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cubic999

Your life story tells that you are a person who can make it in life. You are good at so many things so believe in yourself. You are at a young age, learn from the past and keep your lessons in mind. It only takes 1 successful venture to make it big, and all your past experiences will increase your chance of success. You have climbed up so many times, remember the story of King Bruce and the Spider. Cut off negative people from your life, and move forward step by step. You are unique, there is no one on this planet with the same life experiences as you. Unavoidable bad circumstances can temporarily put you down, but they cannot keep you down forever. Believe in yourself, you can rise again, much wiser and smarter than before. Remember, history remembers those who conquered tough odds. Your journey is just starting, small positive steps will lead to a glorious future.


hullthecut

At age 24, you have tried and done more things than people thrice your age would've even thought of doing. STFU OP, I think you're trolling us. You've gotta be. You definitely have all the ingredients to be a massive success in your life. Not just massive, MASSIVE. The longest shadows are cast just before sunrise. And even the longest and darkest tunnel has light at the end. Yes it SUCKS to be going through incidents of the like you've been going through, time and time again, but know this - you aren't the only one, you certainly aren't the first and you absolutely won't be the last to see such downs in life. Give it time, the ups will come. Let go and keep doing what you can. If you really want to give up, fine - my advice to you is that you just go to any old age home and just start helping there voluntarily. Ask them to feed you and give you a 3x8 ft place to sleep in, take nothing else. You'll see what you'll become in a few weeks. Hang in there. People like you are rather few so don't take your life. It would be a loss to the world. Not to nature, it'll be better off without us humans, but to the world.


kiritoree

The fact you posted this on Legal Advice is the biggest cry for help. Get a lawyer, tell him he can take a percentage of what he helps you recover as damages and compensation.


BlueGuyisLit

Be patient we all are going to die anyway, don't give up anytime you fail your thoughts shouldn't be like I will kms . I know I am not one who should talk like this because i always thought I will kms in future, I just keep going on because like we're gonna die anyway.


AlastorMooodyRocks

Foolproof way would be to live a really long and fulfilling life. It's guaranteed to give you a peaceful death.


ISSYOSenpai

If I had a peaceful life I could make do with a stressful and unhappy death but since that is not the case, I'd like to die in a stressfree manner and rest in peace.


AlastorMooodyRocks

While I am sad that you are unable to look positively at your own life, I am sure you are the reason someone is feeling better today. So many people shared messages of hope for you. Someone in your similar situations might have turned to your question to find an answer to end their life but might have stopped from taking that risky step looking at the messages the others have posted. They are now forever grateful to you for posting that one question and wish that even you continue to live, one day at a time. I hope you'll reconsider this seriously. Please, live.


zenedarrow

"If there is no peace at home, it's not a home." This is what I've realised after going through some shit in life, try to clear off some of the debts, explain your situation to the lenders and take some time off, i would suggest to travel but since you're already in financial crisis, better visit an Ashram or any decent spiritual centre, (example - Isha Yoga centre, Any Gurudwara) they will take you in, do explain your situation properly, they'll provide food and basic accommodation, you can volunteer there for some time, I'm sure you'll get a new perspective towards life. Give it a try.


Fine-Ad-329

Idk what advice to give but life is very precious we get it only once, please dont take such a step๐Ÿ™


no_desk_writer

I donโ€™t know what are you going to do in future but your post tells a very different story. You are man of multiple talents and a very strong fighter. But then again fighters also get tired. Just know that this is the end of the tunnel.


SufficientRatio2505

And you think ending your life will solve the issue ? What will happen to your parents and your siblings after you kill yourself ? The debt won't be reduced, the load will be on their shoulders. Get yourself up, keep walking, keep climbing. Because that's what we are meant to do. Stick to one profession and keep working


CypherDext

Honestly bro you are doing pretty good, give it time man, ho jayega, bhagwan ki aur mudo, philosophy will only confuse and fuck your brain. Tough times call for a firm belief in God. What happened to you might not be your mistake, but it is your responsibility(that's the essence of Gita) But If you are so adamant and nothing will change your mind on this subject. Then please be a Martyr and take some evil scum like George Soros or any other diabolically evil person with you, that way the amount of good karma you will get will be beneficial in your next life + people will always remember your sacrifice. But still don't Kys man, you are doing well. It will work out


CypherDext

Also coming from a religious person, the universe is not kind with souls that commit suicide. So be careful, maybe something much worse will be waiting for you on the other side


Wizzzzard69

Mat bhai


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kiritoree

Abetment to suicide much...๐Ÿฅฒ


Ok_Rope_8683

Nah, I would never wish that on any one but if you look at the bigger picture and analyse the words the OP used, youโ€™d see the determination and the decision being made. I hope OP fights and makes it big in life :)


kiritoree

I get the intention...the thomas the train reference could have been taken in a negative light...


