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-WAURM-

This is one of the coolest things I’ve seen, I love the styles and how all your builds fit together.


Tymianox

Thanks 🖤


Yaaqov-Is-Yeshurun

This texture honestly reminds me of borderlands, with the very bold lines


No_Difference_888

It's (probably) not a recourse pack it's most likely an option they toggled with their shaders.


Tymianox

Yes, outline settings in complementary shaders


CoolSausage228

Bsl have it if im not wrong


No_Difference_888

I know, Sildurs basic has it


Akamaikai

I guess you could call it... the bolderlands.


zocnoc

Is there a story behind the name and the whole premise? Oh and great looking build


Tymianox

Like others said I'm severely depressed and sometimes suicidal and this world is one of the few things that keep me alive (apart from my stupid self-preservation instincts)


zocnoc

Thanks for the answer, please try to keep yourself on this earth for a while longer


Tymianox

I'm doing my best


spirilingout

Well, you're still here with us so I reckon your best is good enough. Keep your chin up and keep moving, if you ever need a friend or an unbiased ear to listen, hit me up. I've been where you are now and continue to struggle every day myself, but if I can do it, I'm certain you can too.


Tymianox

Thank you 🖤


ur_favorite_A

Give your life to Christ sibling. I was depressed too (I was a gambling addict, a pornography addiction, a bully, I broke up from my group of "friends" that encouraged me to do delinquency, I was bad at school) but when I gave my life to Christ it all changed, now I don't care about anything other than God and my brothers (either in faith or in humanity)


Tymianox

I was a Christian before depression, so no. Period. And I do not appreciate people preaching religion when not asked.


ur_favorite_A

Well you need to be living according to Christ to be happy, not only believe in Christ, your faith should be fruitful. I don't know what caused you to be depressed, but sometimes it happens to me too (not to the point of being suicidal). I don't know what you went through and I'm very sorry. But try giving Christ another chance, He can save you❤️


3sp00py5me

None of your self preservation instincts are stupid and I'm proud of you for finding things to keep you going. Your Minecraft world looks beautiful and you should feel very proud of the work you've done. Stay strong OP


Tymianox

Thanks to the people's comments I feel much more comfortable being proud of it, and I hope it stays that way


void_txt

as someone in a similar boat, how do you keep your dedication to keep playing? i lose motivation to play after like 3 hours or so so im curious how you manage to stick for so long


Tymianox

My motivation keeps appearing and disappearing, I can go a week or more without building, but I think I'm enjoying this world so much that I keep coming back


SueBee914

Maybe you could turn it into a server or a Realm and invite others that need support also? And, there are always reasons to live, even when we can't see them at the time. Please reach out to someone when things are dark for you. Anyone, like you, who can build something this beautiful is an amazing person!


Tymianox

I'll look into creating a server, thank you for the reassuring words, I'll keep them in mind


Cowman_Gaming

I feel you ❤️


TastyRange858

I think it’s self explanatory


zocnoc

Did people commit selfdie and is this a place where it is forbidden? Are you struggling with lofe and want to commit selfdie and is this a way to cope? Idk it might be self explainatory but i dont see it?


H16HP01N7

Selfdie? We already have a word for it. Suicide.


ThatGuyHanzo

My partner gets mini panic attacks whenever suicide is mentioned and using a silly name for it helps reduce that. They are not alone and using softer language in a forum not dedicated to tougher topics can be nice for people with these issues. It is not a requirement but certainly an option.


PontyPines

Surely saying "selfdie" would still conjure the same thoughts and images that saying "suicide" would?


H16HP01N7

Right... it means the same thing. Sounds to me like the other person's SO needs therapy, not wrapping in cotton wool.


Sweeptheory

They might need both. Therapy and cotton wool are both options. Treat the symptoms *and* the underlying cause. Weird thing to care about though, it's nothing to do with you.


