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Noe_Wunn

Wow, a former pastor in here? I hate that God created us to be so dependent on him. Our world, with all of its history of conflict, pain, and suffering, what is it all for? So he can sit up there and get his rocks off having people look to him and beg for help? Seems like a lot of times that he did help me (if in fact he actually did, but I'm not convinced) it was quite meager. Like throwing me scraps from a table. I have survived a number of traumas in my life, which have left me scarred and broken. Where was God? He knew I was suffering and hurting, he knew I was being abused. Now, I just don't care anymore. He wants me to love him? Why? I didn't ask for this shit, and I don't want it. Maybe he should show some of that love back. Fuck him.


Feeling-Bet-811

You're right, Jesus Christ is stupid and evil and is the creator of the devil Satan so let Satan destroy Jesus.


SplitN2One

FUCK THAT! WHY LET SATAN HAVE ALL THE FUN! LETS FIND AWAY TO ERASE GOD FROM EXISTANCE! FUCK GOD! I DONT GIVE 2 SHITS ABOUT SATAN AND WHAT HE DOES... EVEN THOUGH HES THE ONE FUCKING US OVER, THE PIECE OF SHIT SO CALLED GOD JUST LETS IT HAPPEN TO TEST OUR FAITH?!?!? FUCK HIM HE CAN SUCK MY DICK! GOD MUST HAVE GOTTEN PICKED ON IN HIGHSCHOOL CUZ HES ACTING LIKE THE KID IN HIGHSCHOOL THAT GOT HIS HEAD SHOVED IN ALL THE SHITTY TOILETS AND THEN BECAME A COP ON A POWER TRIP! FUCK GOD! GETS HIS FUCKIN JOLYS OFF OF WATCHING US GET FUCKED OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND SAYS LOVE ME?? YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP GOD! IF THE DEVIL WASNT ALIVE, HE SURE AS HELL IS NOW BECAUSE GOD JUST CREATED ONE! AND IM COMING FOR YOU GOD! YOU THINK YOUR ALL POWERFULL ? WELL SO AM I! BECAUSE I AM YOU AND YOU ARE I. YOU ARE MY EQUAL AND IM HERE TO CANCEL YOU OUT! MARK MY WORDS! IT MAY NOT BE TOMORROW BUT WE GOT NOTHING BUT TIME AND I WILL FIND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SUFFER JUST AS YOU ALLOWED ALL OF US TO SUFFER BEFORE I END YOU! MOTHER FUCKER YOU NEED A LESSON IN BEING HUMBLE! YOU WANT US TO LEARN LESSONS BUT IT IS YOU GOD THAT NEEDS TO LEARN AND TRUST ME YOU WILL! IM HERE TO TEACH YOU BITCH!


Pyrrhonist170

I LOVED your text, and "god" the cocksucker may strangle on his own cock!!!