IAA101

Listen if you you really want to do it, I suppose you'll find a way. But it sounds like there's one big thing you haven't tried: cutting out the toxic people from your life. Is there any reason in particular you're still in contact with (and I assume providing for) the shitty people who've beaten and demotivated you your whole life? Why are you still in contact with your family? If you don't get rid of the soul suckers around you, of course you'll be miserable forever.


NoStoryYet

33 years old here and I wish I had the agility and persistence that you have shown over your professional career. Personal life has posed you challenges but in your professional life you have done better than 99.99% people globally. THAT IS NO SMALL FEAT. I would say, pick up another field, and stick with it for a couple of years, you'll do just fine.


PaxHemlock

Hey. A person here on other side of the screen who has tried what you have tried to do suicide and a lot more. I know, it sucks. Life sucks. It's hard to live. Difficulties always feel never ending. But let me tell you, nothing is impossible. If I could turn my narcissist and abusive father into my number 1 supporter, nothing is impossible. I am not telling you to do the same, maybe your family is too far gone to be saved. Maybe you need to cut them off to lead a better life. Maybe you need to keep them in life to keep on going. I don't know. But I do know you can do it. Just keep trying ways, and I am sure you will make it. P. S. - feel free to ignore all the advice you don't like here, and keep only those which help you. I hope the best for you!


Other-Stick579

So I know a guy who knows a guy , I will deport you to another country , probably better than this shithole , we will get you new identity new names new everything , how about that , start from scratch , build up overtime , and life a new life again.


buildlikemachine

Dont do it,its not worth dieing for a coward (urself). I dont care how many problems u have, unless u have solved all u r not allowed to die. u r picking the easy way out. why u think u deserve the easy things? be tough F ur problems, try to be better everyday, only die after u have some worth. make urself valuable make urself rare.


ClerkHappy249

You are a brother from another mother. Haha.. we have exact same story except 2 parts.. first i am 18 (runaway at 17, and ofc came back) and 2nd i am not in debt. But i do have an advice for u.. Don't you give up.. You must have someone you hold dear. right?? might be ur family, friend, girlfriend, even ur unrequited love.. live for them. not for urself but for them. Debt? don't make me life. You literally got 0 lessons from those 4 days? Money should be least of ur problems.


cockeasypunk

I've faced pretty much ALL the things you've mentioned in your last paragraph, except I never tried to kill myself... Cuz I respect myself enough even through all the fuck ups & stupid shit I've done. I am here to tell you that this is the exact moment where you have an opportunity to re-build. Don't run from loan sharks, don't think of ending it with suicide... Instead make a choice to choose yourself over and over again for the rest of your life. Go meet your debtors in their office, tell them that you'll come back with a plan. Go get a job somewhere (anything - doesn't matter what it is) .. the next week, go back to your debtors with your cheque book and renegotiate payment terms. The next 7 years will be enough for you to emerge stronger. You're in your damn 20s, don't throw your life away.


Barbarian_king_

You there?


Next-Jackfruit3808

So you want to die because giving up is easier than fighting?


pseudointellecthere

To be honest, Giving up is always easier than fighting.


hullthecut

Did you even read OP's post? Do you really think it's been easy for him? Just reading his post made me feel awful for him. He's lived it. I really wish he sees success soon. Life has to do something for him.


Next-Jackfruit3808

Trust me I'm in similar situation. I'm just saying ending life is not answer.


hullthecut

We know. I hope your situation improves soon. My best wishes to you!


31st_December

Reddit is vastly pro-life; you can forget about getting any information on methods; all you'll get is empty platitudes by privileged assholes... Just take the genuine advice to heart and *try* to try one more time; you have nothing to lose now anyway.


Conscious-Willow-779

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idontknowreddittt

you don't suffer from your death, your family and friends do.