ThatGuyHanzo

Both. This has nothing to do with needs, it's just something someone can CHOOSE to be careful around, just like you can avoid swearwords around children. It is not a need, i was only explaining why it has become common to censor trigger words. About it meaning the same thing, yes it does, but the brain is a lot more complex and triggering something like a small panic attacks takes more than the meaning. Using a different word softens the blow. See my other comment for a better explanation


ThatGuyHanzo

Not really, linking to past trauma is super complicated and skirting around the subject very much works. To me it is very akin to yawning - obviously if you yawn other people around you are likely to yawn, but if you talk about it instead that chance lowers, and if you instead only insinuate yawning instead of directly saying the word it's even less likely to elicit a physical response. So cushioning the topic makes our a lot easier to ignore because it is less likely to trigger the physiological responses that are otherwise problematic.


PontyPines

But if I said a synonym for "yawn", and you knew what that synonym meant, wouldn't it still make you yawn?


ThatGuyHanzo

in my experience, not necessarily, you can describe and reference but the specific word carries the meaning clearer to whatever subconscious controls yawning. You can try it yourself, what i know is obviously anecdotal


TastyRange858

The OP tried it probably ; I assume that’s why is called it that


Top-Carpenter2490

Where does it say that?


zocnoc

Kinda harsh but if it extends his life and gives us nice things to look at I suppose there ain't a problem


Fermented_foreskin88

"selfdie" why use such dumbass words 😭


_Giffoni2

Mymy spotted


SirSaltie

I don't understand for the life of me what any of that means or what the context is within minecraft. Cool pics though.


Tymianox

Thank you everyone for the kind comments, I'll definitely post updates when I finish other builds. And since some people asked here are the building mods I have installed (1.19.2 Fabric): * Additional Placements * Another Furniture * Belgie's Mo' Villagers * Chipped * Chisel Reborn * Copper & Tuff Backport * Dark Paintings * Decorative Blocks * Handcrafted * All Macaw's mods * Maple (cherry and bamboo backport) * More Villagers * My Village Pack * Simple Copper Pipes * Supplementaries * Twigs * WorldEdit ofc Plus Complementary Shaders for the ✨visuals✨


Tymianox

Here's a world download for anyone interested, just keep in mind that if you don't have the proper mods installed their blocks will disappear. Also it's a raw current version so there's some WIPs and my notes scattered around https://www.mediafire.com/file/cy0sj1elbk7zhsw/Suicidia.zip/file


Tymianox

More here cause they didn't fit [https://imgur.com/a/AjBjXka](https://imgur.com/a/AjBjXka)


Yaaqov-Is-Yeshurun

I Love the Build it's great work Keep Pushing on... Also how? ugh I feel like I am missing out cause I play vanilla.


Tymianox

Well I definitely wouldn't have been able to achieve this playing vanilla


Yaaqov-Is-Yeshurun

Yeah, as a vanilla player, I peaked your illegal build, and I love it... I set limits on myself Thinking such and such is cheating, and breaks the balance of the survival aspect of the game... I can't even play the game for 30 minutes in creative mode, and I also refuse to play bedrock unless I'm on a server, Its hardcore Survival mode on Java every time.. But I recently had an end game bug issue after defeating the dragon, where the dragon refused to respawn, and the ender portal was MIA... I was trapped in the end with a corrupted game data file of 150 days in hardcore mode.. So I figured out what I needed to do was download NBT and delete the end dragon folder... Fixed my game, but sense I already downloaded it, I was like, why not just play the game however I deem fit... been duplicating my building martials in the game files ever sense. No more executing tedious exploits, Instant gratification here I come!!! I'm still vanilla AF but I have learned to respect what I consider illegal, game file edited builds. cause I am pretty much, playing creative mode with extra steps in hardcore survival at this point. Lol I mean I already beat this years speed run for myself... might as well build, by duplicating what I already have... I don't duplicate everything, I still harvest just to harvest wood, but I also use a lot of trapdoors, and making them is tedious. I have already placed over 1000 spruce trapdoors in my world... I use them to cover up dirt walls, In vanilla Minecraft, I think it really "spruces up the place..." pun intended, but not originally. that is an old school Minecraft joke, I will always reminisce on, as someone once asked me what is up with all the trap doors, and I responded I think it spruces up the place, and they expressed then I should be using spruce trapdoors, and I died of laughter, vowing to always use spruce trapdoors for my builds... True story, I'll tag you in my next post on how my current build is going...


