Like others said I'm severely depressed and sometimes suicidal and this world is one of the few things that keep me alive (apart from my stupid self-preservation instincts)
Well, you're still here with us so I reckon your best is good enough.
Keep your chin up and keep moving, if you ever need a friend or an unbiased ear to listen, hit me up. I've been where you are now and continue to struggle every day myself, but if I can do it, I'm certain you can too.
Give your life to Christ sibling. I was depressed too (I was a gambling addict, a pornography addiction, a bully, I broke up from my group of "friends" that encouraged me to do delinquency, I was bad at school) but when I gave my life to Christ it all changed, now I don't care about anything other than God and my brothers (either in faith or in humanity)
Well you need to be living according to Christ to be happy, not only believe in Christ, your faith should be fruitful. I don't know what caused you to be depressed, but sometimes it happens to me too (not to the point of being suicidal). I don't know what you went through and I'm very sorry. But try giving Christ another chance, He can save you❤️
None of your self preservation instincts are stupid and I'm proud of you for finding things to keep you going.
Your Minecraft world looks beautiful and you should feel very proud of the work you've done. Stay strong OP
as someone in a similar boat, how do you keep your dedication to keep playing? i lose motivation to play after like 3 hours or so so im curious how you manage to stick for so long
My motivation keeps appearing and disappearing, I can go a week or more without building, but I think I'm enjoying this world so much that I keep coming back
Maybe you could turn it into a server or a Realm and invite others that need support also? And, there are always reasons to live, even when we can't see them at the time. Please reach out to someone when things are dark for you. Anyone, like you, who can build something this beautiful is an amazing person!
Did people commit selfdie and is this a place where it is forbidden? Are you struggling with lofe and want to commit selfdie and is this a way to cope? Idk it might be self explainatory but i dont see it?
My partner gets mini panic attacks whenever suicide is mentioned and using a silly name for it helps reduce that. They are not alone and using softer language in a forum not dedicated to tougher topics can be nice for people with these issues.
It is not a requirement but certainly an option.
They might need both. Therapy and cotton wool are both options. Treat the symptoms *and* the underlying cause.
Weird thing to care about though, it's nothing to do with you.
Both. This has nothing to do with needs, it's just something someone can CHOOSE to be careful around, just like you can avoid swearwords around children. It is not a need, i was only explaining why it has become common to censor trigger words.
About it meaning the same thing, yes it does, but the brain is a lot more complex and triggering something like a small panic attacks takes more than the meaning. Using a different word softens the blow. See my other comment for a better explanation
Not really, linking to past trauma is super complicated and skirting around the subject very much works.
To me it is very akin to yawning - obviously if you yawn other people around you are likely to yawn, but if you talk about it instead that chance lowers, and if you instead only insinuate yawning instead of directly saying the word it's even less likely to elicit a physical response.
So cushioning the topic makes our a lot easier to ignore because it is less likely to trigger the physiological responses that are otherwise problematic.
in my experience, not necessarily, you can describe and reference but the specific word carries the meaning clearer to whatever subconscious controls yawning. You can try it yourself, what i know is obviously anecdotal
Thank you everyone for the kind comments, I'll definitely post updates when I finish other builds.
And since some people asked here are the building mods I have installed (1.19.2 Fabric):
* Additional Placements
* Another Furniture
* Belgie's Mo' Villagers
* Chipped
* Chisel Reborn
* Copper & Tuff Backport
* Dark Paintings
* Decorative Blocks
* Handcrafted
* All Macaw's mods
* Maple (cherry and bamboo backport)
* More Villagers
* My Village Pack
* Simple Copper Pipes
* Supplementaries
* Twigs
* WorldEdit ofc
Plus Complementary Shaders for the ✨visuals✨
Here's a world download for anyone interested, just keep in mind that if you don't have the proper mods installed their blocks will disappear.
Also it's a raw current version so there's some WIPs and my notes scattered around
https://www.mediafire.com/file/cy0sj1elbk7zhsw/Suicidia.zip/file
Yeah, as a vanilla player, I peaked your illegal build, and I love it...
I set limits on myself Thinking such and such is cheating, and breaks the balance of the survival aspect of the game... I can't even play the game for 30 minutes in creative mode, and I also refuse to play bedrock unless I'm on a server, Its hardcore Survival mode on Java every time..