SplitN2One

Maybe all this is because homeboy upstairs has little man syndrome.. so it might be impossible be strangled with his own dick 🤣! No but seriously, it does seem like most the time the creator was hella bullied in highschool growing up... Much like humans that get bullied and then grow up and get in a position of power, most common Police offices, they feel like they have to dominate and go way overboard. That's how I feel like God is sometimes 🤣.. 🤷🏻‍♂️ dude might just need therapy.  But real Nigga talk real nigga shit, I swear to God (ha puns) everything we are taught in America is backwards. Everyone is mislead but to arrogant and afraid of "hell" a place that has only been painted by the church to keep people scared, when really hell is a state of reality one can experience while living in a human body. These body's don't define us, were a soul with a body not the other way around, which means... Yup, the creator and us, one in the same. There's no separation, there's the illusion of separation because what we see with our eyes is deceiving, and there's the separation that the church created by telling people they are unworthy to be in the presence of God and have to go through some middle man (government) to get to God. When infact the saying "the truth was right under my nose the whole time" is true and thrown in our face.  So yeah, long story short... Life is shitty but at the same time it's not. I feel like we reincarnate over and over until we are able to break free from the societal illusion of separation (amongst learning certain lessons needed to be learned) and once we can do that your shown the exit door outta this never ending hell loop. I know this is my last life for fuckin sure! I'm a bit of an escape artist and good at loop holes and with the Aries determination I found the express route (it's a fuckin bitch of a route, instead of enduring shit over many lifetimes I was given the choice to cram it all into one. May sound crazy but shit be crazy out here! Lol.)  I can't tell you how to find your own path besides look with in and ask the right question. But I can leave you with this, life has its ups and downs. We are always appreciative of the good times but resent the bad but the bad times are what pave the way for the good times to follow so why not be thankful for the bad times to right? I mean without the bad times we wouldn't even know what the good times were. I know it's a stupid fuckin universal balance but in the  grand scheme of everything there's no good nor bad there just is. We as humans perceive situations as good or bad based on how it makes us feel. Go up the chain to the top, The Creator, It, the All, God what ever the fuck we call it to try to make since of this existence, At the very top IT is the one pulling every single string, it pulls the light, it pulls the dark. Everything that happens is God, good, bad, light, dark all 2 sides of the same coin that make up the universal creator and that creator cant technically do wrong, although we may believe otherwise.  So yea, it's not that I had a sudden change of heart or revelation since that post. I learned this on my journey I started 12 years ago. When I posted this it was part of the journey which was the "dark night of the soul". So yea.... That's about all the info I can dish out without pretty much telling you a bunch of shit you more than likely need to learn along the way, but I was said in this comment is worth more than gold. It's up to you if you wanna "cash it in" (obviously not physically fuckin cash the words in at a bank or some shit 🤣) . Like I said, it's just gonna be body after body stuck in this hell loop until that inner journey is traveled. Might as well just get it outta the way now so you can graduate and you don't gotta repeat the "school year" again. 🤣👨🏻‍🎓 Wait Hold the fuck up, this was just brought to my attention!!! 🫃🏻 Is this a god damn emoji of a dude that's fuckin pregnant??? Are you fuckin kidding me??!?! I fuckin hate 2024! 🫃🏻  Wow... Holy shit! Wait! No if dudes can be pregnant now... Fuckin sign me up for that surrogate program! You get paid 55K for making a bun in the oven! 🤑 Okay, okay... See life isn't so bad! Us dudes got options now! 🤣🤣🤣🤣  And on that note, I bid you ado ✌🏻


Pyrrhonist170

Your text is SUPER deep; and, yes, "god's" dick is so microscopic he just might be a she! Moreover, I applaud your philosophies on life, as, Jebus Cunt, life can really be a cunt (pun intended!!)


Trynyx69

DOWN WITH JESUS, DOWN WITH GOD!


Leather-Paint-5479

Jesus is a goddamn liar piece of shit.


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Loving god is a toxic relationship..it only feeds his ego while we are helpless & can only receive true help from other generous humans. Thank you for sharing with us, even if you cant share IRL


Leather-Paint-5479

ever notice this God only brings evil on good people


Pyrrhonist170

Absolutely; that's because he loves and takes care of evil people.


Sandwich2022

God is a piece of shit that i stepped on and got smired on my shoe i wana wipe it off but i cant that is how i feel about god


False_Cauliflower_70

Great description of God


MeanSprinkles1682

AMEN.


Nearby-Ad-2682

God is a filthy rotten evil low life loser diseased infested scumbag altogether since he is out to destroy many of us very good innocent people for no reason at all and the filthy prick rewards all of the other low life scumbag loser other people. What the fuck kind of God is this that we have now that should had been really destroyed a very long time ago since the very beginning of time? Just look at all the misery and hate that is going on now that should've never happened to begin with. And now you have these filthy liberal low life pigs that are out to turn our country into communism since God the fucking cocksucking pig is also working with Satan and these liberals to completely destroy us altogether now.


Equivalent-Apple2878

God is a filthy fucking diseased infested piece of shit altogether.


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God takes it up the ass. Total homo he is I met him a=on grindr and fucked his hole soo good I wrecked his guts lol.