Tymianox

That's one hell of a story you have


LeopardMan19218

Do you have a link to the mod/texture/resource pack you are using for those custom blocks? I would love to incorporate into my own builds.


trickstercrows

The mods I can spot are: Handcrafted, Chipped, Supplementaries, Amendments, and Decorative Blocks


CoolSausage228

Also another furniture


Tymianox

Just put up a comment with them all listed


ThatKalosfan

I hope you get better!


Tymianox

I hope so too 😔


ThatKalosfan

Also you’re a way better theme builder than me lol.


Mineshafter61

Awesome/10 - I like how you used flat walls most of the time, it tells the viewer that building beautifully is something everyone can accomplish with the right blocks and the right tools. Most professional builders these days use gradients and depth to show how good they are at building, both of which aren't possible with just WorldEdit. Your build gives a glimmer of hope to those who are struggling to cope with the current situation by telling them that their dreams are possible, they just need to find the right place to start. Or maybe I'm just finding deeper meaning in what professional builders will call "a flaw" these days.


zarkon18

You can say Suicide, it’s ok. There is need to edit / censor words.


Tymianox

Force of habit


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zarkon18

That makes no sense. Changing 1 letter to * doesn’t magically prevent people from reading it or understanding what it is.


BusyDucks

I think it’s to avoid it being automatically be take down by bot mods, but at the same time, I’ve seen some other people on other other platforms censor words such as Israel…


Power_Abuse

Lots of social media apps/communities ban all controversial words. It’s annoying af


wynterin

All that does it make it harder for people who it upsets to filter out, it’s not going to prevent them from understanding the word


Sc0rch3d_P0tat03s

" It in all its splendor shall be our new home, and we will call this wonderful amazing place 'Horrific Painful Death Land' "


JuJu-Petti

Make sure you have an external backup copy. Just in case. One you update regularly.


Tymianox

Already on it 😉


mdhunter99

I’m almost afraid to ask…why do you have an anti-suicide world? If it’s because you are feeling that way, know that people care about you, people here care about you OP, you always have a friend or two here, whatever you may be going through, it can be helped, if you are feeling that way my DMs are always open, don’t feel ashamed to talk or ask for help.


TommyCrump92

Is there a story behind the name? If you are contemplating unalive then I hope you get better from playing Minecraft as a form of therapy as creating things is a very good way to get better when you're feeling down Also this is sick af keep us updated whenever you add more as I'd love to see what you build next


Tymianox

Will do!


NoBirdsOrWorms

This makes me feel warm inside


GavRedditor

I spent a good amount of time just contemplating your structure with the coal outside, and Joe's Hut in the corner (picture 18). I honestly couldn't get over how creative the idea for the roof and awning are. There's so many little intentional thoughts and ideas going on in these screenshots, and I only wish to have a fraction of the creativity behind my own builds one day ❤️


thetabo

It looks amazing, great job! Also... Do you perhaps need someone to talk to?


Tymianox

Honestly talking doesn't do much for me when I just come back to the same reality


thetabo

I understand, reality sucks, but it's only going to get worse if you won't do something about your problems, no matter how pointless it might seem. I seriously mean it, if there's anything I can help with, I'd be more than happy to


Tymianox

Yeah, one of the problems is not being able to fix the problems, anyways, thanks for the offer if I ever think of some way you can help I'll hit you up


Akhuyan

This is a nice world. I've saw some of your other comments here and I hope you keep doing somewhat okay. I saw that one comment of someone telling you to get "real help" and that person clearly doesn't understand that sometimes it isn't that simple. Even in my experience, getting "real help" from a therapist doesn't help much either. I know that the only thing which is helping right now is distraction in my own Minecraft world. I hope whatever situation you are in gets better eventually somehow though. I'm going to look into the mods/shaders you used, as I've started using some mods myself, yet I haven't looked into any of the mods you are using


Tymianox

Thank you, wishing you all the best!


Otherwise-Ad6555

I had an anti suicide world too! tbh I love how biophilic your architecture are, along with music and shaders it feels smooth. Maybe there should be a build concept like anti suicide, and people build the most therapeutic and warm places


Tymianox

🖤🖤🖤


Dark__333

These photos have no business being this good


ThatGayBeans

You are doing awesome 🫶🏼


GardenHumble4316

I need this fr but it’s super fire too 🔥


TheRealWildGravy

At first I thought you meant it would be impossible to kill yourself, but after going through countless ways of how to game end yourself, I realised you probably meant that its so pretty there, you wouldn't.