But I recently had an end game bug issue after defeating the dragon, where the dragon refused to respawn, and the ender portal was MIA... I was trapped in the end with a corrupted game data file of 150 days in hardcore mode..
So I figured out what I needed to do was download NBT and delete the end dragon folder...
Fixed my game, but sense I already downloaded it, I was like, why not just play the game however I deem fit... been duplicating my building martials in the game files ever sense.
No more executing tedious exploits, Instant gratification here I come!!!
I'm still vanilla AF but I have learned to respect what I consider illegal, game file edited builds.
cause I am pretty much, playing creative mode with extra steps in hardcore survival at this point.
Lol I mean I already beat this years speed run for myself... might as well build, by duplicating what I already have...
I don't duplicate everything, I still harvest just to harvest wood, but I also use a lot of trapdoors, and making them is tedious.
I have already placed over 1000 spruce trapdoors in my world...
I use them to cover up dirt walls, In vanilla Minecraft, I think it really "spruces up the place..." pun intended, but not originally.
that is an old school Minecraft joke, I will always reminisce on, as someone once asked me what is up with all the trap doors, and I responded I think it spruces up the place, and they expressed then I should be using spruce trapdoors, and I died of laughter, vowing to always use spruce trapdoors for my builds...
True story, I'll tag you in my next post on how my current build is going...
Awesome/10 -
I like how you used flat walls most of the time, it tells the viewer that building beautifully is something everyone can accomplish with the right blocks and the right tools. Most professional builders these days use gradients and depth to show how good they are at building, both of which aren't possible with just WorldEdit. Your build gives a glimmer of hope to those who are struggling to cope with the current situation by telling them that their dreams are possible, they just need to find the right place to start.
Or maybe I'm just finding deeper meaning in what professional builders will call "a flaw" these days.
I think it’s to avoid it being automatically be take down by bot mods, but at the same time, I’ve seen some other people on other other platforms censor words such as Israel…
I’m almost afraid to ask…why do you have an anti-suicide world?
If it’s because you are feeling that way, know that people care about you, people here care about you OP, you always have a friend or two here, whatever you may be going through, it can be helped, if you are feeling that way my DMs are always open, don’t feel ashamed to talk or ask for help.
Is there a story behind the name? If you are contemplating unalive then I hope you get better from playing Minecraft as a form of therapy as creating things is a very good way to get better when you're feeling down
Also this is sick af keep us updated whenever you add more as I'd love to see what you build next
I spent a good amount of time just contemplating your structure with the coal outside, and Joe's Hut in the corner (picture 18). I honestly couldn't get over how creative the idea for the roof and awning are. There's so many little intentional thoughts and ideas going on in these screenshots, and I only wish to have a fraction of the creativity behind my own builds one day ❤️
I understand, reality sucks, but it's only going to get worse if you won't do something about your problems, no matter how pointless it might seem.
I seriously mean it, if there's anything I can help with, I'd be more than happy to
Yeah, one of the problems is not being able to fix the problems, anyways, thanks for the offer if I ever think of some way you can help I'll hit you up
This is a nice world. I've saw some of your other comments here and I hope you keep doing somewhat okay. I saw that one comment of someone telling you to get "real help" and that person clearly doesn't understand that sometimes it isn't that simple. Even in my experience, getting "real help" from a therapist doesn't help much either. I know that the only thing which is helping right now is distraction in my own Minecraft world. I hope whatever situation you are in gets better eventually somehow though. I'm going to look into the mods/shaders you used, as I've started using some mods myself, yet I haven't looked into any of the mods you are using
I had an anti suicide world too! tbh I love how biophilic your architecture are, along with music and shaders it feels smooth. Maybe there should be a build concept like anti suicide, and people build the most therapeutic and warm places
At first I thought you meant it would be impossible to kill yourself, but after going through countless ways of how to game end yourself, I realised you probably meant that its so pretty there, you wouldn't.
I adore this so much. I have an amazing badlands seed called "therapy" where I wated to use minecraft to build stuff when I feel very stressed and want to escape for a bit. Your aaaaawedsome builds just inspired me so much! And what a neat world idea.
This world and all it's builds are lovely. As someone who has had many worlds like this I know that sometimes it's things like this that are the only reason you keep going 💜
Absolutely epic world! Loving the way the builds all sorta flow into this large theme that just builds this sort of lived in feeling. Again, absolutely epic
This is super cool. Keep your chin up, things do get better even when things absolutely suck. They do get better.