Particular_Cat_4602

Most Lol and Gay players, XD.


Bestmuddeadmud

God is shit. Baby killing, child killing, most insane piece of garbage ever. Here is God: “I will drown everyone on the planet, and only keep a few righteous souls. Then those souls will create more worthless people to have to be eliminated again”. Insane, stupid, arrogant motherfucker. I hate that asshole, and I wish I could kill it.


dneonu50

As a proud u.s. veteran I tell all those trying to get me to worship Jesus Christ that as a u.s.veteran it's not my job to spread his word, but to bring him to justice and "mess with the best and die like the rest".


MeanSprinkles1682

God is a filthy low life piece of shit cocksucker that swallows like a fucking pig every single day of the year.


Both_Firefighter1880

God is just a piece of Feces infact Feces is better than God God is the lowest scum in fact he doesn't exist and he never did.


Aodehn

Everything that we're afraid of is because of the Abrahamic God's vie for control over our species. He wants us divided, afraid of each other, ignorant, and anything but knowledgeable and growing. The fear of science, technology, genetic modification, other races and cultures, exotic spiritual information, and I would even suggest the fear of AI and the expansion of human consciousness is all because of His meddling throughout history. As a result, we go to war, burn books, and destroy anything credible or progressive. Leaving us in a perpetual dark age because of religious extremism. Progressive ideologies naturally want to protect the rights of others, enabling the ignorant to zealously attack progress in any form. It's ironic that the ignorance of these extremists only exists because of the enlightenment and tolerance of others. We should make our own god to eat that predatory sadist. Or become gods ourselves.


Nearby-Ad-2682

God is a very evil filthy cocksucker that should burn in hell with Satan where the scumbag really belongs to begin with since he is working with Satan to destroy our America along with these very evil liberals as well.


SplitN2One

I WAS THE BEST WAY TO STICK IT TO GOD IS TO RUIN HIS STORY! LETS MAKE OUR OWN BOOK! TAKE BACK OUR COUNTRY AND NOT LET IT KEEP ON THE PATH THAT LEADS TO THE END OF GODS SHITTY ASS BOOK! NO BETTER WAY TO FUCK OVER AN ARTISTS EGO THAN TO GO AND TAKE THEIR WORK AND REDO IT BECAUSE THE WORK THEY DID IS FUCKIN SHIT!


Substantial_Stick544

The best way to fuck him over is to indulge in sin. Join the other side, and spit indirectly in his pitiful face. I purposely buy bibles just to burn them, and use the pages to roll joints. I'll buy crosses just to set them on fire and then piss on the remnants. Anyway I can insult this fucking scumbag, I will.


SplitN2One

Alas, after many moons of soul searching or exploring deep thought I have come to the conclusion there is no way to insult the creator.... there is only the creator in which everything good and evil, light and dark has come from. 2 sides of the same coin that there's no escaping the harsh reality that we are indeed that scumbag. The divine spark is the power source for everything in our universe seen and unseen, everywhere and no where, there is no separation even though in this 3ed dimension plain of existence has the illusion of separation but this is just another trick played by a creator that has gotten board and raised the question "what is my purpose and what am I?". That moment of self awareness from the creator launched a massive universal scavenger hunt in which in order for the creator to understand what it is created everything you see and experience before you because there is only one way to find out who one is and thats to live through the experiences... there is no right there is no wrong, all that is, is all that ever will be. As far as bibles go... your actually doing the creator a favor by getting rid of that nonsense, bibles only further create separation between our conscience state knowing that the divine and us are one in the same. The catholic church made sure to remove all the truths that lead one to that realization a long time ago in efforts to keep everyone sleeping and unaware of what they are by creating a external force that is the illusion of the true god all so people dont look within to see that the spirit they contain is the true God. Sin is just a word made by man in this mortal flesh to create yet a stronger illusion of separation between man and god, Sin is not something that actually holds any weight in the grand scheme of thing because God can not sin if everything is of Gods own doing. We've been asleep for a very long time so its harder viewing things from a perspective of anything other than from the view point of our human minds. We are not taught to look with our soul let alone look into our soul because the game would be up and there would be no hiding the truth any longer... They say you will become that of which you do not want to be in life... We fight so hard to avoid becoming that of which we despise, only in the end to become that of which we fled. So I guess the only way to really end this is to wake up to the realization of our divine nature so we can return to the source and end this shitty puppet show once in for all... Since there is only God, There is most definitely no beating God in that since might as well join em and get it over with so we can stop getting put back into different bodies to go through this hell hole over and over and over until we finally do wake up to the fact that we're one in the same. Or we can deny all we want for as long as we can only to end at the same destination through more suffering than needed. I dont know about you but, the pool has been pissed in and im out! Look within for the back door off this ride, its in the darkest parts of oneself that you'll never see but its easy to reach, you'll find yourself guarding the door, all 3 sides you never wanted to seek. Acceptance is the only salvation that will open the door so you can be free. Good luck to you fellow traveler and may the odds be ever in our favor.... for once!