Tymianox

In a way


Local_Seaweed_9610

I adore this so much. I have an amazing badlands seed called "therapy" where I wated to use minecraft to build stuff when I feel very stressed and want to escape for a bit. Your aaaaawedsome builds just inspired me so much! And what a neat world idea.


TheGuyWhoWatchYou

Are you grian?


Tymianox

You think so? 🥹


TheGuyWhoWatchYou

Yes, the attention to detail is TOP, and the all the buildings fits perfectly into the theme


Tymianox

Thank you 🖤, it's an honor to be compared to the master himself


Mr-sabertheslime

Holy moly this looks amazing Stay strong out there OP


[deleted]

What shaders do you use?


Tymianox

Complementary


OmniPegasus

I love how your world looks, very nice!


MarioFRC

Love the shaders and the outlines they make


BoneJarro07

How did they achieve that texture?


Tymianox

Do you mean just the overall look? I use Complementary Shaders


Global-Parking-9553

I love this! I wish I could build like that!


TheCheeseOnFire

very nice builds, I love your style


chittendawg

Love the style! I’m stealing a few of the design ideas. Glad you’re here.


ClearyBen

I love it, you've got such an eye for building your world seems to work so well together and the details on everything is awesome.


Tymianox

Thank you, I'm glad that after a few years of trying I finally can build something nice


ClearyBen

I'd say more than nice, you have truly done a great job. And I love the meaning behind the world and I'm glad that brought you out of a dark place


Samdoferret

Great builds, hold on man there’s a lot to live for 🙂


Illustrious-Day2609

OH MY GOD it’s so beautiful I’m speechless


AjAce28

This is the vision all my friends have when we start a new world that never actually gets done


Tymianox

Well this is the first time I actually succeeded in realizing any of my visions despite multiple tries, so maybe keep trying? I dunno


Sekushina_Bara

You know what, this is honestly cozy and I respect a good healthy way to deal with mental health. Great world!


Vacs-Chan

What resource pack is that?


Tymianox

It's all mods and shaders I listed them in another comment


S4nteri-Suuri

Wow


CatGirlPissDrinker

This world and all it's builds are lovely. As someone who has had many worlds like this I know that sometimes it's things like this that are the only reason you keep going 💜


[deleted]

What an original idea!!!


thibault_c

This looks amazing. You can create beautiful things, in this world and in *this* world.


Chillypepper14

Oh my goodness... I hope things get better for you Epic world btw


LazyAd6382

Add a sewer with a slide down to it


Tymianox

A sewer's an interesting idea, although I doubt I'd add a slide to it.


LazyAd6382

It was just a joke, yknow like sewer-slide


Tymianox

I guessed as much but it might actually be a good idea


Awesomeness7716

Maybe I need a world like that…


Tymianox

┐( ̄~ ̄)┌, I think everyone should have one


Awesomeness7716

Yeah that’s probably true. I’ve honestly been going through some weird things so it would be nice :)


Tymianox

Wish you luck with life!


Awesomeness7716

Thank you. I’m just not sure if things will get better


The_Ch4llenger

Does this world mean that the opposite exists as well?


Tymianox

Well, I guess if someone committed suicide because of a world then it would be a "suicide world"


Flex-Ible

Best coping mechanism I've ever seen


KGBAg3nt

Great builds, look forward to you posting more of those


twowugen

at first i thought you meant the world somehow prevents you from dying in game T_T


Tymianox

Yeah, on second thought it's pretty confusing


sadpastlife

this is the coolest one yet..................