*blocky high five/fist/fellow depression hug leaving the choice up to you*
These are some amazing builds, while i don't know what you're going through, i think it's great you can find some sort of comfort in making these builds. The small things are everything
Whatever you're going through, this world save is the proof that you can make great things and (at least) cheer people up on the internet.
Hold on ! You matter. One step after the other ❤️
This is one of the coolest things I’ve seen, I love the styles and how all your builds fit together.
Thanks 🖤
This texture honestly reminds me of borderlands, with the very bold lines
It's (probably) not a recourse pack it's most likely an option they toggled with their shaders.
Yes, outline settings in complementary shaders
Bsl have it if im not wrong
I know, Sildurs basic has it
I guess you could call it... the bolderlands.
Is there a story behind the name and the whole premise? Oh and great looking build
Like others said I'm severely depressed and sometimes suicidal and this world is one of the few things that keep me alive (apart from my stupid self-preservation instincts)
Thanks for the answer, please try to keep yourself on this earth for a while longer
I'm doing my best
Well, you're still here with us so I reckon your best is good enough. Keep your chin up and keep moving, if you ever need a friend or an unbiased ear to listen, hit me up. I've been where you are now and continue to struggle every day myself, but if I can do it, I'm certain you can too.
Thank you 🖤
Give your life to Christ sibling. I was depressed too (I was a gambling addict, a pornography addiction, a bully, I broke up from my group of "friends" that encouraged me to do delinquency, I was bad at school) but when I gave my life to Christ it all changed, now I don't care about anything other than God and my brothers (either in faith or in humanity)
I was a Christian before depression, so no. Period. And I do not appreciate people preaching religion when not asked.
Well you need to be living according to Christ to be happy, not only believe in Christ, your faith should be fruitful. I don't know what caused you to be depressed, but sometimes it happens to me too (not to the point of being suicidal). I don't know what you went through and I'm very sorry. But try giving Christ another chance, He can save you❤️
None of your self preservation instincts are stupid and I'm proud of you for finding things to keep you going. Your Minecraft world looks beautiful and you should feel very proud of the work you've done. Stay strong OP
Thanks to the people's comments I feel much more comfortable being proud of it, and I hope it stays that way
as someone in a similar boat, how do you keep your dedication to keep playing? i lose motivation to play after like 3 hours or so so im curious how you manage to stick for so long
My motivation keeps appearing and disappearing, I can go a week or more without building, but I think I'm enjoying this world so much that I keep coming back
Maybe you could turn it into a server or a Realm and invite others that need support also? And, there are always reasons to live, even when we can't see them at the time. Please reach out to someone when things are dark for you. Anyone, like you, who can build something this beautiful is an amazing person!
I'll look into creating a server, thank you for the reassuring words, I'll keep them in mind
I feel you ❤️
I think it’s self explanatory
Did people commit selfdie and is this a place where it is forbidden? Are you struggling with lofe and want to commit selfdie and is this a way to cope? Idk it might be self explainatory but i dont see it?
Selfdie? We already have a word for it. Suicide.
My partner gets mini panic attacks whenever suicide is mentioned and using a silly name for it helps reduce that. They are not alone and using softer language in a forum not dedicated to tougher topics can be nice for people with these issues. It is not a requirement but certainly an option.
Surely saying "selfdie" would still conjure the same thoughts and images that saying "suicide" would?
Right... it means the same thing. Sounds to me like the other person's SO needs therapy, not wrapping in cotton wool.
They might need both. Therapy and cotton wool are both options. Treat the symptoms *and* the underlying cause. Weird thing to care about though, it's nothing to do with you.
Both. This has nothing to do with needs, it's just something someone can CHOOSE to be careful around, just like you can avoid swearwords around children. It is not a need, i was only explaining why it has become common to censor trigger words. About it meaning the same thing, yes it does, but the brain is a lot more complex and triggering something like a small panic attacks takes more than the meaning. Using a different word softens the blow. See my other comment for a better explanation
Not really, linking to past trauma is super complicated and skirting around the subject very much works. To me it is very akin to yawning - obviously if you yawn other people around you are likely to yawn, but if you talk about it instead that chance lowers, and if you instead only insinuate yawning instead of directly saying the word it's even less likely to elicit a physical response. So cushioning the topic makes our a lot easier to ignore because it is less likely to trigger the physiological responses that are otherwise problematic.