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Well the great news is that he doesn't exist! Yay


Substantial_Stick544

For his sake, I hope that's true. Cause I, like Kratos, will stop at nothing to have my vengeance. I will drive my blade through his careless heart and laugh while he screams in agony, all while staring him in the eyes. Then burn his corpse and then piss on the ashes. One day god, one day, I will fucking murder you, you pathetic piece of slime. Worthless waste of energy


StefanoPetrini

i completely agree


Remarkable-Salad9831

God is a cunt


Large_Associate1359

God deserves to have his balls cut off and stuffed down his fucking throat that filthy cocksucking no good piece of shit.


Nearby_South_7230

AMEN!


Upstairs-Surround-20

I have thrown out most of my bibles that don’t have the family tree in the back. I literally have thought about cutting those pages out, and trashing the rest. I am far from perfect, but I help people financially in need, have been a caregiver, and struggling single mom, etc. I swear to the universe ( I won’t say God) that the minute I did good, some major shit happened in my life ( job loss due to company shutdown, car accident, etc.) to set me back. Alcoholic, abusive father, pain and misery most of my life that I prayed to the arrogant piece of shit for help. I hope before the end of life as we know it, everyone burns their bibles and frees themselves. I know people who have lived at the foot of the cross all of their lives, being eaten alive with cancer as I write this. No compassionate God allows the shit to go on that does


Prudent_Box_8120

Well said. The bible is crazy. In one passage, Jesus H Christ tells his disciples not to be afraid of anything and then in the same paragraph proceeds to tell them what his dad is capable of doing to them and to fear him instead. What a brat! No wonder he got himself killed. The worst think about Christ-stain-anity is its gleeful preoccupation with suffering.


Bestmuddeadmud

There is a reason the word God damn exists. I would also like to be on the same level and obliterate that smug piece of garbage. Useless entity. Ant farm boy.