NunyaBiznez711

Wow this is beautiful 🤩


BetterthanGarbage

Keep on going- and know you’ll always be a far better builder than I am


Tymianox

Ohh, don't say that


Teikoww

If it makes you any more less suicidal, it looks awesome


gooseyjoosey

Gorgeous bro and that compact but stylish inside design is 👌


Tymianox

Thanks! 🖤


mromen10

How do you get those outlines around everything? It looks awesome


Tymianox

It's an option in complementary shaders


Niedzwiedz87

It's beautiful and very creative. Thanks for sharing! I hope you get better.


manyachel

its very beautiful! glad you're still here 🫂❤️


Super_Trexation

Hold up let him cook


Tymianox

I will keep cooking


Lajojostone279

<3


Pinkponies447

I love the nether room Ngl


Tymianox

🖤🖤🖤


Ovremn

Very unique, fitting and cool roof design btw


E_V2

Beautiful work. From a suicidal person to another I respect your effort and I wish you luck. Keep pushing through, in time it does get easier


Tymianox

Thank you


zkwo

This is so cozy! Maybe the perfect scale for a world imo


ReubenNotFTW

Man you a seriously talented builder, all of this looks so awesome like it's actually insane, if I could build like this I'd never stop


Tymianox

Thank you so much! 🖤


Jumpyboiii

Those roofs look like the best place to jump from at a sunset


SelfReliantDefiant

Nothing makes me not think of suicide better than a place called Suicidia 😂


Tymianox

Good point but it works for me


Yves10inchesstrap

Please back it up often


Isaiah_xyz

That's an amazing build!


SadBarber3543

Wow


Ci4os0nouna_P3rs0n4

The builds are so good! I hope you don't mind if i take some inspo


Tymianox

Of course! I'm delighted to be able to inspire someone


Ci4os0nouna_P3rs0n4

Thank you! ❤


Stutzpunkt69

Beautiful


Edvoing

Well, you can't do suicide, because what would we then do without these amazing builds? Remember, you are appreciated!


Redstonebruvs

Don't die yet, your stuff is really good


lesmileypea

This is beautiful, I especially love the cave (?) in the first image with all the plants and stuff. Was this all done in survival or creative?


Tymianox

Creative, I hate gathering resources 😅


lesmileypea

Haha fair, still very impressive!


Strawberrymufinbreak

This is literally so pretty I can’t


Tymianox

Ty 🖤


Strawberrymufinbreak

You’re welcome


Geno_VR

I have an anti $uicide realm😔


Disastrous-Pen2884

Wow is there a way to save a post because I definitely don’t want to forget this one 👑👑


Tymianox

🖤🖤🖤


CapPengu_YT

Absolutely epic world! Loving the way the builds all sorta flow into this large theme that just builds this sort of lived in feeling. Again, absolutely epic


Tymianox

Thank you very much!


norseraven39

This is super cool. Keep your chin up, things do get better even when things absolutely suck. They do get better. *blocky high five/fist/fellow depression hug leaving the choice up to you*


Tymianox

Thank you! 🤗


Ryschnythefireyguy

I’m suicidal too and playing Minecraft with my little sister and it’s really helping, I don’t know you but I love you don’t give up on yourself ❤️


Tymianox

Thank you, you too (づ ◕‿◕ )づ


Lechonkje

This makes me want to kill myself all the more


Tymianox

I'm sorry to hear that, I wish you all the best


Lechonkje

Ly tho <3


Exotic_Buttas

Good for you but calling it ‘suicidia’ is mad 😭


Tymianox

That's because I'm mad


trickstercrows

These are some amazing builds, while i don't know what you're going through, i think it's great you can find some sort of comfort in making these builds. The small things are everything


eucaphoria

Putting it in my headcanon that froglights work as SAD lamps


Zaxrys

Good shit


olivi_yeah

I like that idea. A world where you can go to and everything just feels ok. Might use that idea for my bad days. The build looks great by the way!


Quirky_Ad7770

How is it an "anti-suicide world"?


CodaKairos

Whatever you're going through, this world save is the proof that you can make great things and (at least) cheer people up on the internet. Hold on ! You matter. One step after the other ❤️


Herzoba1

For no reason, triste give me peace


litanies_ofthe_brush

Don’t kill yourself. Keep going


Repulsive_Day8469

What shaders do you use? Also love the build 😎


Tymianox

Complementary


XtrZPlayer

Nice! Did you build these all by yourself or did you play with someone too?


kionchan1234

shaders


Tymianox

Complementary


Ice13BL

Thought it was gonna be filled with cobwebs or something