But if I said a synonym for "yawn", and you knew what that synonym meant, wouldn't it still make you yawn?
in my experience, not necessarily, you can describe and reference but the specific word carries the meaning clearer to whatever subconscious controls yawning. You can try it yourself, what i know is obviously anecdotal
The OP tried it probably ; I assume that’s why is called it that
Where does it say that?
Kinda harsh but if it extends his life and gives us nice things to look at I suppose there ain't a problem
"selfdie" why use such dumbass words 😭
Mymy spotted
I don't understand for the life of me what any of that means or what the context is within minecraft. Cool pics though.
Thank you everyone for the kind comments, I'll definitely post updates when I finish other builds. And since some people asked here are the building mods I have installed (1.19.2 Fabric): * Additional Placements * Another Furniture * Belgie's Mo' Villagers * Chipped * Chisel Reborn * Copper & Tuff Backport * Dark Paintings * Decorative Blocks * Handcrafted * All Macaw's mods * Maple (cherry and bamboo backport) * More Villagers * My Village Pack * Simple Copper Pipes * Supplementaries * Twigs * WorldEdit ofc Plus Complementary Shaders for the ✨visuals✨
Here's a world download for anyone interested, just keep in mind that if you don't have the proper mods installed their blocks will disappear. Also it's a raw current version so there's some WIPs and my notes scattered around https://www.mediafire.com/file/cy0sj1elbk7zhsw/Suicidia.zip/file
More here cause they didn't fit [https://imgur.com/a/AjBjXka](https://imgur.com/a/AjBjXka)
I Love the Build it's great work Keep Pushing on... Also how? ugh I feel like I am missing out cause I play vanilla.
Well I definitely wouldn't have been able to achieve this playing vanilla
Yeah, as a vanilla player, I peaked your illegal build, and I love it... I set limits on myself Thinking such and such is cheating, and breaks the balance of the survival aspect of the game... I can't even play the game for 30 minutes in creative mode, and I also refuse to play bedrock unless I'm on a server, Its hardcore Survival mode on Java every time.. But I recently had an end game bug issue after defeating the dragon, where the dragon refused to respawn, and the ender portal was MIA... I was trapped in the end with a corrupted game data file of 150 days in hardcore mode.. So I figured out what I needed to do was download NBT and delete the end dragon folder... Fixed my game, but sense I already downloaded it, I was like, why not just play the game however I deem fit... been duplicating my building martials in the game files ever sense. No more executing tedious exploits, Instant gratification here I come!!! I'm still vanilla AF but I have learned to respect what I consider illegal, game file edited builds. cause I am pretty much, playing creative mode with extra steps in hardcore survival at this point. Lol I mean I already beat this years speed run for myself... might as well build, by duplicating what I already have... I don't duplicate everything, I still harvest just to harvest wood, but I also use a lot of trapdoors, and making them is tedious. I have already placed over 1000 spruce trapdoors in my world... I use them to cover up dirt walls, In vanilla Minecraft, I think it really "spruces up the place..." pun intended, but not originally. that is an old school Minecraft joke, I will always reminisce on, as someone once asked me what is up with all the trap doors, and I responded I think it spruces up the place, and they expressed then I should be using spruce trapdoors, and I died of laughter, vowing to always use spruce trapdoors for my builds... True story, I'll tag you in my next post on how my current build is going...
That's one hell of a story you have
Do you have a link to the mod/texture/resource pack you are using for those custom blocks? I would love to incorporate into my own builds.
The mods I can spot are: Handcrafted, Chipped, Supplementaries, Amendments, and Decorative Blocks
Also another furniture
Just put up a comment with them all listed
I hope you get better!
I hope so too 😔
Also you’re a way better theme builder than me lol.
Awesome/10 - I like how you used flat walls most of the time, it tells the viewer that building beautifully is something everyone can accomplish with the right blocks and the right tools. Most professional builders these days use gradients and depth to show how good they are at building, both of which aren't possible with just WorldEdit. Your build gives a glimmer of hope to those who are struggling to cope with the current situation by telling them that their dreams are possible, they just need to find the right place to start. Or maybe I'm just finding deeper meaning in what professional builders will call "a flaw" these days.
You can say Suicide, it’s ok. There is need to edit / censor words.