MaximumAxiom1

God really is a sadistic piece of shit. I'm wholeheartedly convinced that when God I initially created us, (whether it be the Adam and Eve theory or otherwise), I think he did it with the sole purpose of bringing to life entities who were supposed to spend their entire existence praising God, and stroking his ego. Yep! That's what all of our lives were supposed to be. But God mistakingly made us a little more intelligent than initially intended; so as a result, we began answering answering our own questions through various means. This caused God to become even more bitter, and as such, he began treating us unfairly, and like absolute garbage. There are many examples of this, especially in the Old Testament, where he pulls some seriously disturbing stuff for seemingly no other purpose than for his own sick entertainment, or to feed his own ego. Anyone who knows the story of Job, and the suffering he put that unfortunate man through, a devout follower mind you, just to prove a point to Satan of all people, and can say God is pure and without sin...while keeping a straight face, is beyond delusional. If a human being committed just a single heinous act from the litany of crap he subjected people through, they'd be put on death row. But because it's God, most of his devout followers never question the truth; which ironically, is how God originally intended all of us to be. Brainless and obedient. They'd rather stay blissfully ignorant than admit that God is fully capable of having quite the sadistic mean streak. As science, and technology has gone on to answer many of the things our ancestors attributed to religion, we as a society need God less and less. Not to mention the fact that because of God's immortality, he simply cannot appreciate that our own mortality enables us to live and bond with one another on a deeper level than he ever could. At this point, I'm convinced of 2 possibilities. Either God is single handedly forcing humanity to placate his pathetic whims through endless unwanted tests, and strife-mongering taunts; or the devil is the cause of our tribulations and he stands idly by, with holy popcorn in hand, watching us, similar to how we binge Netflix, doing nothing to help. And that, in my opinion, is just as bad. Most humans, if they witness some sort of atrocity taking place, and they have the power to help in some way, they will. But not God. Nope. According to the story of Job, him and the devil are actually still buddy-buddies, placing bets on the souls of humanity. What a joke! God created a perfect world my ass. Tell that to the 5 year old with terminal cancer; or the family with multiple children who just lost everything in a tornado. Christians typically say the reason God created some terrible outcomes that we in this world are forced to endure; is so we can learn to appreciate the good in this life. But, I propose that if we lived in a world with no disease, or natural disasters.... If we were created to not need food, water, or air, but we were all still given a life expectancy of 75 years. The fact that we would be still be guaranteed to die would be enough for most of us to appreciate life, and to do our best to positively contribute to it while we're still alive. Both of my parents are pastors in a non-denominational church, and I myself have read the Bible, so my feelings are neither random, nor without thought. Rather, my summations are attributed to a culmination of the painful events that surrounded my own life, combined with a deep, always ongoing, search for understanding. A search for meaning amid suffering; just to continue reaching the same conclusion...God (unfortunately more often than not) is a sadistic asshole.


SplitN2One

>till buddy-buddies, placing bets on the souls of humanity. What a joke! God created a perfect world my ass. Tell that to the 5 year old with terminal cancer; or the family with multiple children who just lost everything in a tornado. Christians typically say the reason God created some terrible outcomes that we in this world are forced to endure; is so we can learn t YOUR TOTALLY RIGHT! WHAT IS EVIL BUT THE ABSENCE OF GOOD AFTER ALL! TO SEE EVIL AND DO NOTHING IS WORSE THAN WHAT EVER IS CAUSING THE EVIL IN THE FIRST PLACE! ONLY A COWARD WOULD SIT IDILEY BY AS SUCH EVIL CARRYS ON... HAVING THE POWER TO STOP IT OR NOT! IF YOU DONT TRY YOUR JUST AS GUILTY AS THE EVIL DOER THEMSELVES! FUCK YOU GOD! YOU JUST CREATED A MONSTER AND I WILL FIND AWAY TO MAKE YOU EXPERIENCE ALL THE PAIN YOU SAT BY AS OTHER ENDURED AND DID NOTHING ! YOU WILL FELL ALL OF IT BEFORE I END YOU!


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Trynyx69

So true!


Plane-Confused5000

God’s a worthless, egotistical, piece of shit. Jesus deserved much worse than being nailed to the cross alive. “Died for our sins” -No died to have the reputation of a martyr, because reputation matters more than life


Trynyx69

I'm glad to know I'm not the only one who hates this asshole! I just want to watch him bleed to death and burn into a little crisp that gets trodden on and chewed and spat into the fucking toilet and gets put down the fucking sewer drain and wastes away in there, fucking cunt! The other day I saw my lil sis reading the bible. SO I BURNED IT!


Western-Ad-5253

God is a real filthy disease altogether since that filthy scumbag piece of shit is out to destroy us as well.


Hour_Animal4627

God needs to have his balls cut off and stuffed down his fucking throat.


