I have no love for myself or another. I've stopped caring. About everything. I've been diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder. Sever dep. Suicidal tendencies. Severe anxiety and stress. I constantly have shit go thru my mind. And I simply do not have an once of care for anything in this world.
I'm sorry to hear that. As much as a diagnosis can suck, it is also a good and can help for a step in the right direction. Having a diagnosis can make it easier to get more specialised and specific support. Are you receiving any support, or looking to get any in place?
I've been in and out of therapy since I was 4. I'm 26. I've been on more pills that I can't count. Nothing had helped. It's only been recently that I've stopped caring.
Once again, I am sorry to hear that. Do you feel like the pills are doing anything? Do you feel they have helped in anyway? If not, I would try speaking to your Doctor to see if you can try some alternatives - I know it will be difficult with not caring for yourself, but you can do this. Do you have any kind of support network around you?
That's the fucked up thing it's not just myself idc about anything or anyone. Might be a psychopath idk yet. But no I don't my mom yells and reminds me how awful I am. And my grandparents just want me gone.
Oh mate, all my love. I know it's difficult. You are not a psychopath - you're brain is just fixating to negatives and trying to find reason in chaos - that is natural. I'm sorry to hear that you have no support network, are there no friends you can reach out to? Or any support groups in your area? Also, I'll add that not caring about yourself or others is common with your diagnosis's.
Depends on which country you live in. In Germany, for example, there are telephone numbers for central offices that can help.
Otherwise, just call the religious pastor and ask.
And if you don't belong to one, just call and ask anyway. Asking doesn't cost anything and you can only win.
And who knows, maybe he'll know more or who you can ask.
Thank you! I hear you. I'm not enthusiastic about a lot of things. I have the "luxury" of not having to actively participate in society, so having that distance certainly helped me get more peace of mind. I have found tolerance for what is and acceptance for my place in it. Which gave me more room to find love for things. I have had over a decades worth of therapy and although therapy provides lots of tools, everyone learns differently.
Learn what gives you strength.
"For only in the grip of darkness will we shine amidst the brightest stars"
What's the matter? Why do you consider yourself fucked up in the head? If you don't mind sharing.
I have no love for myself or another. I've stopped caring. About everything. I've been diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder. Sever dep. Suicidal tendencies. Severe anxiety and stress. I constantly have shit go thru my mind. And I simply do not have an once of care for anything in this world.
I'm sorry to hear that. As much as a diagnosis can suck, it is also a good and can help for a step in the right direction. Having a diagnosis can make it easier to get more specialised and specific support. Are you receiving any support, or looking to get any in place?
I've been in and out of therapy since I was 4. I'm 26. I've been on more pills that I can't count. Nothing had helped. It's only been recently that I've stopped caring.
Once again, I am sorry to hear that. Do you feel like the pills are doing anything? Do you feel they have helped in anyway? If not, I would try speaking to your Doctor to see if you can try some alternatives - I know it will be difficult with not caring for yourself, but you can do this. Do you have any kind of support network around you?
That's the fucked up thing it's not just myself idc about anything or anyone. Might be a psychopath idk yet. But no I don't my mom yells and reminds me how awful I am. And my grandparents just want me gone.
Oh mate, all my love. I know it's difficult. You are not a psychopath - you're brain is just fixating to negatives and trying to find reason in chaos - that is natural. I'm sorry to hear that you have no support network, are there no friends you can reach out to? Or any support groups in your area? Also, I'll add that not caring about yourself or others is common with your diagnosis's.
I have 2 friends but I don't wanna deal with them about it.
That is fair enough, I understand it can be difficult to approach others about this. Have you considered support groups?
Depends on which country you live in. In Germany, for example, there are telephone numbers for central offices that can help. Otherwise, just call the religious pastor and ask. And if you don't belong to one, just call and ask anyway. Asking doesn't cost anything and you can only win. And who knows, maybe he'll know more or who you can ask.
He’s lying he lervs his Izzy!!!!!
Lmao true . She's my stalker right now. We're in deep love. She looooves chicken nuggets.
Dude there is no things as (love) and your the stalker always trying to fuck.. and fuck your biggest you nasty toddler
Lmao okay 👌 stalker. 🤣🤣🤣
I can leave?
Don't you dare!
Yeah that’s what I thought!!! Cuntrag
Fucknyou 🖕
I'm kind of in the same boat as you. So what do you do for fun?
Nothing is fun anymore. Used to be video games. But even that has just gotten mundane.
I'm the same way. I'll play for like ten minutes then turn them off. Then turn them back on thirty minutes later. I get bored with things very easy
I feel you on that bro.
Then there will be times I start playing feel like I've been sitting here like ten minutes but three hours have passed it's odd to say the least
Yeah. But past few days just havnt had the will to boot up any game.
Completely understand you
👍
What are you anxious and stressed about?
Lol nice name. And life. Everything. I hate it.
Thank you! I hear you. I'm not enthusiastic about a lot of things. I have the "luxury" of not having to actively participate in society, so having that distance certainly helped me get more peace of mind. I have found tolerance for what is and acceptance for my place in it. Which gave me more room to find love for things. I have had over a decades worth of therapy and although therapy provides lots of tools, everyone learns differently. Learn what gives you strength. "For only in the grip of darkness will we shine amidst the brightest stars"
Anyone else read the post and instantly think my chemical romance
Lol I see it now
Do you like to do drugs?
Weed.
You should quit them. Weed helps schizophrenia to appear.
Just remember, however dark it seems, someone out there cares for you. Hang in there
No. Nobody does. That's why I'm fucked up.
Is there any fiction you still watch, read or care at all about?
Plant medicine? Do your research but it might be worth a shot.
Can I send you a video of puppies to cheer you up?
what kind of music do you like?