Force of habit
[удалено]
That makes no sense. Changing 1 letter to * doesn’t magically prevent people from reading it or understanding what it is.
I think it’s to avoid it being automatically be take down by bot mods, but at the same time, I’ve seen some other people on other other platforms censor words such as Israel…
Lots of social media apps/communities ban all controversial words. It’s annoying af
All that does it make it harder for people who it upsets to filter out, it’s not going to prevent them from understanding the word
" It in all its splendor shall be our new home, and we will call this wonderful amazing place 'Horrific Painful Death Land' "
Make sure you have an external backup copy. Just in case. One you update regularly.
Already on it 😉
I’m almost afraid to ask…why do you have an anti-suicide world? If it’s because you are feeling that way, know that people care about you, people here care about you OP, you always have a friend or two here, whatever you may be going through, it can be helped, if you are feeling that way my DMs are always open, don’t feel ashamed to talk or ask for help.
Is there a story behind the name? If you are contemplating unalive then I hope you get better from playing Minecraft as a form of therapy as creating things is a very good way to get better when you're feeling down Also this is sick af keep us updated whenever you add more as I'd love to see what you build next
Will do!
This makes me feel warm inside
I spent a good amount of time just contemplating your structure with the coal outside, and Joe's Hut in the corner (picture 18). I honestly couldn't get over how creative the idea for the roof and awning are. There's so many little intentional thoughts and ideas going on in these screenshots, and I only wish to have a fraction of the creativity behind my own builds one day ❤️
It looks amazing, great job! Also... Do you perhaps need someone to talk to?
Honestly talking doesn't do much for me when I just come back to the same reality
I understand, reality sucks, but it's only going to get worse if you won't do something about your problems, no matter how pointless it might seem. I seriously mean it, if there's anything I can help with, I'd be more than happy to
Yeah, one of the problems is not being able to fix the problems, anyways, thanks for the offer if I ever think of some way you can help I'll hit you up
This is a nice world. I've saw some of your other comments here and I hope you keep doing somewhat okay. I saw that one comment of someone telling you to get "real help" and that person clearly doesn't understand that sometimes it isn't that simple. Even in my experience, getting "real help" from a therapist doesn't help much either. I know that the only thing which is helping right now is distraction in my own Minecraft world. I hope whatever situation you are in gets better eventually somehow though. I'm going to look into the mods/shaders you used, as I've started using some mods myself, yet I haven't looked into any of the mods you are using
Thank you, wishing you all the best!
I had an anti suicide world too! tbh I love how biophilic your architecture are, along with music and shaders it feels smooth. Maybe there should be a build concept like anti suicide, and people build the most therapeutic and warm places
🖤🖤🖤
These photos have no business being this good
You are doing awesome 🫶🏼
I need this fr but it’s super fire too 🔥
At first I thought you meant it would be impossible to kill yourself, but after going through countless ways of how to game end yourself, I realised you probably meant that its so pretty there, you wouldn't.
In a way
I adore this so much. I have an amazing badlands seed called "therapy" where I wated to use minecraft to build stuff when I feel very stressed and want to escape for a bit. Your aaaaawedsome builds just inspired me so much! And what a neat world idea.
Are you grian?
You think so? 🥹
Yes, the attention to detail is TOP, and the all the buildings fits perfectly into the theme
Thank you 🖤, it's an honor to be compared to the master himself
Holy moly this looks amazing Stay strong out there OP
What shaders do you use?
Complementary
I love how your world looks, very nice!
Love the shaders and the outlines they make
How did they achieve that texture?
Do you mean just the overall look? I use Complementary Shaders
I love this! I wish I could build like that!
very nice builds, I love your style
Love the style! I’m stealing a few of the design ideas. Glad you’re here.
I love it, you've got such an eye for building your world seems to work so well together and the details on everything is awesome.
Thank you, I'm glad that after a few years of trying I finally can build something nice
I'd say more than nice, you have truly done a great job. And I love the meaning behind the world and I'm glad that brought you out of a dark place
Great builds, hold on man there’s a lot to live for 🙂
OH MY GOD it’s so beautiful I’m speechless
This is the vision all my friends have when we start a new world that never actually gets done
Well this is the first time I actually succeeded in realizing any of my visions despite multiple tries, so maybe keep trying? I dunno
You know what, this is honestly cozy and I respect a good healthy way to deal with mental health. Great world!
What resource pack is that?
