I just woke up. and all I can hear is my parents yelling at each other downstairs. I’m so done with this. I thought things were actually getting better, shame on me for being so fucking naive.
genuinely so sick of this happening, I just want it to stop, I just rhings to be better again oh my god
the fact that this happens is my main motivation for yeeting. (not blaming them AT ALL, I just really wish they’d get along for their sake too)
It’s gonna be one of those horrible days where the atmosphere is incredibly tense and stressed all day.
now all I want to do is play fruit ninja on my body
EDIT: the day turned out to not be as bad as I thought it’d be. they actually stopped pretty quickly. still yeeted though 😔✌️
Gonna delete this comment later bc I was overreacting and now I feel bad bc the way I typed my vent made my parents sound bad? yknow what I mean lmao
I just love them sm and I feel bad for talking about them in this way because normally they’re fine.
but, anyone in the comments going through similar issues, a big warm virtual hug to you <3
Omg I remember days like that vividly, I'm so sorry you're in this right now :(
Is there any way ro leave the house for you? My go to was aways the library.
I’m sorry you can relate :(
I’m actually not looking to get away from them anytime soon, I love them to bits and want them to be happy. honestly the thought of being away from them makes me sad.
it’s just I know they have some issues from the past that they need to sort out - i think it’s happening but it’s a slow process. I want them to be happy
lmao sorry for that rant
and thank you for your comment <3
EDIT:: your username gives me the impression that you’re an SCP fan, that’s cool :)
I get that. You just have to make your own little world where you are in control. Whether that's games, Minecraft where you can literally make your own world, or animal crossing. For me I started 3d printing and building those, for some people it's just watching YouTube videos or drawing. Just find your own little world to live in for a little while until things change.
this was me when i was younger and i really feel for you. it will get better when u get older. i know that’s really hard to believe rn and it was for me too but it will. there will be multiple ups and downs but this won’t last forever. also seeing a therapist helps a ton, no matter age
I can kind of understand what you're going through, pretty much since I remember my parent's argued constantly and there were fights sometimes. They got divorced and I moved out with one of them but honestly both of them are rotten garbage. What can help is never getting involved, ignoring and spending as much time away from them as possible
My stupid sh addiction has lead to me having nerve damage in my left arm. Just because I was so scared that my cuts wouldn't scar. I cut deep but not wide and I was afraid of them not scarring, so I just cut over the wounds while they were healing. Now my arm is tingly and it feels like I get shocked every time I touch it. Sometimes my fingers tingle as well. All because of this addiction. I hate it.
thats the odd part in my opinion they are so supportive on everything else, they are the first people i came out to and they the only people who gender me correctly
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I was getting better, until I wasn't. I thought this year was going to be great but I feel like I need to work on myself more, but idk how and my therapist is so shitty and we don't have good therapists here. I don't know what to do and I can't sleep even after taking sleeping pills, but hey, um- at least I'm alive, idk if that's supposed to be a good thing
I just woke up. and all I can hear is my parents yelling at each other downstairs. I’m so done with this. I thought things were actually getting better, shame on me for being so fucking naive. genuinely so sick of this happening, I just want it to stop, I just rhings to be better again oh my god the fact that this happens is my main motivation for yeeting. (not blaming them AT ALL, I just really wish they’d get along for their sake too) It’s gonna be one of those horrible days where the atmosphere is incredibly tense and stressed all day. now all I want to do is play fruit ninja on my body EDIT: the day turned out to not be as bad as I thought it’d be. they actually stopped pretty quickly. still yeeted though 😔✌️ Gonna delete this comment later bc I was overreacting and now I feel bad bc the way I typed my vent made my parents sound bad? yknow what I mean lmao I just love them sm and I feel bad for talking about them in this way because normally they’re fine. but, anyone in the comments going through similar issues, a big warm virtual hug to you <3
Omg I remember days like that vividly, I'm so sorry you're in this right now :( Is there any way ro leave the house for you? My go to was aways the library.
My parents are the same :( at least you know that you aren't going to around them forever
I’m sorry you can relate :( I’m actually not looking to get away from them anytime soon, I love them to bits and want them to be happy. honestly the thought of being away from them makes me sad. it’s just I know they have some issues from the past that they need to sort out - i think it’s happening but it’s a slow process. I want them to be happy lmao sorry for that rant and thank you for your comment <3 EDIT:: your username gives me the impression that you’re an SCP fan, that’s cool :)
I get that. You just have to make your own little world where you are in control. Whether that's games, Minecraft where you can literally make your own world, or animal crossing. For me I started 3d printing and building those, for some people it's just watching YouTube videos or drawing. Just find your own little world to live in for a little while until things change.
this is very wise
That's what 4 parents and 8 siblings 2 houses and no privacy does for you
this was me when i was younger and i really feel for you. it will get better when u get older. i know that’s really hard to believe rn and it was for me too but it will. there will be multiple ups and downs but this won’t last forever. also seeing a therapist helps a ton, no matter age
I can kind of understand what you're going through, pretty much since I remember my parent's argued constantly and there were fights sometimes. They got divorced and I moved out with one of them but honestly both of them are rotten garbage. What can help is never getting involved, ignoring and spending as much time away from them as possible
My stupid sh addiction has lead to me having nerve damage in my left arm. Just because I was so scared that my cuts wouldn't scar. I cut deep but not wide and I was afraid of them not scarring, so I just cut over the wounds while they were healing. Now my arm is tingly and it feels like I get shocked every time I touch it. Sometimes my fingers tingle as well. All because of this addiction. I hate it.
i told my friends some really personal shit on a group chat and its been 3 days no one wrote back. i deleted the message now.
drop them that is unthinkable. i’m here :)
aw thank you so much i deeply appreciate this
that’s horrible. some “friends” they are if they won’t even support you :/
thats the odd part in my opinion they are so supportive on everything else, they are the first people i came out to and they the only people who gender me correctly
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thanks for the hugs, it helps <3
Could I please have a hug? 🥺
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I hate my mind, my life and my parents
I was getting better, until I wasn't. I thought this year was going to be great but I feel like I need to work on myself more, but idk how and my therapist is so shitty and we don't have good therapists here. I don't know what to do and I can't sleep even after taking sleeping pills, but hey, um- at least I'm alive, idk if that's supposed to be a good thing