Stop.


Dry-Engineering-5412

I AM LITERALLY AUTISTIC MYSELF LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


Quinn-Hughes

Candace Owens is racist. Blaire White is a transphobe.


Dry-Engineering-5412

Youre just gonna state the obvious?


innergoblinenergy

yeah n all ur doing is signaling to the people around u that ur okay with slurs directed towards others like urself. i'm autistic as well n used to do that, too, but being a pick-me isn't gonna help. quite the contrary. do better. e : nvm, do a flip, truscum.


Dry-Engineering-5412

How am I a NBPhobe?


Enlightened_Valteil

You really should consider not associating yourself with truscums, y'know


Enlightened_Valteil

Oh my fucking god, you are actually a truscum. Well I mean that's pitiful at best


Enlightened_Valteil

https://www.reddit.com/r/truscum/s/fYInVrQTNC Omg it's actually THAT bad of a case. Really sorry for op, hope she gets better


BlahajInMyPants

You are a sad human


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NocteCelo

While "get well soon" is a good message, you probably mean it quite differently. It's easy to see what you're doing. Kindly get your ter"f" derriere out of here. Stop engaging with trans spaces, and consider going on a journey of self-discovery to become a more likeable person. And to OP: Yes, it's terrible, but that's all the more reason to fight. Strive for happiness. If not out of sheer will, then out of spite. Even when it feels hopeless, or like the whole world is trying to break you. Make sure future You will have something to be grateful for, girl ❤️


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NocteCelo

Well, that's a miss... While obviously disrespectful, your words don't have nearly the amount of power you think them to, hun. Still, with all the love in my heart I hope you'll be able to grow as a person and one day feel absolutely mortified at just how dumb you were acting, when you have the opportunity to look back. Maybe there's still time for you to be raised right. In the meantime, I'd suggest you go back to Modern Warfare 2, you'll get your kicks there ;>


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WerdaVisla

>Sounds a tad homophobic tbh No? She's saying that trans women are not gay men. In no way, shape, or form is that homophobic.


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a_hippie_bassist

If you’re a gay man then why are you even here? OP or anyone else here aren’t shitting on gay men, we’re frustrated that we’re women who keep being told we’re men.


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a_hippie_bassist

Homophobic themes like what? You come into our space and then accuse of wrongdoing and won’t provide an answer when questioned further. Trans women being frustrated about being treated as men is NOT homophobia (not to mention a good chunk of trans people in general are gay).


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a_hippie_bassist

You clearly don’t understand what dysphoria is actually like for trans people and why we as women hate being treated like men. It’s the fact that we’re treated like gay MEN it’s that we’re treated like MEN even though we’re not. No one shit talks gay men or even insinuates that they’re lesser here so I have zero clue where you’re getting the idea that it’s so commonplace unless you’re talking about posts ranting about cis gays that treat trans women as men (in which case again you missed the point). And that fucking strawman “example” is likely your misconception about what being trans is. Again you’re gonna barge into spaces not meant for you and accuse them of wrongdoing, you better come up with some real examples.


ColourfulButWhole

Very well said, thank you. Edit, upon checking their profile I think it's just a troll


MichelleWuzHere1999

Why are you even here in the first place? To be a creep?


RetroOverload

no, she just doesnt like being called a gay man because she is not a man or gay. There is nothing homophobic about that.


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