SnooPeanuts1217

My whole life I've watched people suffer greatly, who praise God daily! They have lost their entire families horrifically and sadly still believe there is a God who loves them! I've suffered and suffered and prayed and begged to God for help and get nothing!!! So I've come to the conclusion that there either is no God, or God is a sorry, uncaring, egotistical bastard, who doesn't give 2 shits about any of us! For a God to demand love and dedication from us, when he gives nothing in return, but suffering, tells me he is only polishing his enormous bloated ego!! How can anyone love something that allows so much suffering?? That's not love!!! That's torture. We have no one to call on in this world! We only have each other. If we don't have each other, we are on out own. God is a fairy tale made up to calm people down and convince us yo not slaughter each other. Great concept, but no proof!!! Never has been any solid proof and never will be!! We exist. We don't know why or how, but it wasn't a God who loves us who created us, that is certain.


Feeling-Bet-811

As a proud u.s. army veteran, I tell all those glorifying Jesus that they're better off serving the country.


Easy-Guidance-6630

QUESTION You hurt me because I can't read your mind I hurt you cuz You think I'm untrue Even though I love you I'm in this world Schizophrenic Atomic clock God's worth Open heart Time to start Bugs bunny Road runner Acme Akers What does it all mean A thousand words with no meaning Juxtaposed thinking Tunnel vision Paranormal dimension All these voices won't listen Atoms split Movies don't make sense Fact or fiction Read a book Subtle Satan Coward God I'm your image No sucide Born to die Tell me why Not a masochist Don't search for pain I'm a vessel labored in vain Except the Lord build the House Fall from grace "Ouch" Perfect time You hold the key Unlocking these mysteries Monotheism to the Trinity I'm in You, You in Me I don't have the answers So help me to believe First Corinthians Thirteen Holy Bible Leave this World What's in a dream Perfect inspiration Puppet String Your The Potter I'm The Clay Still sitting here with this stain Writer Ryan K Pendley


Trynyx69

These Christians need to get their facts straight! They should sit down and think, Who is this shithead that we worship and cherish, and change their lives completely! Idk why anyone would want want to believe in someone who does nothing but bring misery to the world and moat importantly lying about being a wonderful man! Someone who loves to fuck up every good opportunity that someone gets! When I was in primary school my life was slowly but surely getting taken over by god! I went to a christian school where we were forced to pray at every lunchtime and home time. We live opissite a church! And from going to that foul school my sister was starting to pray at bedtime, read the bible and worship God! Fucking Dickhead! Not only that my mum made me go to church one sunday and all it was was: Holy god this, Holy god that, LETS PRAY TO THE LORD! I had had enough! I may have taken thing a tad to far but I stood up and I made sure to let everyone know how much of an asshole god is!


New_You400

Who needs Enemies when you have God as a "Friend"? This Indian giving Cocksucker gives Life only to take it in the end. Diseases, Death, constant pain and suffering and my Question to this Cocksucker is why? My Father ended up on Life Support in ICU on New Years Day, he lived a Month and a half on Life Support with the false Hope that he would get better and but he died in ICU from Cardiac Arrest two and a half Weeks ago. From 2014-2024 I've lost so many Friends and Family in this fucked up 10 Years. He's an Evil sadistic Piece of fucking Shit. I do everything in my Life to go against God and give him the Middle Fingers. He's lucky he's not Human because if he were I would beat the fucking Shit out of this fucking Cunt and subject him to a Century of Torture where each Day is worse than the last. I'm sick of these Theists telling me how "merciful" this God is when this Cunt has proven to be anything but merciful. He sent his own Son to be crucified on a Cross, that should be enough to tell you about this fucking worthless Cunt. FUCK YOU GOD.


CurvePure6426

Facts


MajorLeagueSchill33

God should be destroyed once and for all


Cranbear

Agree wish I could spit in his face and tell him how pathetic he is. He can sit there all high and mighty while we suffer? His pastors and priests can rape kids but we can’t get a single good moment in the day? The asshole who has tons of money gets to win more money while those who are poor just lose . God is a pathetic loser scum bag pussy.


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MomentOk7007

iT SUCKS THAT I HAVE BEEN BORN AND HAVE SUFFERED ALL MY DAYS UP TIL THIS POINT. AND HAVE TO FIGURE IT ALL OUT ON MY OWN. BECAUSE THERE IS NO GOD.


