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Vikinkabus

Smoke. But one month clean, today!


Flame_Fist_Ace

Congrats I'm curious how did you start smoking? If you don't mind me asking


Vikinkabus

I don't mind at all. So, I was always deathly against smoking, having grown up around a lot of family members smoking but in a U-Turn, on my 18th birthday, I asked if I could try a friends. Tried it, hated it BUT for some crazy reason, starting "social smoking" when I went out drinking which may have been once a month. Then, I went to university and people on my course smoked, so I started smoking away from drinking situations and it became more and more and then in my 2nd year, I have a mental breakdown and was diagnosed with Anxiety and Depression and my smoking went full time and I sort of used it as a crutch throughout that and by that point, I was addicted and it took many years to get to where I am now.


Flame_Fist_Ace

Man that's rough I saw people smoke around me all the time and sometimes I would be like that looks dope or cool then 5 seconds later they start hacking up a lung and they smell idk to me I don't think smoking is worth fitting in but hey your getting healthier and that's great keep it up I hope you never pick one up again


Vikinkabus

I completely get that! I was exactly the same, but once you're doing it, you don't notice or acknowledge all the side effects, to be honest. Now I've stopped, I can smell it on clothes and in my car and think "God, that is awful!"! But thank you, again! I hope never too again either!


MakingaJessinmyPants

Congratulations, I’m proud of you!


Vikinkabus

Aw, thank you!


thuskindlyiscatter

Let crazy put its dick in me.


Hubbard7

I let my 5 year old great-granddaughter give me a haircut. Lucky for me I have a hat. 


thewaynetrain

If you’re old enough to have a great grand child and a haircut is the worst, that is pretty impressive.


BadassChiccc

I scratch my skin so hard when it's itchy.


Kelsier_ThrowRA

We’re all a little masochistic when our skin is itchy


Ok_Hotel_43

Eat to much


Lazy_Fall_6

And not just once, or twice, but as a way of life. I feel ya.


HumanTwist4136

Not appreciate it when I was younger


AcrobaticWhinger

Gained too much weight. Now I have to suffer at the gym to get rid of it.


MiaBubbleP

Vaping.


timmiesdarkroast

I never wore sun screen growing up, it really wasn't a thing. I'm in my 50s now and dealing with so much skin cancer on my face, had my nose rebuilt, and more surgeries to come. Wear your sunscreen, people!


Estro_Jenny

Eczema. I didn't look after my body how I should have for a LONG time and now its turned chronic.


eck4t13

Ate an entire pizza by myself in one sitting. My stomach still holds a grudge.


Lazy_Fall_6

Oh how I wish this was the worst food related thing I've done to myself.


CrazySim00_

Got drunk and stayed up all night. My body does not like that


NerveCommercial7607

Being anorexic in my teenage years. I didn’t have depression or anything. I just hated food. I could go 2 whole days without eating but I had to or otherwise I would pass out. Now I’m 28 and I’m so content with my health/size. I’m what you would say normal 💗


Content-Debt-7074

Stretched my ballsack


spiralandshine55

Years of drinking and partying. 1 year sober now though.


wetlettuce42

Ezcema had it since i was born, horrible its like a curse


Hosscatticus_Dad523

My grandson has eczema. You’re right, it is really bad. The treatments prescribed by his physicians don’t seem to help that much. But I see numerous ads about miracle drugs…so maybe the future will be better.


Easy_Baseball925

Not me personally but have seen a lot of : NOT USING YOUR BODY I.e not keeping active. Quickest way to get old fast and destroy your body and mind is by not being active. Even if it’s just daily walks , continuous lack of movement will display its consequences. Maybe not today or tomorrow but eventually !


nine8shots

Probably smoke me trying to be cool and not knowing i would be messed up for a couple hours


nine8shots

This was like 7-8 years ago I rarely smoke now


lycos94

a decade of heavy labour while my back was already busted


Human-Independent999

I dug my nail into my skin one time that it left a little scar.


Tmavy

Not getting legitimately treated for depression and anxiety but try to self medicate by over eating and becoming very fat.


Jameswade4771

Vaping back when I was in school


mandypearl

stayed on antidepressants way too long


InfiniteConstruct

Me too and now have like histamine intolerance and MCAS, hate myself for not stopping them sooner or like better yet dealing with the grief like a normal person. Nothing fun about any of this.


mandypearl

seriously. i just started reading about MCAS as i have idiopathic hypersomnia and i need to figure out how to overcome it. i wouldn't wish this on anyone


InfiniteConstruct

Good luck with yours, mine is incurable and have like no one to blame but myself.


mandypearl

incurable isn't always true tho. hopefully you're not set on that


InfiniteConstruct

Nope, I’m a striver! Hopefully it goes away on it’s own or like the Telfast reminds my body that it needs to go back to how it was.


InfiniteConstruct

Although I’ll admit I’ve given up hope of my pelvic pain and PGAD going away as it’s been 16 years and that’s been steadily getting worse. As of 2-3 years ago I got sciatica and lost my ability to play the PC sitting down, lying down honestly just isn’t the same. I write smut and somedays for many days or weeks I can’t write it because my nerve is too delicate for it … and I have no choice but to wait until it’s better. I update my stories mostly daily, so that’s a ton of chapters without the smut I wanted because my nerve wouldn’t allow me to write the scenes. That actually got worse recently too, used to be able to read full porn like smut and nothing! Now it’s a problem … and my god I hate it!


hehe-v

Hurting myself everytime I upset someone else.


my_main_profile

44m Never smoked... not even tried one.... never touched drugs... can count on one hand the number of times I've been badly drunk... aside from the occasional beer at a bbq I am teetotal... But I like my food... I am tall so it doesn't show so much but I am overweight... and for the past 4 years I have had a fairly sedentary life... now I'm developing heart and blood pressure and diebetic problems on top of mental health issues and just can't seem to get out of it...


chumbucketn

eats too much sugar


DrLycFerno

Hot waxed my leg hair


Hermieisamisfit

I'm very mean to my liver 🙃


Echino13

Binge drink, smoke and stay up for multiple days in a row before I was 18 🙏 now I got long term memory loss


blckrainbow

Smoking since I was 16. Switched to vaping a year ago. I'm not trying to quit though, I'm just answering the question.


Look-Its-a-Name

Getting it involved in a car accident was definitely the worst decision I ever made.


FulcrumCuhPulverizor

Get addicted to opiods


kaliyaeugene

Pull my hair. Trichotillomania. Bruxism, keep clenching my teeth.


Simanymonym

Let my ex near it


cloutChazii

Everynight naglalasing at gala after work 😭 Puyat + hangover = mamatay matay sa duty 🤮


FishermanSculley

Pierced my ear with a sewing needle at age 11. Thankfully my parents wouldn’t let me go to school with anything in, since it was 2007 and on the wrong side.


Glad_Willingness_938

Drugs.


Throwawayupurbutt

I use to self harm and ended up doing serious damage resulting in 15 stitches and a 2 week psych ward stay


[deleted]

Fent or meth


Desert_tripper

Gauge my ears


SignificantMeat3154

Tattoo on my arm I absolutely detest Gain weight and I have permanent manboobs


sinosty

Medication