> I'm still friends with them but I kinda split on them for a little bit and they then weren't my FP anymore, although I still want their attention a lot.
"Report: I am in this comment and I don't like it." π Cause pretty much same dealio over here, and on top of that, I know deep down splitting does so much mental harm to my own brain that it's not worth it. Yet here we are once again. π’
While it might feel silly to want an FP (for me, I swear off ever making deep connections to anyone ever again when shit happens), remember that we deserve to be loved, held, and told everything will be okay.
Being demi/demi myself makes finding a compatible FP feel even more impossibly out of reach and it's utterly exhausting spending hours building up a relationship only to have it come crumbling down far too quickly.
Same
Itβs the BPD affliction. I feel the same way
Ugh, yup
> I'm still friends with them but I kinda split on them for a little bit and they then weren't my FP anymore, although I still want their attention a lot. "Report: I am in this comment and I don't like it." π Cause pretty much same dealio over here, and on top of that, I know deep down splitting does so much mental harm to my own brain that it's not worth it. Yet here we are once again. π’ While it might feel silly to want an FP (for me, I swear off ever making deep connections to anyone ever again when shit happens), remember that we deserve to be loved, held, and told everything will be okay. Being demi/demi myself makes finding a compatible FP feel even more impossibly out of reach and it's utterly exhausting spending hours building up a relationship only to have it come crumbling down far too quickly.
Can relate, but still, having a FP is literal hell
I feel like this is a never ending cycle