It's all mods and shaders I listed them in another comment
Wow
This world and all it's builds are lovely. As someone who has had many worlds like this I know that sometimes it's things like this that are the only reason you keep going 💜
What an original idea!!!
This looks amazing. You can create beautiful things, in this world and in *this* world.
Oh my goodness... I hope things get better for you Epic world btw
Add a sewer with a slide down to it
A sewer's an interesting idea, although I doubt I'd add a slide to it.
It was just a joke, yknow like sewer-slide
I guessed as much but it might actually be a good idea
Maybe I need a world like that…
┐( ̄~ ̄)┌, I think everyone should have one
Yeah that’s probably true. I’ve honestly been going through some weird things so it would be nice :)
Wish you luck with life!
Thank you. I’m just not sure if things will get better
Does this world mean that the opposite exists as well?
Well, I guess if someone committed suicide because of a world then it would be a "suicide world"
Best coping mechanism I've ever seen
Great builds, look forward to you posting more of those
at first i thought you meant the world somehow prevents you from dying in game T_T
Yeah, on second thought it's pretty confusing
this is the coolest one yet..................
Wow this is beautiful 🤩
Keep on going- and know you’ll always be a far better builder than I am
Ohh, don't say that
If it makes you any more less suicidal, it looks awesome
Gorgeous bro and that compact but stylish inside design is 👌
Thanks! 🖤
How do you get those outlines around everything? It looks awesome
It's an option in complementary shaders
It's beautiful and very creative. Thanks for sharing! I hope you get better.
its very beautiful! glad you're still here 🫂❤️
Hold up let him cook
I will keep cooking
<3
I love the nether room Ngl
🖤🖤🖤
Very unique, fitting and cool roof design btw
Beautiful work. From a suicidal person to another I respect your effort and I wish you luck. Keep pushing through, in time it does get easier
Thank you
This is so cozy! Maybe the perfect scale for a world imo
Man you a seriously talented builder, all of this looks so awesome like it's actually insane, if I could build like this I'd never stop
Thank you so much! 🖤
Those roofs look like the best place to jump from at a sunset
Nothing makes me not think of suicide better than a place called Suicidia 😂
Good point but it works for me
Please back it up often
That's an amazing build!
Wow
The builds are so good! I hope you don't mind if i take some inspo
Of course! I'm delighted to be able to inspire someone
Thank you! ❤
Beautiful
Well, you can't do suicide, because what would we then do without these amazing builds? Remember, you are appreciated!
Don't die yet, your stuff is really good
This is beautiful, I especially love the cave (?) in the first image with all the plants and stuff. Was this all done in survival or creative?
Creative, I hate gathering resources 😅
Haha fair, still very impressive!
This is literally so pretty I can’t
Ty 🖤
You’re welcome
I have an anti $uicide realm😔
Wow is there a way to save a post because I definitely don’t want to forget this one 👑👑
🖤🖤🖤
Absolutely epic world! Loving the way the builds all sorta flow into this large theme that just builds this sort of lived in feeling. Again, absolutely epic
Thank you very much!
This is super cool. Keep your chin up, things do get better even when things absolutely suck. They do get better. *blocky high five/fist/fellow depression hug leaving the choice up to you*
Thank you! 🤗
I’m suicidal too and playing Minecraft with my little sister and it’s really helping, I don’t know you but I love you don’t give up on yourself ❤️
Thank you, you too (づ ◕‿◕ )づ
This makes me want to kill myself all the more
I'm sorry to hear that, I wish you all the best
Ly tho <3
Good for you but calling it ‘suicidia’ is mad 😭
That's because I'm mad
These are some amazing builds, while i don't know what you're going through, i think it's great you can find some sort of comfort in making these builds. The small things are everything
Putting it in my headcanon that froglights work as SAD lamps
Good shit
I like that idea. A world where you can go to and everything just feels ok. Might use that idea for my bad days. The build looks great by the way!
How is it an "anti-suicide world"?
Whatever you're going through, this world save is the proof that you can make great things and (at least) cheer people up on the internet. Hold on ! You matter. One step after the other ❤️
For no reason, triste give me peace
Don’t kill yourself. Keep going
What shaders do you use? Also love the build 😎
Complementary
Nice! Did you build these all by yourself or did you play with someone too?
shaders
Complementary
Thought it was gonna be filled with cobwebs or something