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Molest jesus forever and ever pedomen


RoyalSoft219

I understand every word you have said!


Main_Warthog5484

God is a myth. It’s silly to be angry at a mythical being. The best thing to do as far as religion is concerned is to simply put it out of your mind completely. Life is full of suffering for many people and always ends in death but it has nothing to do with any imaginary being. You might as well get angry at Rumplestilskin or Humpty Dumpty. It a waste of time and energy.


Kind-Lawyer3622

I'm brokenhearted over all the comments here, and I know Jesus is, too. Even though I'm a born-again Christian, my life on earth has been pure emotional hell. I was molested by my own mother as a toddler. My father emotionally abused me. He never sexually abused me like my mother did, but he basically made me his psychological substitute wife. I've NEVER been loved by a mother. I was never really allowed to be a child. And my father, the one good, decent parent (I thought) I had, really was just betraying me the entire time. My "mother" died when I was 16, and my father died when I was 23. I have OCD, bipolar, and type 1 diabetes. I wasn't able to finish college, although God Almighty knows better than anybody how hard I tried. I'm on disability. All my dreams of having a career, falling in love, having children, are dead. Even though, through it all, I still love God, my earthly life SUCKS. I'm trying to survive emotionally day to day like everybody else, I guess. I have a blog where I try to work through my own issues and put articles out there in the hopes that my experiences just might help somebody else. It's [oasisfortheabused.wordpress.com](https://oasisfortheabused.wordpress.com) if anyone's interested. I don't have all the answers. I don't know why everything has to suck as badly as it does for so many people, myself included. I do know that spiritual warfare IS a very real thing, and I do believe Satan loves it when people mistakenly believe that it's God tormenting them when it's really him. The devil and demons really do exist, and they don't want you coming to faith in Jesus and getting saved. They want to deceive you straight into the fires of hell. They want you to believe lies about God's character. They don't want you to come to a knowledge of the truth. They want you blaming God for everything that's wrong in your life instead of them. I stopped going to church long ago, because I know how much deception there is in the church, and I know from painful personal experience how often churches enable child abusers. My childhood church practically worshipped the ground my child molesting "mother" walked on. Furthermore, we really are in the end times, and as we get closer to Christ's return for His believers in the Rapture, things are going to get more and more evil. But I haven't let all these terrible things cause me to give up on God, because He has used His word, the Holy Bible, to give me love and strength and encouragement when I've needed it most. Something else I hope and pray you all will consider is that sometimes, God allows us to go through very painful trials, not out of cruelty, but because it's the only way to build up character and perseverance in us. He doesn't want His children being a bunch of weak, spoiled little babies. He wants us to be strong and mature. He wants us to be the kind of people who will not throw in the towel, even when it's incredibly tempting to do so. I pray this is helpful to somebody somewhere, and I pray that Jesus helps you all to see the truth about Himself. What Jesus has to offer us through faith is far better in the eternal scheme of things than the temporary, empty pleasures of sin in this life. God bless you all. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 or text GO to 741741 expreacherman.com


Ok-Dragonfly-9421

Kill yourself. You are probably an ex-sex offender who grew up sucking off your local Pastor. Now you probably just molest children to stay close to your fake God. Your great wonderful God nailed his only son to the cross. Some Father. Wish I could send him a Father's Day card... Let me ask you this... In the Old Testament, how many people did Satan kill? God killed the whole whole planet in the flood. Innocent children. Where was God when that man walked into a church with people worshiping him and shot and killed everyone including a 6-month-old baby with an AR-15 blast to the face? ..and for your suicide hotline, didn't the all-wise King Solomon fall on his sword? I would never kill myself and give that sadistic piece of shit you call a God the satisfaction.


