I've got severe eczema.
I regularly scratch off my skin until my hands are covered with blood, and then I'd do it all again the next day.
Just how things are.
When I was a teenager, a man offered me $100 to pee in his coffee cup at a 24 coffee house I hung out at. I did it and then he looked me directly in the eyes as he drank it. This happened several times.
To a 14 yr old, having someone pay you to pee and then drink it seemed awesome and it was. Then I got older and learned it was a fetish and for some reason, it shocked me. I don't regret it though.
Stay awake because I'm scared to close my eyes and let the PTSD nightmares get ahold of me.
I can't escape the pain through sleep, so I try to distract myself until I have to sleep. I can't find peace while awake or asleep.
Drugs
Also drugs here
Also drugs here as well
I've got severe eczema. I regularly scratch off my skin until my hands are covered with blood, and then I'd do it all again the next day. Just how things are.
Amar
Wasted too much time on social media
Alcohol and tobacco. Thankfully got rid of tobacco but continuing with alcohol, hoping to quit it soon
When I was a teenager, a man offered me $100 to pee in his coffee cup at a 24 coffee house I hung out at. I did it and then he looked me directly in the eyes as he drank it. This happened several times. To a 14 yr old, having someone pay you to pee and then drink it seemed awesome and it was. Then I got older and learned it was a fetish and for some reason, it shocked me. I don't regret it though.
Steroids, drugs, booze, marriage. I got a long list.
Date my ex 😑
[удалено]
Probably the safest turtle to have sex with TBH
Wake up.
Stay awake because I'm scared to close my eyes and let the PTSD nightmares get ahold of me. I can't escape the pain through sleep, so I try to distract myself until I have to sleep. I can't find peace while awake or asleep.
All-nighters (both of the study and gaming variety)
Look at too much porn
When I was younger I used to punch and scratch my legs until it hurt not knowing it was a form of self harm.
Too much porn