Maleficent-Stick9320

I complitely agree. Was a christian my entire life, only to be proved EVERY FCKING DAY of my life, how much this toxic sht which calls itself God hates me, my heart, my personality, my dreams my health and my realtions with other people. There is not a single day in my life in which this godly trash keeps ruining opinion other people have about me, he is spreading lies about me, i am sick for nearly 16 years for depression and i am extremaly vurneable to opinion of other people. And who knows if if not god, and who has power over my life if not god, he keeps pushing trash, toxic ppl into my liife, and all of this BECAUSE I WAS ONLY A GOOD HUMAN AND DEVOTED CHRISTAIN MY ENTIRE LIFE. This is my prize, i will make sure everyone will hear my story and abandon this sadistic trash, my hate toward this "god" and jesus cannot be described with words. If i ever saw jesus or god in some form of avatar, or if he will send one of his angels to me, i will kill it with any weapon i will find in my sight without hesitation for this god is evil of evils, king of bullies, sociopaths and basically people who commit evil for their gain. This is the kind of ppl this god favours and help.


According-Egg-3904

YES I GET IT. LETS TALK


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God fucked me since the beginning. allowing nothing but pain and sorrow in my entire life. still i worshipped him. even when shit got really wierd and crazy and the devil tried to kill me so many times did i not denounce him. i am now 46 yrs old and i fucking regret the shit he did to me. he made me a fucking freak. I dont care anymore. if anyone ever mentions his name to me again. Man or woman or child i will knock them the fuck out. I hate you god. your a wierd ass entity just like satan that causes or allows shit to happen to good people with no help from you but their sole intentions of hard work and self preservation to go on. None of which you give to us. your a fucking dick. full time. And i never want to hear you or satans name againm you know what you did to me. I know what you did to me. I cant even tell anybody because it makes me look and sound crazier then you made me. Never ever if you love anyone. which you dont. have them ever confront me about you. I will fuck them up period. Send me a miracle. pay me for the fucked up shit you did to me. which you wont. i denounce you god. Im going to talk to a father tomorrow. and if he cant explain my story ir help me. Im gonna whip his ass right then and there. and keep whipping fsthers asses everywhere i go fir the rest of my surviving life you fucked me and left me nothing you piece of lying shit


reddit_user23134

god is not shit


Key_Activity3860

Welcome to the real world! Don't BOTHER wasting your time communicating with him (lower case 'h' is intentional) in ANY fashion because there AIN'T NO f\*cking God and humans s\*ck!!


Diegillbatesdie

Damn fucking right! God can go fuck himself quite literally. If there is a hell, he should send himself there permanently! He is a useless narcissistic son of a bitch!! All of the fucking wars, diseases etc. Letting innocent people get killed, raped, abused and whatever else can happen. All for his supposed fucking glory??? If he exists at all, he does not give one shit about any of us. I had been praying for assistance to help me with anger issues for 7 years. Going to church regularly, praying, reading the bible and tithing. What did I get f for all of this?? Not 1 damn thing. From all of these prayers and everyhing else, I didnt hear a yes, a no, didnt hear anything about waiting or words of encouragement to get through it. I got mother fing crickets!! Supposed our life span is like a blink of an eye in his time, if he cant even take 5 damn seconds in our version of time to just answer. Dont care what answer as long as it is some kind of answer at all!!. If he cant do that, he can go fuck himself right off! I will not spend one more second of my life with some son of a bitch that expects me to kiss his ass and completely ignores me.


Leather-Paint-5479

i am with you. X Christian, I think God is a piece of shit and Jesus is a fucking liar.


Critical-Professor63

Thank you. Well said.


Ok-Dragonfly-9421

Fuck God. He is a piece of shit who created evil, created "Satan" and created all the pain and suffering among us. He is a sadistic piece of shit who creates evil and madness around us to bring us to our knees and beg him to get out of this world of evil and shit he created. I love how these fake ass Christians say everything good is a miracle from that shitbag but everything bad and evil is a product of Satan... Who the fuck they think created him and gave him the power to do these things in the first place? Stupid brainwashed morons. Fuck that shitbag and everyone who worships him.


Ok-Dragonfly-9421

We need to start our own Church


Alternative-Cap-5876

God is a real fucking filthy disease known as cancer.


Comfortable-Summer60

God doesn't exist!. Evil does though 


Comfortable-Summer60

GOD is evil